Chapter 224: All Thoughts Are Lost
Just when Qu Mengmeng's heart was about to have a cup of beer and a cup of coffee, the idea of going to drink a cup of coffee flashed, but then after denying it, a car coming from the opposite side slowed down far away, and then slowly stopped in front of one of the coffee houses in front of the direction, followed by the front and left doors of the car opened at the same time, Qu Mengmeng recognized at a glance that the tall man who came down from the driver's seat was Qiu Zichuan, and the one who came down from the passenger seat was a young girl, but not Xu Jing!
The moment he saw Qiu Zichuan and the girl coming down, Qu Mengmengxian was shocked! I didn't talk enough in the office, could it be that the two of them still couldn't get enough of it, and the idea of sneaking to this deserted suburb to talk again flashed in their minds!
But in an instant, Qu Mengmeng's idea was suddenly denied by the figure of the girl who stood up straight after getting out of the car!
Qu Mengmeng followed and stepped forward, trying to find out who this girl who was with Qiu Zichuan at this time!
Don't say it, it must be Bai Xiaohua!
Zhang Mei and Qu Liping, Qu Mengmeng are all very familiar, Pan Xiaolu, Zhao Xiaoqi, Li Xuewei and Tan Li's minister Qu Mengmeng also know each other!
And they are definitely older than Bai Xiaohua, and this girl has never seen it herself, so who would she be if she wasn't Bai Xiaohua?
As for Lin Xi, that can't be! Lin Xi herself is even more familiar, and the girl in front of her, no matter from her figure or demeanor, is definitely not Lin Xi no matter where she comes from!
It's her, this girl must be Bai Xiaohua!
Bai Xiaohua Qu Mengmeng has never seen it, although since that time at the wedding banquet of Qiu Zichuan's subordinates, Qu Mengmeng learned about Bai Xiaohua from Lin Xi's mouth, although Qu Mengmeng has also had the impulse countless times to go to the Municipal Children's Hospital to see what this girl who can make Qiu Zichuan fall in love with him looks like.
But I don't know if there is an inexplicable fear in my heart, I am afraid that after seeing Bai Xiaohua, I will feel that I am no longer young, and I am afraid that my innocent appearance, which has always been recognized, has been replaced by another girl; still doesn't want to face his rival from the bottom of his heart, and he doesn't want to prove that there must be a very beautiful and very lovely girl between him and Qiu Zichuan. In short, although there have been countless impulses in his heart, there is always a voice in Qu Mengmeng's heart that is stubbornly calling for refusal to see what Bai Xiaohua looks like!
In this world, it is often women who are realistic, and the most unrealistic in this world is often women, which depends on innocence, infatuation, self and greed in the bones of this woman!
She looks like she was following Qiu Zichuan back then!
Looking at Qiu Zichuan, who got out of the car, he walked straight to the coffee house as if he was alone, and Bai Xiaohua, who followed closely, shook his arms like a cheerful deer, as if he was used to following Qiu Zichuan's pace like this and letting him take him to the end of the world! The appearance of being with Qiu Zichuan many years ago suddenly appeared in front of Qu Mengmeng's eyes!
This girl's figure and temperament seem really good!
Through the illumination of the light above the front door of Bai Xiaohua walking into the coffee house, Qu Mengmeng clearly saw Bai Xiaohua's silhouette at this moment. Of course, at this moment, Qu Mengmeng also clearly saw that the man who let Bai Xiaohua follow closely was none other than Qiu Zichuan!
He's messed up!
As mentioned earlier, when Qiu Zichuan's car stopped, Qu Mengmeng saw at a glance that the tall man who got out of the car was Qiu Zichuan, and at the same time, for Bai Xiaohua, who got off the car on the other side almost in a time, Qu Mengmeng subconsciously thought that it must be Xu Jing.
This afternoon, I was still sitting in my office and talking with my brother-in-law's wife, who had always been devoted to my brother-in-law, and as soon as the night fell, I asked my little lover to come to this secluded coffee house in the suburbs for a small gathering, what kind of man is this? Is this still the original Qiu Zichuan? Not to mention his own position in his heart!
At this moment, Qu Mengmeng felt that he was completely speechless!
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"If one day, I say that I will divorce you, not to mention that you will agree immediately, and you may not even say a word of retention!"
"Yes, a man can't play tricks, even if he doesn't feel happy!"
"Why is that? Is it for the face of a man like you?"
"It's not!"
"What's that?"
"The reason why love can be called love is that two people love each other. Note! Love! If one of them no longer loves the other, then the previous love is no longer there. Since the love between each other does not exist, what are you doing if you are too lazy to leave! ”
"But many people don't think like you, they will be noisy, and even endlessly entangled!"
That's because their so-called love actually contains more of a mutual possession component. So, as soon as you find out that you are going to lose, start a war for the sake of possession! ”
"Isn't it for love either? Isn't love mutually possessive? ”
"No, mutual possession to be exact. It is a kind of natural beauty from the heart that attracts each other, warmth is close to each other, and pleasure is connected in the heart! ”
"Did you say you loved me?"
"I think it's better to have the word 'like'!"
"Love and love are not the same!"
