Chapter 13: Speechless Breakup
"You scared me!"
Qiu Zichuan, who was caught in the memory, didn't know when Shui Xiaolin had come to his side, and turned his face to see Shui Xiaolin standing silently, and hurriedly stood up.
"Why didn't you say a word when you came?" Qiu Zichuan habitually patted the dust on his buttocks with his hand, stared at Shui Xiaolin, and complained a little in his tone!
Shui Xiaolin looked up at the river under the moonlight, and for a moment, she lowered her head silently!
"What's wrong?" Qiu Zichuan didn't understand, but he could see that Shui Xiaolin was very unhappy!
The moonlight through the branches was shining on Shui Xiaolin's face, and Qiu Zichuan saw that tears had begun to fill Shui Xiaolin's eyes. Then, the corners of Shui Xiaolin's mouth twitched slightly, as if she wanted to cry, but it could be seen that Shui Xiaolin was trying her best to control herself, and her mouth was tight!
"What do you say?" Qiu Zichuan began to frown!
Shui Xiaolin still didn't speak, but leaned her body lightly against the locust tree beside her, and her eyes were dull, and tears began to flow gently.
"What's wrong with you? Say anything! Qiu Zichuan began to be a little impatient.
Shui Xiaolin still didn't speak, just raised her head, and looked at the secluded river, her hazy eyes under the moonlight were full of sadness and helplessness!
Seeing that Shui Xiaolin still didn't speak, Qiu Zichuan walked back and forth in place irritably, then took a few steps forward, and then sat down with his back to Shui Xiaolin.
Another silence!
"If you don't speak, then I'll go!" Qiu Zichuan, who was sitting, suddenly stood up and raised his feet to walk up the river embankment.
"Don't go!" Shui Xiaolin finally spoke, and hurriedly ran over two steps, holding Qiu Zichuan's arm tightly.
"Then you speak!" Qiu Zichuan stopped, turned his face and stared at Shui Xiaolin tightly!
But Shui Xiaolin lowered her head and began to be silent again, but the two hands that grabbed Qiu Zichuan's arms were tight.
"You!" Qiu Zichuan raised his head and turned left and right with an angry look.
Shui Xiaolin still grabbed Qiu Zichuan's arm tightly with both hands, but still didn't speak.
"What's wrong with you?" Looking back and seeing that Shui Xiaolin's tears were still flowing, Qiu Zichuan felt Shui Xiaolin's sadness, and his tone began to soften.
"If there's anything you sue me, it's okay!" Qiu Zichuan began to feel a little uneasy in his heart! Could it be?
Shui Xiaolin still didn't speak!
With tears, the corners of his mouth twitched slightly.
"It's annoying!" Qiu Zichuan raised his arm and shook off Shui Xiaolin's hands, and sat down on the spot with his buttocks!
"It's cold on the ground!" Shui Xiaolin's voice was timid, and she wanted to reach out and pull Qiu Zichuan up.
Qiu Zichuan shook his arm again, and panted angrily without looking back!
At this time, Qiu Zichuan began to have a premonition in his heart! Although he has known Shui Xiaolin for less than half a year, he knows that Shui Xiaolin is a very polite but also very frank girl, whether she is curious, she is happy, or she is troubled, she will tell herself.
But I haven't been on a date for three weeks! is still hiding from herself everywhere at school, and she will shed tears again and not speak, then she must be breaking up with herself, otherwise she wouldn't be like this!
"Say it! Breaking up, right? Never mind! After a while, Qiu Zichuan broke the silence!
"Woohoo! Whining! I don't want to break up with you! Whining! Shui Xiaolin finally cried, but she didn't deny it!
"Woohoo! Whining! Realizing that she was out of control, Shui Xiaolin hurriedly covered her mouth with one hand and began to wipe her tears with the other!
Moment! Qiu Zichuan was stunned!
Although he had thought of it, as soon as these words came out of Shui Xiaolin's cry, Qiu Zichuan's heart still couldn't stop clenching!
