I think I was hurt by "Langya Bang"~Woo woo~T_T otherwise I might have finished writing it a long time ago! I can only say that Sister Hai's writing is great, the director is very powerful, and the actors' acting skills are very good~Porridge Hu Ge~

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The resistance to Gu Huasheng Yanyu is even greater than Yanran imagined, but the person is dead, no matter what, he is his grandmother's son, and he is her biological father, even if there is a big hatred, is it time to choose forgiveness at this time!

"We can't choose our own parents, no matter how big his mistake is......" Yan Ran whispered, trying to persuade her, but it was counterproductive.

"You only know how to sympathize with him, but have you ever thought about my feelings? Has he fulfilled his father's duties since he was a child? In his heart, he never regarded me as his daughter, he never cared about me, what grade I was in, how well I did in my studies, whether I was bullied by my classmates, he didn't care at all, and he didn't even know my birthday. It's fine if he has been working outside, but he comes back from time to time, and every time he comes back, he will rob his grandmother of his money and add to us...... Have you forgotten all this? Have you forgotten how he beat us, how he beat grandma? The tears that were stopped came out of his eyes because of anger, and he brought out the resentment that had accumulated for no reason, and it was difficult to control himself.

Thinking of the past, Yan Ran's heart was sour and unbearable, she hugged Yan Yu in her arms, tears slipped down, and murmured: "Remember, how could I not remember, Yan Yu don't cry, don't cry." ”

"Sister, I don't want to hate him so much, if I can, I want to forgive him, but I can't...... I hate him. Even if he dies, I still hate him, and I will never forgive him. She said, her voice condensed and resolute, leaving no room for retraction.

To what extent does hatred for a person have to be so deep that he cannot be forgiven until he dies?

Once, she also hated, hated him like Yan Yu, but after all these years of sadness and pain, she began to slowly relax. Plus all these years of taking care of him. inexplicably produced a certain emotion, he couldn't beat anyone anymore, his hands and feet were weak, and his hair was gray. Loose teeth. Wrinkles. Skinny and skinny who was tormented by illness, she thought that Gu Huasheng's retribution could be regarded as repayment in the past few years of illness.

"Even if he returned the money to Nanhua at that time...... I wouldn't hate him so much! She said. The voice was choked with sadness and misery.

This is also the reason why Yan Yu hates Gu Huasheng so much, eight years ago, he exchanged Yan Ran's death for one million, and directly cremated Yan Ran's body without finding out the truth, so that Yan Ran died unjustly, Yan Yu even lost his anger for a while after knowing it, and he was vicious to Gu Huasheng.

Later, Gu Huasheng came back once, dressed like a demon dog, and heard that Grandma Gu had passed away and was going to the grave, Yan Yu ran all the way after knowing and finally saw him before he left.

She knelt down and begged him, begged him to return the money to Nanhua, begged him to find out the cause of her sister's death, begged him not to leave and take her with her......

He is a father, she is a woman, even if she is a stranger, but after all, she is a biological father and daughter connected by blood, grandma died, her sister died unexpectedly, and she became a helpless orphan overnight.

In exchange for it, it was destined to be self-inflicted, he took out a few hundred dollars from his pocket and threw it in her face, kicked her head away and left without looking back.

She remembered all the scenes of that day, as engraved on the tip of her heart, as she sat down on the muddy mountain path, watching him limp away, her teeth clenched, her eyes shining like a venomed sword that could not pierce his heart.

On the evening of the fourteenth year, the remnant sun sprinkled on the muddy road after the rain, sprinkled on her astringent and shivering body, and she only felt that the only thing left was hatred for this world in her body, and even the last bit of expectation for her father-daughter relationship turned into desperate resentment.

Since then, she has told herself that she has nothing to do with him in this life, no! She will spend her life hating him and cursing him!

Heh~ Now that her wish has really come true, Gu Huasheng deserves it!

But...... But she was not happy, her heart was sour and depressed, she couldn't tell what it was like, as if even if she was reborn in this life, she still couldn't cut off the relationship with Gu Huasheng, this is father and daughter, this is relatives, this is the family affection that is difficult to break, happiness or complaining is like a densely entangled thread, who can really break off with whom?

Gu Huasheng's funeral was all cooked by Yanran, Yanran wanted to take Gu Huasheng's ashes back, and said that the fallen leaves returned to the roots, although he had been delirious in the last period of his life, she could occasionally hear him shouting from his crying voice~

The nurse said that he often cried like this, tears flowed down his face, and he could vaguely hear "Mother~Mother~" from the whimpering voice.

Yanran thought that he should be repenting, for himself, for Grandma Gu.

He should have wanted to go back, back to Grandma Gu.

So, Yanran returned to the town with Gu Huasheng's urn.

It's been eight years and it's finally back!

Time flies, the years pass silently, the outside world quietly changes in the hustle and bustle, only here still maintains a leisurely quiet, deep in the mountains, like a quiet town in the ink landscape, in the mountains, green smoke.

The sun was extremely dazzling that day, Yanran was dressed in sackcloth and holding Gu Huasheng's ashes, her face was as pale as paper, her expression was solemn, there was no joy or sorrow......

In this life, it is also strange to say, I want too much, I desperately ask for it, but as a result, I have to let go, and I can't take anything away.

The funeral was low-key and simple, and Yan Ran shed a tear throughout the whole process, but before leaving, he knelt in front of his grandmother's grave and refused to get up, and the whole person seemed to have been drained of his soul, kneeling stubbornly like a puppet doll.

It's cold, she is wearing thin clothes, her physique is sensitive and fragile, these days she has been holding on to her spirit to not let herself fall, but at this moment when she faced her grandmother, all the strong pretense collapsed in an instant, because the nerves were too tight, and she looked a little numb when she relaxed, and she was sad and tearless, maybe that's it!

Xuanmu was always by her side, draping his coat over her, but he did not stop her from kneeling, he understood that she had really atoned for her grandmother, she had too many pains and repentances to confide in her grandmother, and these were not something he could resolve for her.

"Sister......" is Yan Yu, she once swore that she would never attend Gu Huasheng's funeral, but she came here unconsciously.

It was her mistake that she shouldn't have let her sister suffer all this alone.

They are sisters, and now they are the only relatives in this world.

"Grandma, my sister and I have come to see you!" Yan Yu said, obviously wanting to laugh, but for some reason she had already burst into tears.

Yan Ran looked at Yan Yu with a sluggish expression, and then looked at the cold tombstone, her eyes shrunk slightly, her eyes were red, and she only felt a sadness squeezing her chest, her nose was sore, and she cried bitterly. (To be continued......)