"Why are you crying?"

Qiu Zichuan, who had been looking at the other side of the river and was quietly thinking, turned around and saw Shui Xiaolin's eyes full of tears.

"Nothing!"

Shui Xiaolin took out a tissue to wipe her tears, then tilted her face and sighed!

"What's wrong?"

Qiu Zichuan was very puzzled!

"What's wrong?"

Suddenly, Shui Xiaolin's tone was both resentful and sad.

"Fault!"

Qiu Zichuan ignored the sudden change in Shui Xiaolin's mood, and turned his gaze to the other side again, contemplating. I thought to myself, what a wonderful place that is!

"What the hell is wrong with you?"

Hearing Shui Xiaolin behind him start sobbing, Qiu Zichuan turned around a little impatiently.

Shui Xiaolin was silent at first, still sobbing!

Suddenly, Shui Xiaolin stretched out her arms and hugged Qiu Zichuan's neck, buried her head in Qiu Zichuan's arms, pressed against Qiu Zichuan's chin, and began to sob without scruples!

Qiu Zichuan was baffled by Shui Xiaolin's change in this moment, stretching his arms and not knowing what to do!

"You hold me! You hug me! ”

Shui Xiaolin continued to sob, and kept asking Qiu Zichuan.

Qiu Zichuan, who was confused, mechanically obeyed Shui Xiaolin, and wrapped his arms around Shui Xiaolin in his arms.

After a while, Shui Xiaolin calmed down.

"Let's go, let's talk in the car, it's too cold here!"

After speaking, Qiu Zichuan reached out to re-erect the collar of Shui Xiaolin's coat. Then he took Shui Xiaolin's hand and walked step by step towards the car parked not far away.

What's wrong with her today?

Qiuzi, who had withdrawn his thoughts from the land on the other side of the river, wondered in his heart!

And Shui Xiaolin, who stopped crying, followed silently, she suddenly felt that this moment was the warmest moment in her life!

Be! I should have been nice to her! From breaking up with each other, to reuniting on the waterfront nineteen years later, and now, I really haven't treated Shui Xiaolin well in these years, even if it's a heart-to-heart conversation with each other! After coming to the waterfront, she always wanted to be close to her, but she always kept her distance. It's just that although she has been better in the past two years, she has always been hot and cold!

It shouldn't be like this! Qiu Zichuan began to blame himself in the bottom of his heart!

Although I have never hated her, every time we are together, why do I always have so much disdain! Let herself scold and ridicule, she always laughs and does not speak, and has never complained at all! This woman, who was once as proud and beautiful as a princess in Tanchi, and as elegant and tall as a lady on the waterfront, in addition to her husband, has she swallowed her breath so much in front of her!

Besides, she has been unhappy all these years. Although the scenery is infinite on the surface, the heart is full of pain and helplessness!

"What happened just now?"

After starting the engine, the interior of the car gradually warmed up.

When he came to the front of the car, Qiu Zichuan opened the back door of the car for Shui Xiaolin, instead of letting Shui Xiaolin pull the front door of the car and get into the car by himself as when he came. But Qiu Zichuan just said a word, sat comfortably in the back, and opened the front door and returned to the driver's seat.

"Qiu Zichuan!"

Shui Xiaolin, who was leaning in the back seat, looked out of the car window and called calmly.

"Hmm!"

Qiu Zichuan didn't look back, thinking that Shui Xiaolin might have a lot of things she wanted to say to herself today, but it was nothing more than her grievances that she had nowhere to talk about because of her husband's indifference, and no matter how much it was, it was nothing more than those sour feelings that could not be vented. If there is more, it can only be her own neglect and disdain for her.

Woman crying! That's all there is to it!

If you want to talk about it, let her talk about it! A friend, it's also the first love! Besides, I'm afraid that I will never have the opportunity to come to this March River with her in the future except today, let alone give her a chance to tell!

That's not right!

This is not her Shui Xiaolin's character! She Shui Xiaolin is not a woman who likes to cry! Besides, why is she crying for no reason? Besides, her broken life is not a day or two! Could it be that what happened between her and Xiao Yujiang recently? Be! Something must have happened, or she wouldn't have been like this!

"Do you know why I cried?"

But before Qiu Zichuan could continue to think about it, Shui Xiaolin, who was sitting in the back seat of the car, spoke!

