"Say!" Shui Xiaolin's head leaned on Qiu Zichuan's shoulder and shook it lightly a few more times.

Be! How good it was then!

No hugs! No kissing! But they love each other deeply, passionately in love! Running happily together on the green grassy hills, walking quietly in the lonely alleys under the night, as well as the locust forest by the river in March, and the beach in the river bay, they testify that everything that was once pure can no longer be pure, it really can't be true!

Be! First love, only the first love that has ever held hands! It makes you feel that the air smells fresh every morning! People don't realize that every night's dreams are smiling!

"Say what! It's good to have a first love! Innocence is the most beautiful! ”

After a while, Qiu Zichuan, who came out of his thoughts, shook Shui Xiaolin's hand again, and raised it and shook it again!

"Have you ever regretted it?"

Shui Xiaolin raised her head and looked at Qiu Zichuan again.

Qiu Zichuan didn't stop talking, but shook his head!

"Why?"

"No why!"

"People can have such a natural, hazy, and utilitarian first love in this life, looking back, it is enough! The simplicity in the meantime, the hazy in the meantime, and the boundless yearning are memories that can not be replaced by any experience and success in a person's life! No matter what the ending is, it will always be the most beautiful cloud in the look back of life! ”

After speaking, Qiu Zichuan raised his face and took a deep breath, then looked at Shui Xiaolin calmly, nodded heavily, and said:

"No regrets!"

"You're so nice!

Shui Xiaolin raised Qiu Zichuan's hand again and shook it!

"What's more, our story is left by this March River, although there are no hugs, no kisses. But it is precisely in this way that it is as rustic, as clear as the March River, and as long as it lasts! ”

But after saying this, Qiu Zichuan turned his eyes out of the car window, but his eyes were full of confusion and melancholy!!

Unlike Qiu Zichuan, Shui Xiaolin was full of relief after hearing this! Yes, Qiu Zichuan was right! At least we had such a wonderful first love! A memory full of heartwarming! What's more, Qiu Zichuan is really like he thinks, he will not complain, let alone hate the breakup he proposed at the beginning!

March River!

Shui Xiaolin thought softly in her mouth, and gently leaned her head on Qiu Zichuan's shoulder.

"What do you think is the difference between our first love now and our first love at that time? Nowadays, young people's love always feels like fast food! ”

"How to say it! There was a kind of beauty in our love at that time! ”

Shui Xiaolin's mind made Qiu Zichuan's thoughts start wandering again, and after a moment, Qiu Zichuan sighed!

"The beauty of time? How so? ”

"Hazy, speculating, guessing, expecting, and time is so slow!"

"Yes! That feeling was a bit painful at the time, but it was a kind of warmth and sweetness in my heart, and in the future memories I felt an unforgettable beauty! ”

"Yes! At that time, there was a misunderstanding, there was only waiting, and the moment of relief after a long wait made people tears and joy intertwined, but the love was deeper and sweeter! ”

"Hmmm! The biggest feature of love in that era was simple and hazy! ”

"Yes! In those days, there was no place for karaoke, but there were alleys in the night and bays in the moonlight; At that time, there were no cafes, but there were widespread suburbs and windy hills. Compared to now, everything seems to be pristine! ”

"Yes! The alleys, the riverside, the groves, the moon, the hills, the breeze, everything looked beautiful at that time! It's so beautiful to think about it now! But now everything is catching up with fashion, and love is more like a pop song, just say go! ”

"Because now there is the Internet, because there are now mobile phones. Without the network, there are few impetuous things, because you only have to wait; Without a mobile phone, there would be no emotion of fast food, because you need to figure it out. And this kind of waiting and speculation is sometimes a kind of brewing, brewing deeper and more sincere emotions! In other words, the current Internet and mobile phones have suddenly given people a platform and opportunity to amplify and brutalize people's emotions and personalities! ”

"Well, there's depth to that!"

