For a short time, it was so quiet that it was frighteningly quiet.

Facing Gu Miaoqing, who was determined to retreat, Zhu Xishi knew that he was not qualified and could not be persuaded, and the guilt in his heart erupted like a torrent, but he could only hide the weakness that could not be shown in the darkness and silently wait for it to cool down.

It is inevitable that people who are in high school will owe others money, but they will be more daring in their words and deeds, so that others will not be so annoying.

"Sister Xiao, you have a bad habit, you just like to take things on yourself too much; Zijun and I are at this point today, in fact, it has nothing to do with you. With Zijun's character, even without you, someone else will take his place. He and I are destined to face this hurdle, and we can't escape it. You have spent twenty-four years to see the measure of people clearly, I am not bad, it took more than ten years to understand that feelings cannot be forced, maybe I am really destined for him. You tell me? ”

When Gu Miaoqing said this, Zhu Xishi suddenly remembered Gong Yihan's heart in the "Fanghua Garden" the day before yesterday: There are not so many people in this world who are happy with each other, but more people like us who are waiting hard.

At this time, in retrospect, it is so apt and helpless.

And fortunately, she and Gu Miaoqing did not turn against each other because Sheng Zijun became sisters, but formed a deep love for Jinlan because of this man.

is wonderful and generous, how long can you last in discouragement again and again? For the fickle human heart, Zhu Xishi can't be sure. Thinking about it from another angle, the reason why Gu Miaoqing chose to leave temporarily was because she was afraid that one day she would not be able to bear the disappointment. Get out early.

Cutting through the mess with a quick knife, it is not easy to deal with so many Gu Miaoqing, and it is also worthy of admiration.

"We're all too stubborn. Too serious, if you recognize it, you won't look back, naively fantasizing about being eternal. Unfortunately, it often backfires."

"Sister Xiao, are you in your heart?"

Gu Miaoqing is not stupid, the tangles in this sentence solve this confusing chaos; Zhu Xishi had someone in his heart at this time. Nature speaks for itself.

"It's not easy to be a shrewd person, in fact, I'm stupid, and I have a very narrow vision of people. It is said that people eat a trench and grow wise. But I found that no matter how many times I planted, these dull eyes were still fixed on someone, and they never shifted. Cleverness is mistaken by cleverness, those little cleverness on weekdays. Before you know it, you've separated yourself from that person. ”

"Sister Xiao. At least you are different from my dead heart, doesn't Lord Rong also have you in his heart? There are many twists and turns on the road of love, and it is not too late to know how to return at this time. ”

How easy it is to get lost and know how easy it is to return, Zhu Xi was in the fog at this time, where is the road? Can't move forward, can't go back, and over time it has evolved into today's hesitation.

The feeling of Zhao Zhenyuan, whether it is Zhu Xishi when he was a big fat woman. is still a butterfly, and he has never changed his original intention. It's just that. There is another Gong Yihan on this original heart.

Slowly flattening his body, as if slowing down his heart, Zhu Xishi dug into his true feelings little by little, and shared them with Gu Miaoqing.

"Brother Gong, it's someone I can't live up to. Miaomiao, if there is a man who can protect you and cherish you like Brother Gong, who will you choose, the person who loves you or the person you love? ”

Loving and being loved are different manifestations of love, but the focus is on who gives more and who cares more about the other person. There is not so much fairness in the emotional world, and the sincerity you give is often not proportional to the return you receive, you know, there is always someone who puts down their body and self-esteem to accommodate another person.

And when asked about Gu Miaoqing, who is always giving, she inevitably trembled in her heart, people, especially women, are eager to be loved and spoiled.

"It's such a difficult question, I can't solve it, Sister Xiao."

One-third of the youth is gradually withering away in the spring and autumn, some dreams have been made, tried, if the dream is not real, it is better to reduce the damage to a bearable level, and live in peace.

Sealing everything in his heart is now an irreversible choice for Zhu in the past.

"If you can't solve it, put it down. People are like a tree, the annual rings of each circle are growth, and this circle of annual rings sometimes becomes a solidified tree tumor due to accidents, and we cannot stop pursuing the sun upward because of its imprisonment. And the truth is that although people's lives are not long, they have decades, and we must learn to thrive with scars in countless ups and downs. ”

"If you don't say these truths, Sister Xiao, I'm afraid I won't be able to think of it in my life, I really admire your comprehension ability."

There are always some indescribable feelings, Gu Miaoqing doesn't know how to describe them to Zhu Xishi, but she can summarize Gu Miaoqing's feelings in simple and easy-to-understand words.

Perhaps, this is one of the reasons why she can't hate Zhu Xishi: she always fills in the gaps in her heart at the right time, so that her heart will not decline like that.

"Because of this understanding, I can be called 'sister' by you, silly Nizi."

“”

After a brief adjustment in the dark, I suddenly remembered the soft laughter of the two women, which made this gloomy atmosphere come to life.

"Miaomy."

"Huh?"

"Sister didn't get you a good marriage, but invisibly messed up the matter between you and Sheng Zijun, and this debt Sister remembered in my heart. But, I'll say I'm sorry. ”

"No, what sisters want is this uprightness. If you keep saying 'I'm sorry', I'll really hate you. ”

At this time, Gu Miaoqing had no intention of talking about "doing", and suddenly Zhu Xishi remembered another woman: Bai Zhenxue. Thinking of the farce in the daytime, although I have nothing to apologize for, I am always an infatuated woman, so why bother each other as women?

Taking advantage of this atmosphere, Zhu Xishi said more.

"On the way, persuade your senior sister, if she is really angry, I will personally cook a table of dishes for her when she comes to Lin'an."

"With the stubborn temper of the senior sister, she has suffered such a big setback, and I am afraid that this Lin'an City will not want to set foot again for the rest of her life. You know, her thoughts about Brother Gong were given by him in front of you."

"I know, but I think your senior sister is a famous woman in the rivers and lakes, so she won't be so small-bellied and chicken intestines to worry about me; It seems that I am still living too naïve. But you still have to pass it on to her, it's her business to take it or not, and I'll be able to make peace of mind. ”

After all, Bai Zhenxue is not Miaomiao's generous temperament, and it is reasonable for Gong Yihan to hate herself, and Zhu Xishi is so hypocritical and asks for a great understanding.

"Okay, I'll talk to Senior Sister about this matter depending on the situation."

"Well, sleep Miaomiao, there is still a way to go tomorrow. The Tianshan Mountains are a long way to go, so you have to take care of your spirits. ”

"Okay, sleep."

After a small sound of turning over and adjusting on the couch, the room sank into silence again, quietly waiting for the dawn to come.

And under the futon, two little hands hold together, warm each other, encourage each other (to be continued......)