Qu Mengmeng's capriciousness in the past two years must have brought him great harm to Qiu Zichuan, making him not understand whether he and Qu Mengmeng are in love, or if there are more brother and sister feelings! I remember that before Qiu Zichuan got acquainted with Bai Xiaohua, Qiu Zichuan told himself that he felt that he didn't know Qu Mengmeng in the past two years! He didn't understand why Qu Mengmeng had been so hostile to him in the past two years!

Yes, this ever-present hostility made Qiu Zichuan's entire emotional world full of confusion!

Of course, Qiu Zichuan never talked to Wu Weidong about his suspicions and identification of Qu Mengmeng's other personal affairs!

There is also Shui Xiaolin, even when he was in his first love, Qiu Zichuan never thought that Shui Xiaolin would definitely be his wife in the future. Although, at that time, Qiu Zichuan was deeply in love with Shui Xiaolin, and Shui Xiaolin also loved Qiu Zichuan deeply, but in the dark, he Qiu Zichuan still felt that it was a luxury!

Also, as he Qiu Zichuan himself just said, it is free and natural love, without the slightest utilitarian presupposition. So he had pain about Shui Xiaolin's departure at the beginning! Even deep pain, but there have been no regrets! Even if he thought of Shui Xiaolin later, he never had any regrets related to marriage!

It's just that he Qiu Zichuan was extremely disappointed that Shui Xiaolin, who reunited later, and Shui Xiaolin, who later remarried, turned out to be the whole of life for materialism and vanity, and regardless of all emotional truth and personality for this!

This completely subverted image almost collapsed the world in his Qiu Zichuan's memory!

But he can't say Shui Xiaolin, Shui Xiaolin gave him the initial beauty! The first love in his youth was the most unforgettable emotion and memory that Qiu Zichuan treasured in the depths of his heart! As long as there is still a little bit of this beauty, he doesn't want to belittle Shui Xiaolin in front of anyone!

He can't even say Qu Mengmeng, he once said that Qu Mengmeng gave him the longest and most ubiquitous warmth in his life, he no longer cares about the sunset of life, and Qu Mengmeng grow old hand in hand, he cares more about the day when he dies in the future, he can wait for Qu Mengmeng quietly in the tomb, with Qu Mengmeng by his side, he Qiu Zichuan said that he will feel comfortable for eternity!

And now, there is a problem between him Qiu Zichuan and Qu Mengmeng! It seems that this problem is not small!

But no matter how big the problem is, as the little sister next door who used to have no guesses, and even the younger elementary school sister later, not to mention the little wife who came to be his own in the end! Just like treating Shui Xiaolin, he, Qiu Zichuan, must not slander Qu Mengmeng!

Yes, tonight Bai Xiaohua gave him Qiu Zichuan a topic about love, which just happened to give him Qiu Zichuan a boat to open his heart!

But in the past half a day, Wu Weidong felt that this boat of smooth water was full of Qiu Zichuan's heartfelt feelings all of a sudden, but it was not his Qiu Zichuan's real heartfelt words, at least none of them were outspoken, at least there must be many real heartfelt words that were difficult to say directly in this heartfelt feeling!

But it is not difficult to see that when he Qiu Zichuan felt that he was about to say goodbye to this world, he was completely disappointed with Shui Xiaolin, Qu Mengmeng, or the so-called love that he once recognized!

In other words, Qiu Zichuan must have been immersed in emotional memories and entanglements in the past two days, and he was at a loss. It's just that the topic of love raised by Bai Xiaohua tonight gave him an outlet for Qiu Zichuan to vent in this kind of dazedness! Or maybe it's just a platform!

However, tonight at least shows that he Qiu Zichuan is not at a loss in a person, but he is melancholy!

That is the woman he Qiu Zichuan has for the woman in this world, or the only one among the girls, of course, that is, the Bai Xiaohua in front of him, is full of deep attachment and reluctance!

At least, the songs Qiu Zichuan mentioned earlier, as soon as he heard the lyrics, he knew that after he left this world, he felt that he would be lonely and leave Bai Xiaohua, he Qiu Zichuan was resolute in his heart, but he was absolutely helpless!

What's more, he brought Bai Xiaohua with him today, in fact, he obviously didn't want to discuss his condition with him. Moreover, in the bathroom, he said that he would not talk about his condition today, and he did not tell Bai Xiaohua about his condition, and it seems that he did not plan to tell Bai Xiaohua.

Yes, Bai Xiaohua is his Qiu Zichuan's heart!

Looking at Bai Xiaohua's innocent expression and Qiu Zichuan's calm and pleasant gaze in the conversation between them in front of him, Wu Weidong understood again!

Yes, for more than a year, it was this innocent girl who brought peace and pleasure to Qiu Zichuan, who had been in boredom!

Don't say, tonight, Qiu Zichuan is saying goodbye to Bai Xiaohua!

Also, he, Qiu Zichuan, first denies secular love tonight. Then, he hyped up his theory of love that can only float in the clouds without eating the fireworks of the world. Although it seems to be using Bai Xiaohua's words to tell his true grievances in his heart, there are also many people who use this to imperceptibly change Bai Xiaohua.

Loved! It's okay to keep it good!

Yes, that's what he Qiu Zichuan is going to say tonight! But nothing can be said about it!

And especially the word "heaven" that he inadvertently said, which happened to give him Qiu Zichuan the opportunity to say what he wanted to say but didn't have a chance to say yet!