At that time, there were misunderstandings that could be digested in waiting, and could be understood in speculation, and this made people painful but looking forward to it and looking forward to it in the future! And now an unhappy mobile phone has passed, if the quality of the girl or young man is not high, open his mouth and say again, what do you mean yesterday? Hehe! What a hazy beauty is that! ”

"Huh! You talk funny sometimes! But what you said makes sense, it's like there was a misunderstanding, the process of digestion and waiting was a kind of torment at the time, but after such a long torment, release can indeed sublimate the emotions of the two! In the future, it will be a beautiful memory, and it can deepen each other's feelings! ”

But now the developed communication and the Internet have killed all the beauty of love

"Yes. Even if love fails in the end, the heart-wrenching memories that later become sweet! In a word, now it is the emergence of the Internet that omits the haze of first love, and the existence of mobile phones simplifies the brewing of love! The beauty of that time in love is gone! ”

Holding Qiu Zichuan's hand, resting his head on Qiu Zichuan's shoulder, telling the difference between love in the past and the present, Shui Xiaolin felt that this was a warm moment that she had never had for so many years!

"Tell me about what you just cried!"

When it came to the topic of love, Qiu Zichuan seemed to suddenly think about it again, but as soon as the words came out, he suddenly regretted it in his heart!

"I said it, don't talk about this!"

Leaning on Qiu Zichuan's shoulder, Shui Xiaolin shook her body as if she was coquettish!

"Good!"

Qiu Zichuan's tightened heart suddenly loosened again!

And immediately afterwards, Shui Xiaolin tilted her head and looked at Qiu Zichuan mischievously, and said with a smile:

"I'll ask you a question, but you have to promise me the truth!"

"Good!"

"Did you ever have a sexual urge?"

After a little hesitation, Shui Xiaolin still looked at Qiu Zichuan with a naughty look.

"Of course, you can not answer, but I want to know."

Shui Xiaolin followed and added.

"How did you remember to ask this?"

Qiu Zichuan was stunned!

"Didn't you talk about the innocence of first love!"

"Sexual urges!"

"Honestly!"

Shui Xiaolin looked at Qiu Zichuan's eyes without blinking.

Qiu Zichuan blinked.

"Say!"

"Yes!"

After a moment, Qiu Zichuan said.

"Go on!"

"Who doesn't have that age! That's when boys are in the prime of puberty, and sometimes they can't sleep all night! ”

"Huh! But I didn't see it at all! The purest and most beautiful you just said, you turned out to be pretending! Shui Xiaolin raised her hand and patted Qiu Zichuan's face gently.

"Not either!"

Qiu Zichuan dodged slightly.

"Go on!"

Shui Xiaolin put her hand back into Qiu Zichuan's hand again.

"At that time, the education and concepts I received were different from now, and sometimes I held you tightly in my arms in my sleep, and the magma like fire was rushing in my body. But as soon as I woke up from the dream, I felt that this was a bad thought, and it should not be!

"Huh! Really! ”

Seeing that Qiu Zichuan was able to confide in himself today, and he was still a little shy, as if he had returned to his original appearance, Shui Xiaolin was very happy in her heart!

"Especially the feeling you gave me at that time. It's as fresh as hibiscus water, as pure as the little angel given to me by God, so I feel that I can't have such bad thoughts about you, as if I will defile you with such bad thoughts! ”

"You're so nice!"

Happy Shui Xiaolin gently leaned her head on Qiu Zichuan's shoulder again!

"But if we get married, if you still have such Platonic ideas, then I will have to be a widow for the rest of my life!" Shui Xiaolin, who was in a good mood, suddenly raised her face and looked at Qiu Zichuan and teased.

"Huh! How can you! That's naïve! ”

"Didn't you think about it later? Including after a breakup? ”

"Later! When I went to university and read Engels's book "On the Origin of the Family, Private Property and the State", I realized that love is the highest form of sex ~ love, and similarly, sex ~ love is also the highest stage of love. That's when I felt that my past was really ridiculous! ”

"Did you regret it then?"

Shui Xiaolin looked at Qiu Zichuan quietly!

"Nope!" Qiu Zichuan replied firmly!

"Why?"

"I just said it! For the sake of that purity and beauty, I don't want to destroy it. And I don't want to destroy it in my memory, even if I have broken up, I can't defile it with the regret of 'bad thoughts'! ”

"You're so nice!"

At this time, Shui Xiaolin was moved, and even began to dislike her husband who only had flesh~ desire in her heart. even began to complain about why he didn't have a little bit of Platonic plot, what a good love in the world it should be!

"Tell the truth!"

Qiu Zichuan spoke, but followed by another meal!