"Why?"
After another half of the hour, Qiu Zichuan stood up silently and looked down at Shui Xiaolin, who was still crying.
Originally, Qiu Zichuan was going to stand up violently, and asked Shui Xiaolin loudly: Why?
But at that moment, he controlled himself, and he remembered what his mother said: No matter what you can't do to force others, that's also a villain, that's also dirty, a man has to walk with his chest up!
“!” Shui Xiaolin, who covered her mouth with one hand and continued to wipe her tears with the other, stood in front of Qiu Zichuan and shook her head vigorously!
"Don't cry! All right? Qiu Zichuan raised his hand and tried to take the boiling water, Xiao Lin's hand kept wiping her tears.
"Woohoo! Whining! Shui Xiaolin shook her body and dodged Qiu Zichuan's hand, crying even more!
"It's okay! Don't cry, okay? ”
"Woohoo! Whining! Shui Xiaolin is still sobbing! But it's starting to get mild.
"I said, I won't blame you for whatever you do!" Qiu Zichuan felt as uncomfortable as a knife cut at this time, but he didn't want to look at Shui Xiaolin anymore and continued to cry sadly.
"Woohoo! Whining! Hearing Qiu Zichuan say this, Shui Xiaolin began to cry vigorously again.
"Your parents know?" Qiu Zichuan can feel that the breakup doesn't seem to be Shui Xiaolin's own meaning! If she didn't like her, she would just say it.
"Hmm!" Shui Xiaolin, who was crying, nodded!
"No!" Shui Xiaolin didn't seem to want Qiu Zichuan to blame her parents, so she shook her head vigorously!
Yes, she didn't dare to say what her parents said, especially those extremely mean and threatening things her mother said! She knew that once those good words were said at this time, they would greatly stab Qiu Zichuan's heart!
"I understand! If my mother knew, she would be fierce! Qiu Zichuan stretched out his hand to get the water again, and Xiao Lin was still rubbing ~ the hand that wiped his eyes.
This time, Shui Xiaolin did not resist, but was very well-behaved and let Qiu Zichuan take his hand and put it down.
Seeing that Qiu Zichuan was not angry as before, but the pain in the ninja's heart was comforting him, and with Qiu Zichuan taking down his arm, Shui Xiaolin gently took a small step closer to Qiu Zichuan. Although, the shoulders are still coaxing, but the crying has stopped. Then, silently, he stood with his head bowed.
But at this time, Qiu Zichuan was thinking in his heart that a child from an ordinary family like herself, even if it was not early love, what could she be in the eyes of her parents!
"Alas!"
Qiu Zichuan was deeply stunned in his heart! Then, looking up at the blue night sky and the clear moon, he suddenly felt so small, this world is like the night sky at this time, and the distant moon, beautiful! But it's all illusory!
Qiu Zichuan kept blinking his eyes towards the night sky and towards the moon, this young life, he had never felt like tonight that he had fallen into a huge emptiness in an instant, and his heart was nothing but frustration or frustration!
Qiu Zichuan raised his head, and Shui Xiaolin, who was standing in front of him, lowered his head.
Under the moonlight, Qiu Zichuan's brows couldn't be wrinkled anymore! In the evening breeze, Shui Xiaolin's forehead couldn't be lighter! Qiu Zichuan's heart suddenly couldn't accept this sudden drastic change, and Shui Xiaolin's mind was only helpless except for sadness!
"Go home!" After another half, Qiu Zichuan said lightly!
Shui Xiaolin suddenly raised her head, and in her confused eyes, she looked at Qiu Zichuan and suddenly flashed a faint grief!
Qiu Zichuan turned his head to the side, he wanted to comfort Shui Xiaolin again, we still have a chance in the future, don't we have to be admitted to the same university! We'll be together again then!
But at this time, Qiu Zichuan, who has not had much vision for the future since he was a child, does not believe in any self-promises and expectations!
He saw that Xiaolin was reluctant to give up on himself, but he was also determined to break up with him. He knew that he also believed that her parents were for her studies, but he was even more against her early love!
