Chapter 387: Hatred and Sorrow (3)
Determined the parting in Jin Yu's mouth, Xie Worry suddenly looked like a child who had lost his beloved doll, crying and begging.
"Auntie, auntie, why do you all have to leave? Isn't Auntie here, and I'm here, are you willing to leave like this? ”
Zhu Xishi's heart suddenly tightened, could it be that this girl was just pretending to be asleep just now, and she heard the conversation with Yu Niang?
In case the slightest rumor leaks out, this is not a joke!
It's just that Zhu Xi was too worried, but Jin Yu had another experience in his heart. Knowing her son Mo Ruomu, she seems to be able to understand some reasons why she is so worried about why she is questioning herself like this at the moment.
"Princess, are you trying to ask your aunt, why did the person you were waiting for leave? No matter how much there is to worry about it. ”
The eyelids blinked back and forth, and the jewel-like tears kept falling; But the joy on Xie Jie's face couldn't be suppressed, and finally someone understood her heart, and kept nodding her little head. Jin Yu stretched out her five fingers and put them on the side of her little face, and wiped away the tears of the wolf on her little face in distress and meticulously, and explained softly.
"Nobody wants to leave. Those who leave have a last resort. ”
"What is the problem of Brother Fulu, I must leave Ah Heng, I am a princess, I can protect my brother, why don't you believe that I can protect my brother, I have to send him away"
"Ah Heng."
For the first time, Jin Yu did not call the child "princess" unfamiliarly, but gently called her by her breast name; The hand pressed lightly on her tiny shoulder. Carefully sent her into his own embrace, and whispered in her ear.
"Even if you are a princess, you are still a child in the eyes of adults; And the words of the little ones. Most of the time, adults don't pay much attention to it, because they always feel that adults are more capable of protecting others than children. ”
"I can do it, I can do it"
Crying and muttering, the cry was full of proof that she was not a child who talked big casually.
"Auntie knows. But you have to remember that if you want to protect others in the future. Then you want others to be more capable and capable; You can't just know how to be coquettish in front of adults and lose your temper like before. In this case, adults will always treat you as an ignorant child. ”
"Then Auntie, what kind of me can be recognized by adults?"
Jin Yu's words relieved her worries in her heart, and she wanted to change.
"Be an elegant princess, a wise princess. A benevolent princess. If you can do these three things, then you have the ability to protect others. Ah Heng remember, your intelligence is your most advantageous weapon to protect others, you have to calm down, like a caterpillar spinning into a cocoon, waiting for the day when the cocoon will become a butterfly. ”
Jin Yu didn't know how much such a profound word could be understood by an eight-year-old child. But this is her most ardent expectation as a mother, and she hopes that her daughter will grow up to be a veritable "princess of anxiety" in the future. Respected and loved by all peoples.
Not daring to ask her to understand for a while, Jin Yu let go of her embrace. He continued with a pure smile.
"Ah Heng, who is not in a hurry. While you wait for Brother Fu Lu to return, you can slowly learn how to be a sensible person; If there is something you don't understand, you can ask your aunt quietly and she will help you. ”
Rubbing her fleshy little face, Jin Yu said dotingly.
"You also want Brother Fulu to see a different Ah Heng when he comes back again, right? This is what you have to do while waiting, and if you are serious and attentive, you will not feel that waiting is very painful. ”
Looking at the sensible appearance of Xie Wei nodding, Zhu Xishi was also extremely comforted and a little sad. She is afraid that she will never think that the aunt in front of her, who has carefully enlightened herself, is the mother she has been thinking about for a long time.
"Auntie, I see. It's just just where do I start? ”
"Just change your temper, being an elegant little lady is the first lesson you can change. You can't get angry with the emperor like you are now, this will only make people think that you are a very ignorant child. When you go back to the palace, you will send someone to pick up Ah Heng, so you will obediently follow them back to the palace and seriously admit your mistake to the emperor; There are many knowledgeable and etiquette teachers in the palace, let the emperor choose a few favorites for you, and follow them to learn the etiquette of women. Knowledge will enrich you. ”
"It's so difficult, auntie."
This sentence may be the most comfortable sigh I have heard these days, Zhu Xishi also pursed his lips and smiled in relief, stretched out his hand and scratched the top of his hair to relieve his worries.
"It is inherently difficult to be an elegant, wise, and virtuous princess; But where there's a will, there's a way, and if you want to protect Fulu, that's what you have to go through. Girl, isn't anyone able to say big things, can you do it? It's too late to go back. ”
"I will never regret it!"
Knowing difficulties and retreating is not a character to solve worries, and she can now realize that what is more difficult in the world than waiting? As long as you pay hard, success is just around the corner, and waiting for someone to leave is far away.
"One point of success, very hard, come on, Ah Heng."
An encouraging hug is her last blessing to her daughter as a mother, she believes that this child can do what she says, and looks forward to the day when her reputation spreads to every inch of the territory of the Great Song Dynasty.
"Thank you, aunt, your embrace is so warm, like a mother's embrace! I will remember you for the rest of my life. By the way, Auntie, I don't know your name yet. ”
The parting was sad again, just like it, but it was also, and the short-lived happiness was covered up by sadness.
Zhu Xishi choked up and wanted to cry, and slowly answered for Jin Yu.
"She's my aunt's sister, so you can call her 'Aunt Yu'."
"Hmmm! Aunt Yu. Heartily called Jin Yu, she asked with concern: "Aunt Yu, when are you leaving here, I want to see you off with my aunt, okay?" ”
Solve the worry of an unintentional word, not to mention that Jin Yu at this time couldn't bear this feeling, even Zhu Xishi quickly turned his head away, tears welling up.
Jin Yu, who has always restrained her love, finally cried at the last moment. How did she atone for the sins of this child? The more relieved she was, the more guilty Jin Yu felt, and the more weak the cry became.
That embrace locked the worry very tightly, and she forgot how to break free from such embarrassment, maybe this was the first tolerance of her new growth life, she gave this heartbroken Aunt Yu.
I don't know why she cried silently on her shoulder at that time, she was just a little girl who simply thought that Jin Yu was reluctant to leave; And then slowly recalling this scene, it will become a mystery that will be difficult to solve for a lifetime. (To be continued......)