"Please go back!" Lin Jixiang urged me when I woke up and was scared.

I agree with Lin Jixiang's reminder, and I know that Yingzheng can say and do, and I really don't want the people around me to be dragged down by my willfulness to lose their legs and become wasted because of my misfortune, but - well, I really can't do it if I want to make myself better in my own way.

I wanted to say something to Lin Jixiang, and I wanted to leave a message for the other people who took care of Yingzheng, but in the end I turned into a sulk and swallowed back silently.

What more can I say!

"Ma'am?" Linlang exclaimed, and the arms protected me who almost fell as soon as I moved.

Yes, I have stiffened my leg muscles and cannot walk on my own for a while.

"Do you want to pass the sedan car?" Lin Jixiang asked me nervously, and when he saw that I continued to cling to Linlang and didn't answer, he turned to his own initiative to pass the sedan chair.

I was supported by Linlang to walk, ignoring Lin Jixiang's worries and his instructions to follow my sedan chair, but slowly enough to almost move the posture to my palace, fortunately, the two palaces are not far away, and I can be regarded as moving a little hard.

"Madam, do you want to get into the sedan chair?" Linlang looked at the sedan chair that followed us step by step according to Lin Jixiang's instructions, and asked me gently.

"Linlang, in addition to the emperor's orders and the palace's orders, you must not use other people's orders to allow them to arrange the freedom of the palace." I said lightly.

I don't know if Linlang heard it or not, I was targeting Lin Jixiang, but I was targeting him in my heart. Although I knew that the fault was committed by two people, and the main one who made the mistake was me, I just couldn't help but want to blame Lin Jixiang, who had such an embarrassing situation between Ling Yingzheng and me.

"Whoa." Whether you can understand the meaning of my words or not, but Linlang can hear my displeasure. So she answered me first.

My legs were soft and hard and torn on this road, as if I was in pain like a bone twist, but fortunately, my mental level was even more uncomfortable, so it was really not so uncomfortable.

I didn't fall asleep, but after a while, I still couldn't get up, so I just lay quietly, my mind flickering like a movie and blurring pictures of the past. I know I'm stunned.

It was rumored that I was paralyzed - of course there was no word for "paralyzed", so they said that I had a recurrence of a bad leg disease and had to lie on the bed to recuperate.

No one knew if I could get out of bed and walk around, not even myself. But I think I can, it's just that I'm too lazy to verify the subjective speculation and rumors that are untrue from the outside world.

"Xibian concubine, the son-in-law has come to greet you." Lifeng walked over to my bed and sat down gently on the edge of my bed.

I was troubled by some of my thoughts. Bow slightly in response to her words. Then he continued to look sad.

"It's okay to go to this palace, you can go with your work, and the palace will rest for two days." I don't have too much energy to deal with other people's savings.

Lifeng could see my exhaustion, but instead of leaving my dormitory as I wished, she spoke up to the only person I could be interested in at the moment.

"Erchen went to greet his father early in the morning and asked him if he could rest, and he said that he was fine, but Erchen could see that he should have not slept all night. Otherwise, his eyes wouldn't be so red. ”

Seeing that my eyes lit up because of her words, Lifeng continued to feel distressed and said that I was distressed.

"Don't you look in the mirror, Mother Brook? You should take a look at the bronze mirror. Your eyes are red at the moment, obviously caused by staying up late, and you are really hurting your bones. ”

I could hear Lifeng's kindness, but I cared more about what she saw of her father's greeting.

"Your father didn't sleep all night last night? Where can his body stand the tossing day and night, you really should persuade him. "The perennial hardships have made Yingzheng's body always strong and hardworking, and he has not slept for two days and two nights during the long journey, and I am really worried about his health: "Can he rest for a while now?" ”

Lifeng shook her head as I feared.

"My father went into the study early in the morning to manage the government, I don't know when I will come out, and the son asked if he might accompany him for lunch, but he said that there are many government affairs, let the son go back to the house to solve the lunch by himself." Lifeng shattered my illusions.

Even his daughter's request was not granted, is he not going to eat lunch?

"Your father is probably tired." I was saddened.

Lifeng didn't know much about me and Yingzheng, but she also knew that we were having an awkward relationship, so when she heard me say this, she pouted in contemplation and asked about my meal instead.

"Erchen stayed here to accompany the concubine on the side of the stream, can you have a meal?" She mentions yì.

It's not that I want Lifeng to accompany me, it's that I'm not in the mood to eat at all, and I think that according to my current feelings, I can't swallow anything, and eating is a painful thing for me at this time.

"Or according to your father's thoughts, go back to eat with your husband, the mother concubine on the side of the stream has their own servants here, and the palace wants to sleep for a while before eating, so I will let you go today, and the Japanese palace will cook it himself, so that you can relive the wild vegetable soup that you were most reluctant to eat in the past."

I'm really tired, and although there are some things that I don't do at this time, I may have fewer opportunities to do them again, but I really want to shirk it.

Lifeng clearly understood my thoughts, and she was merciless in exposing my procrastination.

"Mother Xibian, do you really know how to eat?" She looked at me with a puzzled look and said bluntly, "You're useless for breakfast, aren't you?" When Fang Caichen came, he said that you were resting, but your eyes were not even closed, so you could sleep? ”

Lifeng's questioning was the fact that I was speechless, and I could only admit in silence what she had said.

"If you lie down for a long time, you will feel sleepy, this palace is really good, you don't have to worry, just accompany your father when he misses you, he really needs to rest and need your company."

Lifeng sighed heavily, and relaxed in front of me.

"Mother of Xibian, you and your father torture each other like this, is there really no way to reconcile? Father, he is going to be strong in his life, and no one in this world can make him bow his head, since you love him, can't you really confess your heart to him, show weakness and ask for good? ”

The words struck my heart, and Lifeng's regretful and puzzled eyes kept flashing to me.

If it is really as Lifeng said, my show of weakness and seeking favor can make Yingzheng better, then I must not hesitate to pull down my face at this moment to do it, but what she doesn't know is that if I confess my heart frankly, Yingzheng and I have no way to reconcile. (To be continued......)