Looking back on yesterday, I have been a fat woman for 20 years, living in the shame and white eyes of others all day long, which is worthy of envy?

If it weren't for a life-and-death catastrophe that made her completely sober up, and a ruthless energy that inspired her to no longer live as before, I am afraid that she would live even more desolate now.

In fact, she can't say that she has any scenery now, but she has become a little more confident. She has always firmly believed: go your own way and let others gossip, you can't care about too many colored eyes of others.

To put it bluntly, she was just living with her conscience, and there was nothing to envy. Pull the pillow into a comfortable position, Zhu Xishi said calmly.

"Miaomiao, if you had seen me three years ago, you wouldn't have any envy for me today. Zhu Xishi three years ago was just a joke after dinner; Realize that life is precious and cannot be wasted any longer, and do not let this tragic ending continue, and then know how to change yourself and how to save your own miserable life. ”

"I don't believe it. Sister Xiao, in all fairness, you have always been a very confident person in my eyes, I really imagine that you can't lift it. ”

Don't say that Gu Miaoqing doesn't believe it, even Zhu Xishi sometimes doesn't dare to face his past self, and being strong is a last resort to disguise.

"What you see is just a strong and middle-class Zhu Xishi. I used to be quite a common man, I loved to hold grudges, I was afraid of people laughing, and I liked to be careful; In addition, she loves to eat people and is fat, and in the eyes of others, she is a fat girl who is hopeless, and if she dies, she may be disgusted and difficult to rectify. If I hadn't fallen off a cliff at that time, I would have died. I met Sheng Zijun again and changed my life, I am afraid that I will not have a chance to turn over in my life. ”

Everyone has shared hardships to this day, and for Zhu in the past, it has passed. Gu Miaoqing also knew more or less. And she has never been a snarky person, and she doesn't like to expose the old scars in other people's hearts; At this time, it can be seen that Zhu Xishi still minds her own past.

As someone else's privacy, since others are reluctant to say it, Gu Miaoqing naturally won't ask anything more; Jin Lan, who is determined, has to show some righteousness, so as not to disappoint them.

"Sister Xiao. You've been saying that you're not good like this, that's not good, but you've thought about it. What does it look like to be in the hearts of others? Let me give you an inappropriate example, the most taboo thing for people like us who practice martial arts is flashy and unreal martial arts. You must know that people who practice martial arts no matter how beautiful their moves are. It's useless to beat your opponent when it counts. And I think. Practicing martial arts is actually the same as being a person; Moves are like appearances, basic skills are like literacy, and solid basic skills must be laid in order to support better martial arts. As for you, you don't seem to realize how attractive your inner self is, Sister Xiao, you are an introverted person, you know? ”

"Huh!"

In the dimness, a dry laugh flashed. Gu Miaoqing couldn't see Zhu Xishi's expression at this time. And Zhu Xishi, who was in embarrassment, pondered for a moment. gives an impression of being a "person who is in the show".

"Miaomiao, Neixiu is not the standard for the world to evaluate a person's quality or badness, they pay more attention to the person's appearance; Appearance is too deceptive, and in twenty years, I know it deeply. People tend to stay on the surface and don't notice whether you have an inner show or not. ”

Moving the quilt on his chest up, Zhu Xishi continued lightly.

"The only thing I am proud of is that I have been who I have been for twenty-four years of my life; Beauty or ugliness, I never thought of giving up on myself. But from that fat woman who everyone laughed at to me to the age I am now, I clearly realized that if it weren't for the great change in my body, no one would have seen what was inside me. Don't doubt it, this experience is a gamble on my self-esteem and my life, so I cherish everything I have now. ”

Everyone's unspeakable death.

As Zhu Xishi said at this time, the world's eyes are ugly, and it is too easy to make a judgment on the surface of a person. At the same time, Gu Miaoqing felt that Zhu Xishi's painful transformation was like a jade in a stone that faded away from an ugly stone shell, showing his true inner value. The profound case is a harsh lesson to himself and others, and I am afraid that those men who have eyes and do not know gold and jade will regret it.

Between the words, Miao Miao's voice suddenly turned lower, and she sighed lightly.

"Like Zijun, hasn't he also seen the unbearable side of Sister Xiao, but he still loves you? Sister Xiao, you have to believe that not everyone in the world has a colored eye, and there are exceptions, right? ”

The honesty of the heart and heart is enough to move people, Zhu Xishi lightened his heart, and did not forget to offer a sincere encouragement to the other party.

"Miaomiao, you have to work harder, don't let Sheng Zijun, a blind horse, chase after my rotten straw. Whether it's beating, scolding, tying, dragging, you have to put him in jail. I'm just singing an interlude, you and Sheng Zijun are a match made in heaven, don't give up easily. ”

"Sister Xiao, I must have been full of energy when I heard this in the past, but now I don't know why. I suddenly felt a little tired and didn't want to chase anymore. ”

Zhu Xishi was able to understand the boredom in Gu Miaoqing's heart.

A daughter's family has been chasing a big girl from an ignorant childhood for a man, and the infatuation in this cannot be explained in a few words. A woman's youth is too short, how many good years can be wasted on the same man? As "there is no grass at the end of the world, why bother to love a flower", although Sheng Zijun is a good horse, but he is also a dead and stupid horse, do you really want to let Miao Miao keep an indefinite wait, accompany this nerd to continue to consume?

In such a dilemma, Zhu Xishi suddenly had a very shameful thought in his heart: Do you want to persuade Miaomiao to give up Sheng Zijun? It's just that before she could say this, Gu Miaoqing talked about her views on this matter as if she was fine.

"Let it be. By the way, Sister Xiao, I am ready to accompany Senior Sister back to Tianshan Mountain. ”

I don't know why, as soon as I heard Gu Miaoqing's decision to go back to Tianshan, Zhu Xishi's mind suddenly exploded as if the explosives depot had ignited!

The whole person bounced up from the soft couch and asked in a trembling voice.

"You want to go back to Tianshan?! Regardless of Sheng Zijun's nerd? ”

"Zijun is already an adult, he has his own plans and future, and I don't want to continue to pester him like this; This trip back to Tianshan can be regarded as giving everyone a time to calm down! I would like to take this opportunity to take a break and recuperate my mentality. Maybe during this time of recuperation, maybe suddenly look away. Let go of the obsession in your heart for many years; If you still can't let go, it's not too late to come back and chase him when I'm full of energy. ”

"After all, I still hurt you both"

If Gu Miaoqing retreated like this, Zhu Xishi's heart was also cold. (To be continued......)