Ling Mo's Past Life (3)
I can't tell what kind of mood I feel when I hear this, a man wants a wife, in addition to having beauty, that is, he hopes that his wife can also be virtuous and virtuous, get along with other women, and arrange the whole house properly.
Undoubtedly, Mu Huanyan did it.
People often yearn for what they can't get, and yearn for the feeling of heartbeat for the first time.
I'm Ling Mo, and I'm not a saint, this feeling has been eroding my heart, I still hope that one day, I can embrace Jin Ge into my arms, in my heart, Jin Ge has always been so holy and beautiful.
I endured it, trying not to be moved by anything Mu Huanyan did, she is a wife for me, but in fact she is just a stupid chess piece that I use, and now she can help me deal with the affairs of the back house, so that I have no worries, and she can accompany me and give me a lot of buildings, such chess pieces, I am afraid that I can't find them.
After a few more years, I finally defeated the crown prince and stormed the palace.
As soon as I entered the palace, I took advantage of the chaos to kill the fourth prince Ling Yi, because over the years, I learned through a special channel that my father's most distressed and favorite child was Ling Yi, and he even wanted to pass on the throne to Ling Yi in the future.
I finally became the emperor, wearing a dragon robe, standing at the top of the palace.
I used to make a lot of promises to Huanyan and depicted a lot of beauty, and on this day, my wish finally came true, but I was stingy to help her realize her wish.
I once said that when I reign in the world, I will allow her to be the queen, and she will be white for the rest of her life.
I also said that I would accompany her to stand on the highest place in the country. Enjoy the beauty of the world.
I even said that in order to make her the most glorious woman in the world. No longer bear the ominous name of the coffin boy.
With just one word, I can deliver on my promises. However, I didn't. Because as soon as I think of her, I will remember that she once deceived me and said that Jin Ge did not love me. I will also remember how much I was looked down upon at the beginning, and I was faintly worried that she was a coffin boy. is an ominous person, will it be bad for my throne.
After ascending to the throne, there were more and more concerns.
What's more, she has no chance to get pregnant and have children again, how can I let such a woman be the queen? She has been deceived by me for ten years, and from today onwards, I will not lie to her anymore.
And Jin Ge has been waiting for me for ten years, from less than thirteen years old to twenty-three years old. She was still so beautiful, still so moving, still as bright as the first time we met.
Therefore, I decided to make Jin Ge the last.
I took out the side concubine and concubine room from King Ning's mansion. and others, but Mu Huanyan was the only one left, locked the Ning Wangfu. From then on, no one was allowed to step into King Ning's Mansion for half a step. Mu Huanyan is not allowed to come out of it.
Jin Ge is really different from her, except for her beauty. There is also the posture of a mother in the world. She also took care of the inner courtyard of the harem in good order.
I understood in an instant that Mu Huanyan was not the only one who could take care of the backyard, other women also had this ability, and the strangeness that I had in my heart gradually disappeared.
Mu Huanyan has become a thing in my life that is about to be forgotten, maybe it is not that I have forgotten, but I never think about her, because I want to forget her.
One thing, a person, if you don't think about it often, will really slowly disappear into the long river of memory.
I can't remember how long it had been since I thought of her, but occasionally I would see such a person in my dreams, and when I woke up, I told myself not to think about her, she was just a passerby in my life.
Princess Ning, my Princess Ning, lives alone in the Huanyan Hall of King Ning's Mansion.
It's impossible not to think about this woman who has appeared in my life for ten years, as long as I think of her, I will do something else and divert my attention.
About eight years later, my plan to dominate the world began to be implemented.
But I suffered a defeat and was seriously wounded, and I went back to the palace for healing. During that coma time, I often dreamed of Mu Huanyan in my dreams, and dreamed that we had been together and experienced ups and downs.
I'm wondering if I'm myself, do people become sensitive when they reach middle age?
In fact, it is not. But I don't even know that Huanyan has long lived in my heart, but I have always refused to admit it.
The injury is severe, this disease, I actually lay in bed for two months, when I was lying in bed, I thought a lot, even if Mu Huanyan is not liked by me, but after all, she has paid so much, so many years have passed, no matter how many grievances and hatreds there are, they should also pass away with the wind, so I discussed with Jin Ge, summoned her to the palace, and then sealed the concubine.
Jin Ge happily agreed, saying that it would be good for the two sisters to be together, so I believed Mu Jinge.
I didn't expect that the only time I confessed to Mu Huanyan would kill her!
Jin Ge was originally going to pick her up and take her back to the palace, I was in the palace, waiting for her nervously, I really couldn't tell what kind of mood it was, anyway, I just didn't do anything, just waited quietly.
When Jin Ge came back, he cried and told me that Mu Huanyan committed suicide by taking poison, and Jin Ge also told me that Huan Yan said on his deathbed that he would break off his thoughts with me from now on, and he would turn into a ghost to curse me!
I don't care if she wants to break off with me, whether she wants to turn into a ghost and curse me, what I care about is her life and death!
I rushed to King Ning's mansion regardless of a single qiē, and when I saw her, her body was covered with snow, and she had already become skinny and skinny, and I almost didn't recognize her as Mu Huanyan.
I always thought I never cared about her.
I always thought that the person I loved was Mu Jinge.
I always thought that I only thought of her as a pawn to be used.
I always thought ......
However, I deceived myself even more, I was too proud, I refused to admit it, in fact, she had already settled in my heart and became an indispensable part of my life. She died, and my heart died.
Holding her body for three days and three nights, I decided to bury her in the imperial mausoleum, regardless of the fact that the current queen was still alive, and posthumously named Huan Yan as my queen, Jin Ge was greatly annoyed by this.
I saw the words she carved on the walls and pillars in the Huanyan Palace, and she said that she loved me, so I firmly believed that she would not choose to commit suicide so lightly, so I began to investigate the cause of her death, and finally found out that it was Jin Ge who forced her to death.
At that moment, Mu Jinge's beautiful image in my heart completely collapsed.
I gave Mu Jinge to death, abolished her position as queen, demoted Mu Yaotian's official position, and left a will, after I was a hundred years old, I would only be buried with Queen Mu Huanyan! (To be continued......)