[Snow Hime] Chapter 4: Questioning

thu jan 29 21:22:50 cst 2015

"A lifetime and a couple?" Murong Li muttered, "Hand in hand with Qing, Bai Shou will never leave?" It turns out that what you and I have made is just a promise for a lifetime, how can we expect to live for a lifetime? Xue'er, I hate you!"

I hate you!

These words kept echoing in my mind, and when Murong Li turned to leave, looking at his incomparably lonely and resolute figure, I suddenly felt a chill, cold and terrifying.

I think that back then, on the splendid court, all the civil and military officials wanted to criticize me, the culprit who wantonly provoked the war between the two countries, and wanted to cut me with a thousand knives.

But at that time, I couldn't turn back, so I had to follow the original script, step by step, and said a lot of things to hurt him.

I had deceived him, and after saying so many things, it really angered him, and he gritted his teeth and said in my ear: "You are a heartless, cold-blooded and heartless person. It's ridiculous that this king would fall in love with a woman like you. ”

The way he left is still my nightmare, the last thing I want to remember.

But he couldn't let go of me at that time, so he chased out of Changping with scars all over his body and caught up with "my" prisoner car.

But now?

Thousands of years later, will he still look back like he did at the beginning? The way he looked just now clearly really hated me, he must have thought that I had failed him, turned his back on him, and no longer loved him.

But that's not the case!

"Don't go, leave!"

When I finally found my voice and opened my mouth to hold it, the sea was empty, and Murong Li's figure was long gone.

After 10,000 years, the feeling of falling into an ice cellar struck me again, and I was afraid to go crazy.

Just as I was about to chase after Murong Li, the demon instantly grabbed my arm and said indifferently, "Xue, that person...... Is it him?"

Such an indifferent and indifferent look is the usual expression of the demon instant, I suddenly can't see through the instantaneous mind, the first time I can't see through the instantaneous mind, maybe...... At the moment, even he didn't know what he was thinking.

I nodded truthfully, gently raised my hand to get rid of Instant's hand, looked at him and said word by word: "Instant, I have to chase him!"

He didn't keep me for a while, he followed me as always, respecting my decision.

"Ahh

Qiuqiu's anxious voice came from behind me, and I didn't look back, so I don't know if I would hesitate for a moment when I heard this sentence.

But in the end, I didn't catch up, and I caught up with Murong Li.

It was nightfall, and we came to a wood, and the bright moonlight was dappled all over the ground.

The moon shadow shone on Li's back, and he must have known that I was chasing him, so he stopped, but he wouldn't look back for a long time.

It used to be such a moonlit night in the forest, and the mottled moon shadow fell to the ground, but at that time I was the one who stood in front of me and left his back.

"Leave, I ......" I wanted to explain to him what happened between me and Instant, but as soon as I opened my mouth, I found that there was nothing to explain at all.

The atmosphere froze for a moment, and only the sound of the wind blowing gently could be heard.

"You've decided?"

"What decision?" I didn't understand, but when I remembered what I had just said to go with him, I immediately shook my head, "I once promised that as long as my soul is immortal, I will be together forever." ”

Murong Li turned around abruptly and grabbed my shoulder, put it against my forehead and said, "Then what are you chasing after me? You want to tell me that you have forgotten all about me, how happy and sweet you are with him, right?"

"Not really!"

I knocked Murong Li's hand away and looked at him in pain, I felt as if I had suddenly lost all my strength, leaving only full of exhaustion, entanglement and pain.

"Since it's not, what are you going to tell me?"

Murong Li stepped forward and gently wiped my tears, but it provoked more tears from me.

"Cher, since I was reborn, I've imagined countless times what it would be like to be reunited with you. Where did we meet? But I thought about a thousand scenarios and I didn't expect another man to be standing next to you. Back then, it was because of Zhu Zixiao that you agreed to the witch martyrdom and embarked on the road of cultivating gods in the past generations, but when Zhu Zixiao had you in her heart, you gave up on him with your own hands, and even did not hesitate to start a war between the two countries at the cost of life. Tell me, now, have I become another Zhu Zixiao?"

How on earth do you ask me to answer your question?

You are not Zhu Zixiao and will not become Zhu Zixiao, Zhu Zixiao is a dream when I was young, a dream that only belongs to my youth.

People will always grow up, and when they grow up, they will find that some dreams were absurd when they were young, and when they can't get it, they want to get it persistently, and after they get it, they will find that everything is not what they imagined at all.

I shook my head desperately, trying to deny his words, it was he who made me understand what true love is.

In those years, we never mentioned the matter of instigating the war between the two countries after we reconciled, and we also said that we believed that we would not ask each other. I didn't know that he had been thinking like this in his heart, all for Zhu Zixiao, I laughed eatingly, Li, Li, why do you think of me so much?

Back then, if I didn't kill the princess of Yanguo, the old guy in the court of Huaguo would definitely continue to force him to divorce me to marry the princess of Yanguo as the princess, if I didn't provoke a war between the two countries, the military power he handed over to marry me would not have returned to his hands so easily, if it wasn't for me to provoke the war between the two countries, the blood jade would not have matured, and I couldn't send Zhu Zixiao back to modern times and completely cut off the relationship between us.

"Forget, have you forgotten? We used to say that even if one of us turns against the other, we have to trust each other. You also said that you would never hurt me, but why did you say such things to hurt me?" Tears blurred my eyes, and I couldn't see Murong Li's face clearly, leaving only a misty darkness around me.