"There are different likes, but there is a difference between ordinary likes and very good likes."
"I've always felt like you don't like the word 'love'"
"I don't understand this word, and besides, this word is being used too badly now, vulgar!"
"But a woman likes to hear the man she likes say to her, 'I love you'!"
"Most of the men who are used to saying these three words are not thinking in their heads, but their lower body is urging him. When you can't wait, don't say these three words, you just ask him to say let him die, and he will agree! Of course, that comes after going to bed. As for whether he remembers going to bed or not, that's another story! ”
"Are all men so virtuous?"
"Women don't know how to love, they are just easily moved! So many men are good at opening their mouths and coming to 'I love you'! ”
"Then do you say that there is still true love in this world?"
"Yes!"
"What is it?"
"Those who don't say these three words easily! But never give up on sharing hardships and hardships for the rest of your life! ”
"Everything in action?"
"Yes!"
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This is a conversation between Qiu Zichuan and Shui Xiaolin, Wu Weidong, and Qu Mengmeng when they returned home not long after they came to the waterfront, and Qu Mengmeng and Qiu Zichuan talked about Shui Xiaolin's remarriage.
And this conversation, which was only unintentionally talked about at the time and inadvertently not taken seriously, at this moment, Qu Mengmeng suddenly felt a kind of eerie weight that he had never had, and even contained a kind of cold indifference that he had never thought of and never felt!
Be! It's time for me to go!
If you think about what you think about before this, Qu Liping and Zhang Mei in Tanchi, and Pan Xiaolu and Zhao Xiaoqi on the waterfront can be ignored, and now these are what Xu Jing, Li Xuewei, Tan Li you care about, and Bai Xiaohua, Qu Mengmeng, Qiu Zichuan's indifference for more than a year, don't you understand? This is clearly telling you that all this has nothing to do with you! Leave! And that's the only thing you can do right now!
Qu Mengmeng, who was still thinking about talking to Qiu Zichuan once in the afternoon, thought about how much effort he had just seen Xu Jing's car parked under Qiu Zichuan's company's office building, and then he saw the scene in front of him a moment ago, and then thought about the conversation he just remembered, what else to talk about! At this time, Qu Mengmeng was laughing at his naivety in his heart!
What else to say?
He is not a person who likes to entangle, so why should he be looked down upon by him! Isn't it obvious that more than a year has been cold! What's more, there are two scenes in a row before and after today, which is more than an hour in a row, what kind of fantasy do you have to do!
Also, several times in helplessness and loneliness, Meng Meng also thought about whether to tell Qiu Zichuan's mother about the state between himself and Qiu Zichuan in the past year and his own thoughts. Because Qu Mengmeng knew that Qiu Zichuan's mother would never allow Qiu Zichuan to be like this, let alone allow Qiu Zichuan to divorce.
But now, thinking of the thoughts he once had, Qu Mengmeng smiled even more miserably in his heart! thought that it would only make Qiu Zichuan even more disgusted with himself, since the love is gone, why bother!
At this time, Qu Mengmeng suddenly felt that he was surprisingly calm!
Not to mention the countless repeated suspicions, angers, remorse and confusion for more than a year! The grief and speechlessness that rushed into my heart and mind when I saw Xu Jing's car in front of Qiu Zichuan's office building an hour ago were all gone after seeing the previous scene here!
Yes, at this moment, Qu Mengmeng felt like he finally understood!
Thinking about everything that has happened between the two of them in the past two years, thinking about the women or girls who have come and gone by Qiu Zichuan's side for many years, Qu Mengmeng feels that now is the time for him to think about it!
Release the handbrake, step on the clutch to hang up the gear, and then lightly step on the accelerator, Qu Mengmeng started the car that has not been turned off, these actions Qu Mengmeng does like usually driving to the street to buy groceries!
At this moment, Qu Mengmeng didn't want to stay here anymore, even for a minute! Of course, Qu Mengmeng didn't want to see Qiu Zichuan and Bai Xiaohua end their small gathering in the coffee house, and inadvertently see their car at a glance when they walked out of the coffee house or got into the car.
At this moment, Qu Mengmeng, whose mentality has changed decisively unconsciously, suddenly has a kind of determination and inexplicable arrogance in his heart that he has never had before!
Be! I used to secretly check his call logs so that I didn't look like a thief in his eyes! All right! From now on, I also know personality and self-esteem! From today onwards, I will never let you Qiu Zichuan see you as a thief who likes to peek into other people's secrets!
At this time, for the first time in her life, Qu Mengmeng felt the importance of a woman's dignity and personality, even as a wife!
No matter how big the victory in the war between husband and wife, no matter how great the benefits a woman obtains from it, if she uses despicable behavior, then even if she can always claim to be the winner, her behavior will become a rotten meat that can never be shaken off in her heart and can never be erased, so that when you think about it, you will be disgusted with yourself!
Stay, but also keep the personality! Points, but also with dignity!
Thinking of this, Qu Mengmeng stepped on the accelerator lightly and calmly drove back to the city and on the way home! But along the way, Qu Mengmeng's mind didn't stop thinking for a moment!
Qu Mengmeng felt that it was time to make her own decision!
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