English hangs, which fairy brother can save me??

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After Gu Huasheng's funeral, they left G City, came in a hurry, hurried away, did not stay longer, for no other reason, the years passed like flowing water, but what flowed in their hearts was blood-colored memories, too terrifying, too sour, and too miserable, no matter who had the courage to face the city.

As soon as Yanran came back, she was seriously ill, she has been nervous all these years, both physically and mentally are too nervous, carrying huge pressure, she held on to a breath, pretending to be strong, not allowing herself to fall, and now suddenly relaxed, the whole person seems to be suddenly emptied, fluttering, soft, like a wisp of ghost, no joy or sorrow, empty panic, but I feel inexplicably tired, tired, and physically tired.

Yan Yu has always been by Yan Ran's side and took care of her, just like her sister took care of her when she was young.

A few days ago, Yanran had a fever, she was really wilting, she was either sleeping or in a fugue, her face was pale, her thoughts were difficult to calm down, the two sisters had not talked about anything in the past few days since they reunited, and they pretended that nothing had happened, that they had not experienced anything, and that they had deliberately avoided many topics, the past, the past, the painful, the lonely...... So most of the time, they looked at each other and smiled, a little strange, a little embarrassed.

After all, after eight years, they have become more or less different from themselves in the eyes of each other.

Yan Yu is no longer the skinny girl who has never left the town, since Xuanmu took her out of the town. Her world has undergone earth-shaking changes, the abundant material conditions and her good learning and progress, she quickly adapted to the new environment, and was admitted to a prestigious university with excellent grades, coupled with the relationship between Xuanmu, so that she can shuttle through the upper social circles, she loves travel photography and has traveled almost half the world over the years......

With the change of experience and environment, she has been reborn, becoming confident and beautiful, and has a natural and beautiful atmosphere.

Compared to Yan Yu's excellence. The past eight years that Yanran has experienced can only be described as bad!

Yan Yu saw it. So my heart is more sour, and I always have an inexplicable sense of guilt and self-blame when facing Yanran, and I became cautious because I was afraid that I would invisibly hurt my sister with strong self-esteem, and I wanted to get close. But I don't know what to do.

Intense longing for eight years. Suddenly it became a little cramped. Speechless.

"Sister, do you eat fruit? I'll peel an apple for you! Yan Yu smiled and picked up an apple casually. The slender hand held the hilt of the knife, and the slender apple peel fell like wool into the fruit bowl, as if to transport them to a very distant memory......

I don't remember how many years ago, they were very young, grandma took care of their two children alone, the income was meager, the family could almost only see the meat during the New Year's holidays, and the fruit was extremely rare, but the children liked sweet, and when they saw other children have fruit to eat, they were always very envious, crying and wanting to eat a bite.

Grandma had no choice, but her income was really limited and she didn't have any extra money to buy fruit, and she wanted to give the children a taste, so every time there was a market in the town, Grandma would take a bag over when the stall was close to closing, and would bring back a big bag of fruit at night.

The taste of the fruit in my memory was so sweet that I forgot that they would have diarrhea every time they ate it......

"Sister, do you remember? Grandma used to peel apples for us like this, and cut off the rotten flesh, and cut it, and the last big apple became smaller and smaller, and it became smaller and smaller, and there was only a small piece of apple that could be eaten, and we were very happy to eat it. Yan Yu smiled, her eyebrows and eyes were crooked, as if two children earning to eat apples were in front of her, and her grandmother was beside her.

"I remember, I remember, back in those days we always said that rotten apples were better and sweeter than beautiful apples." Yanran's dim eyes were slightly wet, and the corners of her mouth had a vague curvature, revealing sourness.

"That's because we've never eaten a whole apple and stubbornly think rotten apples are delicious...... I still remember, we all said that when we grow up, we will earn money to buy the best apples in the world for ......" The last few words were swallowed back by Yan Yu, feeling that the nose was sour and the eyes were astringent.

They said they would buy delicious apples for their grandmother.

This is their childhood dream, so simple that it shouldn't be considered a dream, but for some reason this simple wish has not come true.

With a snap of his hand, the crystal liquid fell on the freshly peeled apple, and the splashed tears smashed into the fruit bowl in small pieces.

"Why didn't you come to me?" Yan Yu lowered her head, her eyebrows were knotted, and she burst into tears, trying her best to suppress her collapse emotions.

That's what she kept asking, why didn't you come to her? If she's not dead, why don't you come back to her?

"I ...... At that time, I didn't know that my grandmother had died, I ......" Yan Ran also burst into tears, she wanted to reach out and hold Yan Yu's hand, but she avoided it, in the obvious resistance, it was obvious that this explanation could not make Yan Yu relieved.

The whole world can do without her, but her favorite sister should not disappear at that time, leaving her alone.

"You owe me an explanation, what really happened? Why do you "die"? And what is the urn I got? Where have you been all these years? Yan Yu raised her head and looked directly at Yan Ran.

These days, these questions were stirring her mind like a nightmare, and she wanted to know, and she had the right to know.

"Good! I'll tell you......"

In fact, she didn't know how to talk about it, and she had been thinking about it all these years, she didn't understand what she did wrong, when she started to be wrong, and why she was forced to do so without realizing it.

Is it a coincidence and trick of fate, or is it an artificial crisis?

She thought about it for a long time, constantly rummaging in her mind for clues that might lead to such an outcome, and gradually she began to understand that perhaps her fate was already sealed in her first step into Nanhua School.

Nanhua, yes, all the joys and sorrows, love and hate, are opened by it.

There she met the simple and honest Xuanmu, the calm and wise Yunhai who was like a big brother, and the intelligent and lovely Xia Mo...... They had said they would be together forever, and those years were pure and beautiful.

But I don't know when, they fell into the entanglement of love and hate, gradually lost themselves, hurt each other, died and wounded.

In the end, they ended up at the end of the world, and they never got along with each other.

The three years of high school should have been the best time in life, but now it has become an ugly scar that everyone dare not touch, with a terrifying and dark atmosphere, which makes people shudder. (To be continued......)