However, at this time, Qiu Zichuan had a faint inferiority complex in her heart, her father was a city leader, and her mother was a school secretary, what about herself! Her own family is no longer an ordinary family in this Tanchi County, and in the past, it was still the black five category, and she was a high-ranking red family!
Therefore, the young Qiu Zichuan felt that at this time, he must not do anything to embarrass his mother, and at this time, to look forward to and promise himself the future, it is undoubtedly equivalent to begging again!
Even if I still deeply like Shui Xiaolin in my heart at this time, I must not do that!
"Let's go!" Seeing that Shui Xiaolin was still standing motionless in front of him, Qiu Zichuan deliberately acted as if nothing was wrong, and gently urged Shui Xiaolin.
"What about you?" Shui Xiaolin looked up at Qiu Zichuan.
"Let's go! I'll be gone later! Qiu Zichuan turned his face to the river.
"Can't we go together?" Shui Xiaolin thought to herself, it's so dark, it's a breakup, you have to send me too!
Qiu Zichuan doesn't speak! Shui Xiaolin stood still!
"Let's go!" Looking at the water, Xiaolin still had to wait for him to go together, Qiu Zichuan still looked at the river, but his tone was very firm!
"You!" Shui Xiaolin wanted to speak and stopped, staring at Qiu Zichuan's gaze, flashing a resentment! Then he slowly turned around and walked towards the embankment by himself.
After a while, thinking that this Shui Xiaolin should go up the embankment, Qiu Zichuan turned around and walked up.
Qiu Zichuan didn't want to accompany Shui Xiaolin home after Shui Xiaolin finished breaking up, he still felt like he was begging for something.
But he still didn't worry about letting Shui Xiaolin walk alone at night, although, on the river embankment, after walking through the wheat field in front, he arrived at the East City Gate, and not far from the East City Gate, it was the county middle school.
On the embankment, seeing a blank wheat field with no one under the night, Shui Xiaolin's heart suddenly rose with timidity, and she couldn't help but hesitate again, unnaturally wanting to look back and see if Qiu Zichuan was still there? But even though he heard the footsteps of Qiu Zichuan walking up.
He said he would always protect himself, and he said he would do it! He's such a person! Shui Xiaolin's heart suddenly rose in love and reluctance to Qiu Zichuan!
But my mother said that their family and him would not have a future in politics! Although he doesn't talk about the ingredient theory now, he has no hope of joining the army or being promoted in the future! Even if he studies well, is admitted to university, and graduates in the future, he can only be a factory technician or a school teacher for the rest of his life!
Also, my mother has arranged for the head teacher and aunt to monitor her. Come out tonight, or the aunt said to go out for a walk and take herself out, and the aunt will still be waiting for her on the playground in the school.
Also, that is the most important thing, that is, my mother said that if she is not separated from Qiu Zichuan, once she finds out, she must drive Qiu Zichuan away from the county middle school!
As soon as she thought of this, Shui Xiaolin's tears couldn't stop flowing again!
Shui Xiaolin walked and stopped in front, sometimes fast and sometimes slow. Qiu Zichuan followed not far behind, sometimes walking and sometimes stopping, sometimes fast and sometimes slow.
Walking through the wheat field, entering the city gate, and when she was about to reach the gate of the county middle school, Shui Xiaolin stopped, and then, slowly turned around, and quietly looked at Qiu Zichuan, who also stopped behind her!
Shui Xiaolin stood motionless, and Qiu Zichuan stood motionless!
Shui Xiaolin knew that if she didn't leave, Qiu Zichuan would not turn around, what Qiu Zichuan thought was, I would be relieved if you entered the school gate! The two stared at each other from a distance!
Suddenly, Shui Xiaolin turned around and ran towards the school gate! The figure quickly disappeared inside the gate!
However, Qiu Zichuan raised his hand to cover his face when he saw Shui Xiaolin turn around, he knew that Shui Xiaolin must have covered her face and cried!
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