"I don't know!"

Qiu Zichuan didn't think about it, you can say whatever you want!

"Will you turn your face?"

"Hmm!" Qiu Zichuan subconsciously turned his head and body back together.

At this time, Qiu Zichuan saw that Shui Xiaolin's eyelashes were still shining with traces of tears. But looking at Shui Xiaolin's surprisingly calm gaze, he suddenly felt something both familiar and unfamiliar.

What is it?

An inexplicable sense of closeness rose in Qiu Zichuan's heart, and all the neglect and disdain for Shui Xiaolin anytime and anywhere over the years disappeared in an instant.

It's been a long time! This is the gaze of the girl Shui Xiaolin by the river in March more than 20 years ago, there is no dust only clear, no desire only purity, no wanton only peace!

"What do you want to say?"

Qiu Zichuan's voice also became surprisingly soft.

"Did we hug?"

Shui Xiaolin's gaze was still calm, but it also shone lightly!

"Have you ever hugged it?"

Qiu Zichuan was puzzled!

"You just hugged me with a gentle hug, so it can be regarded as a hug!"

"Hmm!"

Qiu Zichuan was still puzzled, looking at Shui Xiaolin and blinking.

"I just felt so warm at the time!"

"Hmm!"

Qiu Zichuan still doesn't understand!

"But when you look across the river, I suddenly remember! From our acquaintance to today, including our first love, we have not had a hug! ”

Shui Xiaolin's eyes didn't blink, and two lines of tears flowed down instantly! But I can see that her eyes are full of excitement at this time! And then she looked at Qiu Zichuan again, shook her head gently, but her eyes were full of an indescribable sadness!

Yes!

Qiu Zichuan also seemed to remember something, raised his head and sighed lightly!

"Standing behind you just now, feeling your body, I suddenly remembered that I have had true feelings in my life, but I have never hugged each other, let alone kissed skin to skin! And those who have hugged and kissed skin have no true feelings! Suddenly, I felt that I was very wronged to be a woman! ”

"Doesn't your ex-husband have true feelings for you?"

Suddenly, Qiu Zichuan felt that this was the most unlikable thing about Shui Xiaolin, selfish! turned around, and there was some disdain for Shui Xiaolin in his heart.

"He's a nice guy, but not my lover! Is it okay not to mention him? ”

"What is this called! So why are you marrying him? ”

"Qiu Zichuan!"

Shui Xiaolin suddenly raised her voice!

"What's wrong?"

Qiu Zichuan looked back at Shui Xiaolin!

"Can you not do this to me? I just want to be with you today! ”

Shui Xiaolin's tone became soft again, and her eyes looked at Qiu Zichuan, as if she was about to cry again.

"What's going on?"

Qiu Zichuan restrained his tone just now and asked what he had always wanted to ask in his heart.

And this question, Shui Xiaolin's tears flowed out again!

"Say!"

Seeing that Shui Xiaolin was crying again, and still looked like she wanted to speak and stopped, Qiu Zichuan frowned and urged.

"He finally said the word divorce!"

After a moment, Shui Xiaolin turned her gaze to the car window, and spit out this sentence lightly in a sad tone!

"Divorce!"

Qiu Zichuan sighed in his heart!

Sure enough! It seems that everything has already been worked out! In an instant, Qiu Zichuan thought of the urgency of Qu Mengmeng forcing himself to go through the formalities in the past two days!

"He hasn't lived at home for nearly a year, the day before yesterday he went home to get some of his clothes, I was not happy to say a few words, but I didn't expect him to say a word at first, but when he went out, he suddenly threw a sentence, saying that he wanted a divorce! Let's find a time to complete the formalities! Then he left without looking back! ”

“！”

Qiu Zichuan slowly turned around, looking at the front of the car window and was speechless!

"Don't talk about him! It doesn't matter! ”

For another moment, Shui Xiaolin seemed to say lightly!

But at this time, Qiu Zichuan pushed the car door and got out of the car, and in Shui Xiaolin's puzzled gaze, he opened the rear car door and came in and sat with Shui Xiaolin.

But after sitting down next to Shui Xiaolin, Qiu Zichuan was still silent!

