Ling Mo's Past Life (2)
It wasn't until later that I gradually discovered that Mu Huanyan was really a dusty pearl. Maybe it's because of the ominous reputation of the coffin boy on her body, everyone in the guide doesn't look at her in their eyes, thus burying her cleverness, her wisdom.
When she was with me, she was always able to give me a lot of ideas that I couldn't think of, and made my future go to the next level. I often wonder who would be smarter than Jin Ge. In fact, I still think that Jin Ge is the best woman in my heart, and now she is fighting side by side with me, and the person who shares the ups and downs should be Jin Ge.
However, Jin Ge doesn't love me! She is such an excellent woman, she should stand next to the best man in the world, I tell myself, I should continue to work hard, only when I stand on a high place, can I have a chance to get a beauty like Mu Jinge.
My desire for the throne is not only for beauty, as a prince, it is so close to the throne, but it is so far away, and the prince born to me, a palace maid, has long been beaten into the cold palace by all the people, and looks at me coldly, thinking that I have no possibility of taking the throne at all. Although I was adopted by the imperial concubine and raised under her name and called her mother, in fact, I can never change my life experience.
A person can't choose his own background, he can choose the life he wants, the premise is to rely on his own hands to create zào, and I, Ling Mo, is such a person.
I put my pain, my struggle, my sadness, my ideals, my pursuit, and told Mu Huanyan.
I never mention such a thing to anyone, because there is no one in this world who is worthy of eternal trust. But I chose to believe in Mu Huanyan because I could feel her true love for me. It is this love. I know that she will not betray me. And my instincts tell me that she is completely worthy of my trust.
When she knew my inner world, she was not shocked at all, but distressed, and she said to me gently: "Mo, I can't participate in your past life, but I will walk with you in the future." For your future and dreams, I will follow you indefatigably, because you are my husband and my first qiē, and I am willing to advance and retreat with you. ”
I was still stupidly thinking, how good it would be if this was what Mu Jinge said, I want to share the joys and sorrows with the woman I love, and finally share the glory together.
It's just that. The person who said this was Mu Huanyan, it should have been exciting, but I smiled indifferently, these. For me, it didn't make much of a difference at all.
Mu Huanyan can be said to be really a good candidate for the princess, as long as I have a look. One movement, she can see. What do I want, I want to marry Lord Liu's daughter to win over my own power. She took her as a side concubine for me, and when I saw which palace maid in the inner courtyard of the mansion, she quietly sent them to my bed.
I gradually got used to this kind of life, of course, the first time I would tell you countless sweet words, tell her that I love her, as if knowing that I love her, it is very important to her, when she is lost, as long as I say this, she will be happy.
Over the years, I have been attached to the prince, in order to show my loyalty, but also to hide the secret in my heart, not to let others know that I am the one who wants to seize the heir, a few years have passed, the power of the Ning Wangfu can not be ignored, the prince became suspicious of me, with poisoned wine to test me, it was Mu Huanyan that fool, regardless of the qiē snatched my wine. But there is another fool, that is, her nurse Wang, in order to save her, she drank the poisoned wine first.
Wang fell to the ground and died, and I could see the pain flashing in Mu Huanyan's eyes, but she smiled. We can only talk about Wang's wonderful confusion and death from alcohol poisoning, after all, it is not yet time to offend the prince, and it cannot be said that the prince was poisoned.
We swallowed our hearts together and suffered grievances together.
After the prince left, Mu Huanyan cried very sadly, and she told me that the Wang family was the best person for her.
I said to Huan Yan, let her not be afraid, I will take over from the Wang family, love her well, and take good care of her.
Although she doesn't cry anymore, she is still very sad, the Wang family is really important to her, her biological mother died early, and the Wang family brought her up single-handedly, and she is the closest to the Wang family.
I can't understand that the Wang family is just a subordinate, so why should I be so sad about a subordinate.
Suddenly, Mu Huanyan shyly told me, is she happy?
I was dumbfounded for a moment, I never thought of having a child with her, she is a coffin boy, I am going to inherit the throne in the future, how can I have a child with her, I can't let my future child be ridiculed.
What's more, during that time, my relationship with Mu Jinge gradually improved, and she mentioned intentionally or unintentionally that she was actually willing to marry me, and it was her father and mother who felt guilty about Mu Huanyan, so they seized the loophole of the holy decree and married Mu Huanyan to me.
Therefore, I hate Huanyan, and on the day I got married, she told me that Jin Ge didn't love me. She deceived me and broke me up with Jinge, how could such a person give birth to my child.
I pretended to be surprised, obedient to her, considerate to her, and looked very much forward to the arrival of this child.
I told her that I was pregnant and my body was inconvenient, so I asked Jin Ge to come to Ning Wangfu to accompany her, and she was very happy when she heard that Jin Ge was coming, so she immediately agreed.
Jin Ge came to Ning Wangfu, and was very sad to learn that Huan Yan was pregnant, I thought Jin Ge was jealous, and I was secretly happy in my heart, so I gave Jin Ge a dose of abortion pills, and told her, I never cared about Mu Huanyan, the child was an accident, and I didn't plan to let her give birth to our child, after all, I killed my own child with my own hands, and I was still a little unbearable, so I asked Jin Ge to borrow her hand, and at the same time I could show Jin Ge my own mind.
The child soon turned into a pool of blood, and I didn't feel anything when I saw her clothes being soaked with blood.
Because, I don't want a baby born from a coffin boy at all.
She was heartbroken and in pain, and I stayed by her side to comfort her, telling her that we were still young and had a chance to have many more children.
She lay in my arms and cried for a long, long time, and my comfort had an effect for a while, but she didn't get up for a long time.
Until Concubine Liu was also pregnant with a child, her complexion gradually improved, and she greeted Liu with warmth and took care of her. I don't understand why she can accept Liu's pregnancy so calmly.
She smiled and told me, because Liu's child is my child, my child is her child, she has accidentally lost the child she was carrying, and this time, she will definitely let Liu give birth to my child safely. (To be continued......)