Shui Xiaolin raised her face and looked at Qiu Zichuan again, waiting for Qiu Zichuan to continue.

"At that time, every time I went on a date, I was waiting for you outside the city, just waiting to hold your hand, whether I was walking in the field or by the river, as long as I held your hand, I felt that the sky was blue and the clouds were white! And every time I am with you at night, as long as I hold your hand, I feel that all the moonlight is ours, as well as the stars and the night breeze! So, when I was with you at that time, I really didn't have a trace of 'bad thoughts'! ”

"Then I'll ask you again!"

Shui Xiaolin lowered her head.

"Say!"

"Is it true that when a man sees a beautiful woman or girl, the first thing that comes to mind is sex?"

"It should be! Physiological reactions are instinctive in men. ”

"You too? I'm talking about the present. No! Now all these years. ”

Shui Xiaolin was afraid that Qiu Zichuan would have a misunderstanding, she cherished the time she spent with Qiu Zichuan today, lest Qiu Zichuan would be unhappy when she said that, so she ended today's gathering.

"In essence, men are all the same, but each man's cultivation and taste are different, so self-control and pursuit are also different. I think if there is any difference between men, this is the difference between men. ”

Qiu Zichuan did not answer directly.

"Go on!"

"Some men can be beautiful as long as they want the excitement of strangeness! Keep changing, keep looking! Some men care about the connotation of women, even if they can't meet them in their lifetime! Of course, this woman should at least be prettier! ”

"Then you're going to have to go to bed eventually, right?"

"Don't say it so badly!"

"Good! Listen to you! ”

"Doing~ love is a manifestation of a man's liking for a woman. In other words, the hormones in a man's body need to be excreted through the woman he likes, and what's wrong with that! ”

"Anyway, as long as you like it, then it's time to! What a theory! Is there love? What about the wife? ”

"That's the difference between men!"

Qiu Zichuan answered the question.

"Humph! Man! ”

Shui Xiaolin was disdainful! Pick-up:

02 "A woman is a woman whose body follows her heart!" What about men? The man is that mush, and as soon as he finishes spraying his heart, he will squirt away! ”

"That's why you cried just now, right?"

After a little contemplation, Qiu Zichuan still couldn't hold back!

Shui Xiaolin didn't speak, but turned her face and looked out of the car window on her side. Then, tears flowed down her cheeks again.

"When we first fell in love, there was no kiss, even if it was a hug! When I broke up with you, I really wanted you to hug me, and even thought that even if you could forcibly take me into your arms and kiss me deeply, even if you touched my lips! I'm waiting! And at that moment, if you really want to kiss me, maybe I will push you away at all costs! But I was really waiting for that moment! ”

Shui Xiaolin still didn't answer Qiu Zichuan, but talked about the past again. And listening to Shui Xiaolin's words, Qiu Zichuan lowered his head and was speechless!

"But you turned around and left! I cried all the way home! ”

Shui Xiaolin began to choke, as if she was full of grievances!

"I've been married to him for so many years! Don't be afraid of your jokes! Except for the fact that he chased me frantically at the beginning, and after I promised him, he had nothing else, except to do ~ love or do ~ love, in the car, in the hotel, and then to the newlywed bed! But before the honeymoon atmosphere completely dissipated, it was all over! Until today, it has been more than ten years! I've basically been a widow! But what kind of Tibetan pills were in his handbag every day, and then what kind of blue pills were there! ”

Qiu Zichuan was stunned! But looking at Shui Xiaolin at this time, she didn't know what to say.

"These are the two most important men of my life! I didn't have a hug or kiss when I first fell in love! There has been no true love and sex ~ love in marriage! ”

Shui Xiaolin took out a tissue and wiped her tears!

And listening to Shui Xiaolin's sigh from the deepest part of his life, Qiu Zichuan seemed to be stunned!

"Does he have sex and no love for all women? Or is it just for the freshness? ”

After a moment, Qiu Zichuan asked tentatively.

"Yes! Keep changing! ”

Shui Xiaolin's eyes were still looking out of the car window on her side.

"But, except for one woman!"

For a moment, Shui Xiaolin said softly as if talking to herself,

"Who?"

Qiu Zichuan was shocked again! I am afraid that Shui Xiaolin's next name or words will make me not know how to face it

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