Chapter 5: Nightmare
"Yes, we said it, but you forgot, you also said that you won't hurt me anymore. ”
Murong Li said these words fiercely, and I saw tears in his eyes, and he immediately turned his back to me and gave me a stubborn back.
I guess he must have been crying.
"I'm so stupid. Murong Li suddenly laughed, with a crying smile, laughing made me feel distressed.
"I thought you would be like me at the beginning, ...... without hope"
"Don't say any more!" Before Murong Li could finish speaking, I interrupted him.
When I first met, I didn't like Murong Li, but the coldness in his eyes, which was covered by self-confidence and composure, and the pursuit of power, were what I liked to challenge.
The feeling of watching a pair of bright eyes dim a little in front of me, that thrill of victory, was once my favorite.
But the glimmer of hunter light in Murong Li's eyes gradually disappeared, replaced by a deep emotion, and I panicked.
Because I have believed what he says and likes me.
I've never liked to owe someone something, that feeling of being involved with someone else. It's like once you get involved with someone else, you can't come and go freely anymore.
At that time, I thought that being alone was freedom, but my heart was already trapped in the past - Zhu Zixiao.
In the face of Murong Li's deep affection, I knew that he would only give up if he was given the heaviest blow.
Therefore, I once said to him: "The life of a lifetime and a couple, Murong Li, you can't give it...... Monogamy is a deep-rooted notion!"
What I meant at the time was obvious, even though you Murong Li loved me deeply, you couldn't give me what I wanted, and Zhu Zixiao, even if she didn't love me in her heart, she could give me what I wanted.
The phrase "one life and one couple" was remembered by Murong Li.
Later, I was killed by Ding Ruochen.
After Murong Li witnessed my death, he still chose to be alone, even though it was the same as before, there were still women being carried into his palace, and there were four or five more ladies than when we first met, but he slept alone every night.
In the absence of any hope, in the absence of any hope, in the event that he may never see me, he chose to live like that.
I remember everything that I used to have, and when I think of the past, my heart hurts so badly.
"Why don't you say it again?" Murong Li's sarcastic tone came from the front, "Am I wrong?, you are a person who will not do loss-making business, if you can't get a return for your efforts, then you simply don't pay, this is you, isn't it?"
"No!" I walked quickly in front of Murong Li, looked into his eyes, and in his eyes was a suspicion that I had never seen before, and I said sadly, "Li, you don't believe me anymore, right?"
"Hehe......" Murong Li laughed twice and asked, "Believe, do you know what kind of eyes you look at that man?"
I shook my head, no matter how I looked at him, I always loved him!
"Away, I love you, it has never changed. ”
A contemptuous sneer appeared on Murong Li's face.
"What does it take for you to believe me?" It is a painful thing to face the person you love the most and he doesn't believe you. I almost uttered it in a roaring voice.
"If you say you love me, prove it to me. ”
"Good. I muttered, "If you want to prove it, I'll prove it to you." ”
I never imagined that there would be a day between me and Murong Li that needed to be proven. I had done more than one or two absurd things under his nose, even if I was in the same bed with another man in disheveled clothes, and when I came to him, it was only an angry gaze, but under his eyes there was a smile that was the same as mine.
I grabbed Murong Li's shoulders and stepped forward on tiptoe, our eyes were so close that I could feel each other's eyelashes colliding.
The color of my eyes was changing, from inky black to dazzling purple in an instant, and I cast a charm on Murong Li.
The years after Murong Li's death were nightmares for me, I lived like a soulless walking corpse, I rarely thought about those days, but if these could make him believe that I loved him, I would be willing to walk into that nightmare again......
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