Chapter 14: Say goodbye to your first love
"Come on!"
"Come on second shift!"
On Monday, after two classes in the afternoon, the Division Men's Basketball League begins.
At this time, cheers on the field! Cheers! One after another, several venues were surrounded by students watching the game, all shouting for their classes!
Shui Xiaolin stood at the door of the classroom, leaning against the door wall, she wanted to go over, but she didn't know how to face Qiu Zichuan after she went, he knew that Qiu Zichuan must be on the field at this time.
Hearing the shout, she knew that the competition between her first class and Qiu Zichuan's second class had begun.
She heard Qiu Zichuan say that in addition to reading, playing basketball is his biggest hobby! She thought that he should be very athletic on the court, he is almost 1.78 meters tall, and he was so flexible in that fight, he will definitely be a star on the court.
At this time, Shui Xiaolin really wanted to go over and have a look!
"One Shift Refueling"
"Come on second shift!"
"Qiu Zichuan, come on!"
"Qiu Zichuan, come on!
How?
Did he really play well? The students in their class shouted his name! A lot of them are girls!
Shui Xiaolin knew that Qiu Zichuan, who was tall and handsome, had attracted the attention of many girls as soon as he entered the school. How many times has she secretly rejoiced in her heart about this! Because this Qiu Zichuan is hers!
"Come on!"
"Come on second shift!"
"Qiu Zichuan rises!"
"Qiu Zichuan jumper!"
He must have played well! Otherwise, why are so many people calling his name!
Shui Xiaolin couldn't help but raise her steps, but quickly took it back.
Can't go!
Now that you've broken up, don't let yourself get tangled up anymore. Besides, maybe Mom will be on the side of the pitch too.
Thinking of this, Shui Xiaolin's eyes began to moisten again!
Let's learn!
Holding back the tears Xiao Lin turned around and entered the empty classroom, went to her desk, took out her textbook and began to review the lessons she had learned today.
"Come on!"
"Pass it to Qiu Zichuan!"
"Come on second shift!"
"Qiu Zichuan, come on!"
"Qiu Zichuan cap!"
Listening to the shouts and cheers that still came through the classroom door, Shui Xiaolin got up suddenly, walked quickly to the classroom door, grabbed the doorknob, and then shook it, slamming the classroom door shut.
"Cap Qiu Zichuan!"
"Take his top, Qiu Zichuan!"
"Come on!"
But before Shui Xiaolin returned to the desk and sat down again, the voices behind her began to rise and fall again!
The door was closed, but the sound on the court was still faintly transmitted into the classroom, and what was even worse was that listening to the cheering and shouting on the field, it seemed that this game had become Qiu Zichuan's exhibition match.
Shui Xiaolin, who had no intention of reading anymore, began to sit at the desk in a daze!
She thought for a moment that he must be handsome on the court! After a while, I thought about myself, why should I think about him again! He hadn't said anything about breaking up that night, so he said it first! Moreover, there is not a word of begging not to break up!
On the basketball court at this time, Qiu Zichuan was constantly running, shuttling, stealing, and jumping; Sometimes he is like a fierce lion, sometimes like a wolf flying through it; When a teammate makes a mistake, he glares angrily but doesn't roar! When the opponent jumps, he leaps to block, but he ignores the goal! He seems to be playing, and he doesn't seem to be playing!
And his gaze sometimes looked to both sides, sometimes glanced at the audience, but that gaze was also very fast!
The classmates outside the court marveled at his ball skills, sighed at his physical fitness, and excited about his layup! All his runs and jumps seemed to be silence before the next cheer!
But no one can know that Qiu Zichuan at this time is not so much a game as a catharsis!
Every time he steals, it was the outpouring of anger in his heart! Every pass he makes, it is the spill of pain in his heart, every block he makes, it is the outpouring of sorrow in his heart, every time he lays up, it is the flying body he seeks to forget! And his dripping sweat, which is the tears that he can't flow are released to his heart's content! Wailing Rush!
The game ended quickly. As a result, not to mention, Qiu Zichuan's sophomore and second classes won by a big score!
In the laughter of his classmates and the praise of himself, Qiu Zichuan, who put on his pants and coat, silently left the court and walked towards the farthest corner of the playground alone!