Seeing Qiu Zichuan suddenly come to the back seat and sit with him, Shui Xiaolin was shocked at first! Although this is the warmth that he has always been looking forward to, after the reunion, he didn't expect Qiu Zichuan to be lukewarm and not far away from him, so he has long lost this luxury in his heart!

But it didn't take long for Qiu Zichuan, who was silent, to gently put his hand on Shui Xiaolin's lap and stretch it! This made Shui Xiaolin's heart even more shocked! But at this time, Shui Xiaolin did not hesitate, and then put her hand in Qiu Zichuan's hand as if she had a very tacit understanding!

This action Shui Xiaolin is too familiar, Qiu Zichuan at the time of first love is often embarrassed to take the initiative to hold Shui Xiaolin's hand, and every time Shui Xiaolin takes the initiative to put his hand in Qiu Zichuan's palm!

And Qiu Zichuan held Shui Xiaolin's hand tightly the moment he stretched out his hand, as if he was unwilling to let it go again, although Qiu Zichuan's eyes were still looking out of the car window in front of him!

"I just want to talk about us today, about our past, and nothing else, okay?"

As she spoke, Shui Xiaolin gently leaned her head on Qiu Zichuan's shoulder.

"I also know that you have a lot to say in your heart, and I don't want to hear anything else, I just want to hear you talk about our past!"

Shui Xiaolin continued.

Shui Xiaolin also wanted to say, I also know the pain in your heart, the past, and the present. Especially now, you understand better than anyone else, it's just that you don't say anything.

But thinking that Qiu Zichuan could finally treat herself so peacefully at this moment, Shui Xiaolin still held back, she didn't want to ruin the long-lost closeness between the two at this moment.

Holding Shui Xiaolin's hand, Qiu Zichuan still didn't say a word.

All filed for divorce! Looks like it's been discussed! Hearing Shui Xiaolin's words just now, Qiu Zichuan's heart was churning! Woman, woman! It's really more ruthless than a man!

Do you still have to tell her about her illness? Is this still necessary? Tell her what's the point! In an instant, Qiu Zichuan felt that his heart was cold!

"What are you thinking?"

Seeing that Qiu Zichuan was still silent, Shui Xiaolin grabbed Qiu Zichuan's hand and shook it.

"Didn't think about anything!"

Finding that he was distracted, Qiu Zichuan stopped thinking, and with the shaking of Shui Xiaolin's hand, he also gently shook Shui Xiaolin's hand, looked at Shui Xiaolin and smiled! I thought that everything should go with her!

"Thinking about our past?"

Shui Xiaolin tilted her head and looked at Qiu Zichuan with a smile.

"What do you want us to do?"

Qiu Zichuan was still a little uncertain in his heart. But looking at Shui Xiaolin smiling at himself, he suddenly felt a little warm in his heart, and he felt that Shui Xiaolin was by his side at this time, at least, it was a kind of comfort for the soul!

Also, when he thought of Xiao Yujiang and Qu Mengmeng, Qiu Zichuan suddenly had a feeling that he and Shui Xiaolin were the same fallen people at the end of the world, and silently felt that he had lost his distance from Shui Xiaolin. Also, at this time, Shui Xiaolin's eyes and smile look at her, all of them look like the same Shui Xiaolin before!

"You say, isn't our first love the purest!"

Shui Xiaolin gently shook her head on Qiu Zichuan's shoulder a few times, as if urging Qiu Zichuan to answer, and her tone was very soft.

Innocent!

The two words that came out of Shui Xiaolin's mouth suddenly made many chaotic pictures appear in Qiu Zichuan's mind, including Qu Mengmeng, Xiao Yujiang, and Xu Jing. There's kissing, there's wheezing! There's love, there's moaning! There is passion, there is rush! ……

Qiu Zichuan wanted to follow Shui Xiaolin's question about Xiao Yujiang's divorce from her just now and ask Shui Xiaolin what was going on, but then he thought about how to talk about such a topic again, especially once this kind of thing is broken between himself and Shui Xiaolin, once it is spread out, then his own heart, as well as her Shui Xiaolin's heart, wouldn't it be even more unbearable! What's more, she Shui Xiaolin has always been suspicious of Qu Mengmeng, so why bother talking about it now!

Qiu Zichuan's brows furrowed and relaxed, and he sighed again in his heart!

……