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I am not already in pain, I hold on to my spirit and look at Jiang Zheyu.

I don't know, I don't know what to do.

"You get out." Jiang Zheyu only left such a sentence.

I didn't want to be lost in unbearable memories, I had lost the ability to think, and I got up and left.

"You'd better throw the flowers on the secretary's desk, they shouldn't be there." Before leaving, he said to me. My emotions fluctuated, and I didn't even think about the meaning of his words.

I decided to run away, at least from the memories. I think Jiang Zheyu had checked all my information when I appeared, and he knew it.

I ran back to my room, and in a hurry I poured out many pills. I'm going crazy, driven crazy by this memory. I've been tugged at it for eight years.

I don't want to remember, but I can't get rid of it.

That memory was only a simple black cloth and that sense of light, but I was suffering from the cruelty of my life.

I pleaded, pleaded. But it didn't work, no one listened to me. And no one sympathizes with me, they are**.

I'm a little cold, and my hands and feet are a little cold. I felt a noticeable re-inflow of cold air in my back, and my hands were completely deprived of temperature. It's like a dead corpse, living like a walking corpse.

I still remember my life in a psychiatric hospital, and although it was only six months, it left a deep memory in my life. I'm just scared, I don't dare to meet people, I don't dare to talk to people, I have a tendency to be victimized, and when someone comes near me, I will use some sharp weapons to protect myself. But I wasn't mentally ill, but I was called to the police and forcibly sent me to a psychiatric hospital.

It was a life in hell and everyone was abnormal. There's no treatment there, it's just going to get worse. I'm even a little bit aggravated, I just know that the people around me are that kind of people. They all say abnormal things and do abnormal things, and somebody sues me that her grandson is here, in my belly, and she wants to open my belly.

I don't really know how I spent it, but if I had to go back to that part of my life, I didn't want to die.

I was hideous, tears in the corners of my eyes. I was scared, scared. It's always just me, me.

I fear, fear, deep fear.

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Jiang Zheyu didn't move in the room, and there was an indescribable struggle in his silent handsome face. It's like a drowning person, struggling powerlessly.

He picked up the cup on the coffee table and prepared to pour water, but there was no water in the kettle.

In his irritation, he slammed the cup to the ground, hard. "Smack." Then there was the sound of glass breaking.

It seems to be venting his feelings.

But he wanted to burst the embankment and spread like a flood, and he was so angry that he smashed the cup to the ground.

The sound of glass breaking is constant, but the house is very well insulated.

One, one, another. Until all the cups on the coffee table are smashed.

Each time it is more ruthless, and each time it is more severe than the other time it struggles.

There was a glass slag on the coffee table that had been jumped onto it, and he grabbed the glass slag up. Clenched so hard that the blood flowed down like this. He didn't seem to feel the pain, and he still clutched tightly.

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The morning sun shone brightly, as if it could illuminate all my gloom. But I know that in my heart it will never light up.

As usual, when I came to the office and was about to walk to the office, I looked at the flowers on the secretary's desk, and sure enough, there were flowers. I'm thinking about this flower again?

I suddenly remembered that this flower was sent by Jiang Yecheng, so I sent it directly to the secretary without bothering to do so, and asked her to find a vase and put it in.

I turned my head and stopped thinking about flowers. Walk straight to the office.

"Vice President." I came in on the front foot, and the secretary followed.

"What's wrong?" I thought to myself, there must be something urgent.

"Your project funding is currently not in place and has come to a complete standstill." The secretary reported to me.

"Funding problems? Didn't I tell you to go to finance? "I wondered how there could be a financial problem.

"But the people in the finance department said they didn't get the notice."

"I see, let's go to work." I'm worried, this project has not been carried out easily, how can it be stalled because of funding problems?

"This is a budget list." The secretary handed it back to me.

I haven't fully recovered since last night, and this is what happened. I was very annoyed, angry, and clenched the text in my hand.

I didn't want to think about anything at all, and since I was asking for this project to be done, I should have done it. They challenged me, or they didn't take me seriously at all.

I went straight to an emergency meeting, and I wanted to see how arrogant the people in the finance department were.

"What's going on?" I threw the unformed text that I had already grasped. The wrinkled appearance is indeed not very good-looking.

"Vice President, I'm very sorry, we didn't receive the notice from above." His righteousness is strong.

"The notice above, you mean I'm not qualified?" He challenged me strictly.

"Vice President, we also follow the rules. However, with your relationship with Mr. Jiang, this problem of your own should be solved quickly. "He is sarcastic, sarcastic that I am Mr. Jiang's lover-person. The rumors from the outside world have always been very strong, and I can't even pay attention to them.

"My relationship with Mr. Jiang is not your turn to judge." The little Minister of Finance dares to do the same.

"The vice president misunderstood what I meant, but since you are like this, vice president, there must have been a countermeasure." There was mockery in his eyes.

"Then we'll see." He got up and walked straight away.

This is the first time I've seen someone so domineering, who has always been a hypocrite on the front of me, although he hates me on the back.

But if this person dares to do this, someone must support him.

"Adjournment." The protagonist's role has been sung, what else does it mean. I got up and left, and looked at the bouquet of flowers at the secretary's desk, full of disgust.

"Throw the flowers away." I said to the secretary with a depressed feeling.

My phone vibrated and I looked at it. It's the number I'm very familiar with, Jiang Zheyu.

"Mr. Jiang." I greeted him politely, even though I was in a mess now.

I watched as the secretary threw away the flowers, leaving only a glass vase, which was very empty.

"You come down." He just said that and hung up.

He told me to go down, and it looked like he was downstairs from the company.

I don't know what he's trying to say, but I can't stop his orders.

I heard it when I went downstairs. I was provoked in the conference room today, and there are a lot of versions.

"You don't know that our vice president's face changed at that time."

Oh, my face has changed, and I have become angry.

"The Minister of Finance directly pointed out that our vice president is always Mr. Jiang's lover."

"Sell your body for status. This is something that everyone knows about it, but no one says it. ”

"He's my idol now."

It seems that the news of my feud with the staff has already caused a lot of noise, which is really interesting.

Selling your body for status? I don't feel the corners of my mouth go up, it's something I wanted to do, but I didn't get it done.

"Vice President." One of the employees saw me and called me very loudly. I guess I'm talking to them.

I swept my eyes over to them, and in an instant everyone was back in their seats.

I really don't know how you would choose if it were you