His heart was full of disappointment!
He didn't want Shui Xiaolin, who had broken up, to be able to come back to him, but he still wanted to see her figure and her face among the cheering classmates today!
She didn't come!
Qiu Zichuan really wants to have a pair of eyes to follow closely when he fights on the field! Even if it's for a moment! And then depart!
But she never came!
Qiu Zichuan sat quietly on the stone curb by the playground, the dead leaves falling from the trees swaying with the wind.
Seeing that the playground that was still boiling just now was empty, sweat began to solidify on his body, and his still hot body gradually cooled down, Qiu Zichuan began to feel a chill!
However, Qiu Zichuan didn't want to go back to the classroom, and he didn't want to go home.
……
This night, Qiu Zichuan didn't go to the evening self-study, and he skipped class for the first time in history!
He returned to the classroom, took out the book of Lermontov's poems that he had always kept by his side and that Shui Xiaolin had given him, and then, the classmates who were close to his house, told his mother that he would not go home for dinner! So he walked out of the school gate alone, and then out of the east city gate, and went to the March River.
Under the tree where he first met Shui Xiaolin, Qiu Zichuan sat blankly at first, and then, casually opened the poetry book in his hand, and a line of poetry jumped into view:
I love the girl who stares at me
When she blushed with shame
Like the crimson sunset
Before the squalls and torrential rains
I love to listen to that moonlit night in the forest
A long sigh came out of her mouth
It's like the sound of a golden string
I'm talking to the cold wind
……
As night fell, the lines of poetry began to blur ......!
Qiu Zichuan raised his head and silently looked at the surface of the river that had glowed with ghostly light, as well as the hazy sky on the other side.
"I love the girl who stares at me
……
……
I love to listen to that moonlit night in the forest
A long sigh came out of her mouth
……
I'm talking to that cold wind."
……
In the cold wind, Qiu Zichuan silently recited the poem he had just read.
Then, Shui Xiaolin's face and laughter began to appear in Qiu Zichuan's mind again!
And then,
"I love the girl who stares at me
……
I'm talking to that cold wind."
One night, Qiu Zichuan, who was sitting there, looked at the secluded river, only this poem in his mind, as well as Shui Xiaolin's face and laughter!
Also, the occasional cold wind that blows around you!
……
Very late, Qiu Zichuan finally stood up and walked towards the river embankment above.
He figured out that his family and Shui Xiaolin's family are separated by a world! Even if it weren't for early love, Shui Xiaolin's mother would not be able to afford a child from a family like him! At the opening ceremony, when he saw Shui Xiaolin's mother sitting on the rostrum for the first time, Qiu Zichuan felt her majesty and pampering!
That's what my mother's face full of vicissitudes and thin body can't compare!
Also, the first time he and Shui Xiaolin met by the river, Shui Xiaolin was wearing very expensive leather sandals, and she was wearing slippers made of rotten plastic sandals!
I'm not in the same world as her!
Break up, just break up! It was originally an extravagant encounter, and it will be remembered from now on! Don't even think about things that don't belong to you! He also told himself, don't hate Shui Xiaolin, she is a good girl!
Also, the previous qiē is beautiful!
If you have loved it, you have loved it! True love! Or the beauty of love is an encounter! During the period, there are heartbeats, conjectures, expectations, anxieties, longings, and pain! A tale of two people. Then, it's an eternal memory!
Love! Nothing to do with the ending!
Sometimes it's still a chat with the cold wind!
Qiu Zichuan, who walked on the embankment, began to silently recite the verses just now, but he was no longer Lermontov's girl at all!
He was thinking back to the footsteps of Shui Xiaolin when he left that night, and he was telling himself what to keep, what to treasure, and what to forget!
Under the moonlight, in the cold wind, Qiu Zichuan's footsteps were no longer heavy, and the poems in his mouth began to derive new life:
I love the girl who stares at me
But it was when she was confused
In her almost gray eyes
I found the depth of love
I also love to listen to the moonlit night in the forest
Every sigh she let out
Perhaps, only in times of melancholy
will feel the true meaning of love
However, I love to watch her every time
Departing back and listening
The fading footsteps are only at this moment
I felt a loving peace