"Heaven is a very close place, so we don't have to say goodbye! ………… I will always be by your side"; And "The train will carry me forward, and my heart will stay, oh, it will stay!" ”

He, Qiu Zichuan, is comforting Bai Xiaohua in advance!

A person who thinks he is going to die, or for the time being, is doing what he will do after death! And such a person does not exist by Bai Xiaohua's side!

Yes, he Qiu Zichuan has good intentions!

As for "When the whole world is over, you will not be alone, because I am by your side, and I will be the one you can lean on your weeping shoulders and snuggle up to you until the end, and I will always be the one who holds your hand firmly!" This is even more empty but indescribable relief!

At this moment, Wu Weidong understands better! Talk about what a condition! Death doesn't matter in Qiu Zichuan's mind! It's just that he doesn't want one more person to grieve for him! Especially don't want this person to be Bai Xiaohua

Yes, that's what he, Qiu Zichuan, is going to do tonight!

Perhaps, this may be the last dinner party of the two of them in this world in this life! At least, it's the last dinner party in the normal mood! Thinking about it now, it seems that he, Qiu Zichuan, can only use this way.

Also, when he entered the hotel, Qiu Zichuan told himself that he and Shui Xiaolin went to the March River during the day.

Oh, yes! Qiu Zichuan is saying goodbye! In your own way, say goodbye to the women you love or once loved one by one!

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What about tomorrow, tomorrow?

Wu Weidong knows that in Qiu Zichuan's heart, the current Shui Xiaolin is insignificant, in Qiu Zichuan's own words, she is a woman who knows how to live very well, that is, people all over the world are starving to death, and she Shui Xiaolin knows where to find the hidden bread again!

And Bai Xiaohua in front of him, although he Qiu Zichuan is difficult to give up, but fortunately, it is just a clean and spiritual exchange, and there will be no results, everything will be left to time!

Let the soul interact freely in the two worlds of yin and yang, and die out naturally!

But, the most important thing now is Qu Mengmeng!

Qu Mengmeng is different after all, in addition to being Qiu Zichuan's wife, she is also Qiu Zichuan's little sister! This is a deep and never-changing complex of his Qiu Zichuan! No matter how unbearable their relationship is now, Wu Weidong firmly believes in this!

For this reason, he Qiu Zichuan seems to have a deep sense of responsibility, no matter when, Wu Weidong can feel that as long as Qu Mengmeng is not by his Qiu Zichuan's side, or when he is not in Qiu Zichuan's field of vision, he Qiu Zichuan will always have an indescribable concern!

Although, in the past two years, even as he Qiu Zichuan told himself, he and Qu Mengmeng have been in an abnormal state, but he has always felt that he Qiu Zichuan's habitual and indescribable concern for Qu Mengmeng has never disappeared for a moment.

And in the same way, even if it has always been abnormal as Qiu Zichuan said, in Qu Mengmeng's heart, the status of Qiu Zichuan that has been formed since childhood cannot be replaced by anyone! And this point has not changed in the past two years, and I feel that Qu Mengmeng has not changed in the slightest!

So what's going on?

Thinking about it, Wu Weidong felt puzzled again! Also, I'm really a little confused!

Also, if she tells Qu Mengmeng by herself tomorrow, will she be able to bear it?

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"Sleep well! Have a good dream! ”

When the car stopped in front of the community where Bai Xiaohua lived, Qiu Zichuan still said in a casual tone as usual, and smiled softly at Bai Xiaohua. Qiu Zichuan originally wanted to say that I might have been busy recently, but I felt that why bother, what was the point of saying or not saying such an excuse!

"Huh! Every time I have a good dream, what am I dreaming about today? ”

Pushing the car door, Bai Xiaohua turned her face and smiled mischievously at Qiu Zichuan! One eye is still a little bit!

"Huh! Go home! ”

Looking at Bai Xiaohua, Qiu Zichuan smiled lightly with a noncommittal look!

"Also, when is the March River going?"

Bai Xiaohua, who was just about to get out of the car, turned her face back and asked, as if she suddenly remembered it again.

"I've been busy lately!"

"Busy again!"

At this moment, looking at Bai Xiaohua's innocent and flawless eyes, Qiu Zichuan's heart was pounding! Suddenly, I felt a little unbearable, and felt that I should still let Bai Xiaohua have a psychological acceptance process for herself to disappear in front of her eyes, and then continued:

"I may be traveling a lot during this time, you must take care of yourself!"

"What's wrong with you!"

Bai Xiaohua suddenly felt that Qiu Zichuan's eyes were a little strange when he looked at him and spoke!

"Nothing! I just don't worry about you! Silly! ”

Qiu Zichuan hurriedly made a relaxed and ridiculous appearance!

"Huh! It's scary to talk like that! Don't worry, I'll stay at home on your business trip and don't run around anywhere, hehe! ”

As he spoke, the happy Bai Xiaohua turned around and got out of the car!

"Slow down on your way!"

After getting out of the car, Bai Xiaohua hurriedly turned around and leaned over to Qiu Zichuan and said.

"Okay! You can rest assured! ”

"Happy!"

Bai Xiaohua waved his hand to Qiu Zichuan again!

……

"I wish I could be with you in the next life!"

Watching Bai Xiaohua walk forward briskly, during which he turned around several times and waved his hand to himself, as if he was beating lightly, until the figure disappeared at the door of the community, Qiu Zichuan sighed in his heart!

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