Chapter 386: Hatred and Sorrow (2)

A hug not only gave comfort to the worries, but also stumbled Jin Yu's heart that had already made up his mind. It was an unattainable dream to hug and kiss this poor child, but when she left her long-cherished wish for many years, she got what she wanted, but a trace of greed arose in Jin Yu's heart: Will she reconcile and reconcile her worries one day?

opened his mouth a few times, and a strong hesitation stuck in his throat, making Jin Yu unable to speak, but it was really difficult to let go of the warmth he was holding in his arms.

"This child, after all, is a blessing without a mother's pain, if you can freeze a qiē here, then you can go with Luo Zhiqiu, the farther you go, the better."

Naturally, you can weigh the weight of the trade-offs. Once Jin Yu's identity is revealed, it will lead to an earth-shattering disaster; Not to mention that ordinary people like Zhu Xishi can't resist it, even characters like Zhao Zhenyuan and Gong Yihan are afraid that they will not be able to escape the catastrophe.

Will there be eggs under the nest? In order to prevent more people from dying, they can only keep this secret alive.

"When are you going to leave?"

"When Ah Long takes care of things here, we'll leave. It will not be more than the end of the month. ”

Month?! Counting less than ten days, this hurry and Zhu Xi's flustered heart at the moment was generally unprepared; Biting the cheek meat and swallowing a few mouthfuls of depression, Zhu Xishi fixed his feelings and continued to ask.

"Do their brothers know about your departure?"

Yihan already knew, but Zhenyuan and Xiaofeng hadn't had time to tell yet. Ah Long means that since they are going to leave, they will be left with too many worries, and when they should know, they will know to avoid more complications. ”

Say goodbye without saying goodbye. It is another layer of meaning hidden in Jin Yu's words, and Zhu Xishi can still understand it. The famous "Lin'an Mei Four Youths" in Gyeonggi have now come to this field, comparing their former brotherhood. The ending seems to be too bleak, causing a sigh in the hearts of others.

There is really no feast in the world.

"Hour, I want you for this thing"

"Don't say it, I understand your mood, Yu Niang. But Luo Zhiqiu, Zhao Zhenyuan, and Xiao Hou Ye are brothers, and if they don't explain a consummation, it's not my turn for an outsider to intervene. Decide for yourselves. ”

Interrupting Jin Yu's words categorically, Zhu Xishi stood on his own position to show his attitude. She didn't want to resist things anymore, everything was already weighing her down, and she couldn't move forward.

"Although you, me, and Miaomiao haven't known each other for a long time, I really regard you two as my sisters. Thank you for being with me through the toughest time. Separation is imminent, I am a sister who begs you with a cheeky face, I hope you can help me complete it. ”

Talking about old feelings, Zhu Xishi is always an unhappy and soft person. He lowered his eyes and tightened his hands. Still asked in a slow voice.

"Yu Niang, you can say it."

"After I leave, I hope you can take care of me more to relieve my worries, she is too lonely in that deep palace alone, in addition to praying that she can grow up safely, I still hope that she can smile more." His eyes were surging with sadness, and he couldn't help but look at the relief in his arms a little stupid.

"Yu Niang, do you know that you are among the top three people in this child's heart, and you have a place. I can promise to take care of this child as much as I can. But I can't take your place in the heart of worry, you should know that. ”

Doesn't sound like a difficult request. But Zhu Xi understood that for a child like Xie Wei, who is in a heavenly family, the more ordinary his wishes are, the more difficult it is to realize them; This journey of her life has to rely on her alone after all.

"With your words, it's enough."

Getting up from the railing, although Jin Yu was reluctant in his heart, he still handed over the relief of his sleep to Zhu Xishi's arms. Zhu Xishi has a saying that is very right, she seems to have no mother-daughter relationship to reconcile her worries; Even if they are remembered and cared for, they are destined to be separated in this life and end up never to see each other again.

This is her punishment, and from this moment on, she has to get used to the torment of lovesickness.

"Little, Ah Long, I can't argue with the mistakes he made. Thank you for your generosity and generosity, and please bow down to me. ”

"Yu Niang, what are you doing here?!"

After going through so many things, Zhu Xishi's deepest hatred at this time was these knees, whether it was hers or someone else's. Because every time such a situation happens, it indicates that something bad will happen, and Zhu Xishi also quickly freed up one hand to pull the golden jade in front of him.

"Get up, Yu Niang, don't mess up my heart anymore, okay? What is your kneeling, and what can you get in exchange? ”

"I know it's useless, but at least it gives me some peace of mind. You also know that Ah Long and I are already living selfishly, so let's beg for mercy. ”

"Didn't you think about my feelings? I also have the right to choose whether to accept or not! ”

Although he was excited, but because of the relief of his worries from sleeping soundly in his arms, Zhu Xishi still restrained his voice. It's just that Jin Yu also has her own stubborn temper at the moment, and she has inherited such a big favor, and now she entrusts her daughter to her, as a human being, at least Jin Yu knows that she can afford this worship Zhu in the past.

Heng Xia cut off all the bonds, and since then he has been hiding in a small corner in the distance, and has been tortured by his conscience day and night.

"Hours, this child will be entrusted to you in the future, help me, a selfish mother, do more care, thank you!"

Still couldn't stop her body from knocking on the ground, and the tears in Zhu Xishi's eyes jumped out again, and a huge force grabbed her heart.

On the platform, the autumn wind swept in from all sides, blowing the two women like flowers that could not bloom in the wind and rain, making their beautiful faces lose their vivid color and be dyed with a little bit of pathos.

What can't be stopped can't be stopped, Zhu Xishi brushed away the tears on his cheeks, squatted down and held Jin Yu with one hand.

"We don't want to blame anyone, it's just that this impermanence is too tricky. Yu Niang, you have to take care of your life in the future. ”

For a while, seeing that the cry was not suppressed, the relief in his arms moved. A good dream is still unfinished, sleepy-eyed relief turned his head to see two women kneeling and squatting and crying, and the sleepiness suddenly disappeared without a trace.

"Why are you crying?"

The voice is small and sour, and the most unseen thing about the relief of the mood is tears, and the watery eyes are full of crystal tears without too much brewing.

And this question also stumped the two of them, and they turned their heads one after another to collect the tears in their eyes, and finally Zhu Xishi spoke with difficulty.

"Because this aunt is leaving, the aunt is reluctant."

Leave?! Suddenly, the little face was stunned, and the tears wrapped in it fell sharply.

"Auntie, are you leaving? Why go. ”

The young Xie Wei experienced the pain of separation too early, and now she is also very taboo about the word "leaving", and she can't help but ask Jin Yu in shock.

At that time, I wanted to know a little bit of the mood of leaving people from Jin Yu's mouth, so that I could carefully recall the reason why Shen Fulu left. (To be continued......)