Chapter 255: Attachment and Pity

"Good!"

Qiu Zichuan picked up the wine glass and gestured to Wu Weidong again, and then took a sip of his own sake, and continued:

"Just like the songs we talked about earlier, from the beginning of the hidden suspicion in the genes, and then the natural rights and demands are restricted, as soon as you go out, she thinks about some roadside wildflowers! And then what is unreasonable to love until death, this life is you, of course, as long as she doesn't choose someone else! Go on again, what did you hurt me! What are these things? You said that in this kind of love, remove these doubts and doubts, demands and demands, how much beautiful space can be left for free growth! This kind of thing that is always full of 'object positioning' and 'princess arrogance', how much real love is there? ”

Qiu Zichuan continued his theory.

"Then what do you say love is?"

Bai Xiaohua looked at Qiu Zichuan and asked.

He's just venting! At this time, Wu Weidong began to faintly feel that Qiu Zichuan must have a lot to say in his heart tonight, but it is not easy to say it directly.

"I think love is an encounter, a human encounter, an emotional encounter. It is a common and beautiful feeling that arises from this encounter! That's love! When two people love each other, love exists. If one no longer loves, then this love does not exist! What else who hurt whom? It can only be said that what you want, you can't continue to get, isn't this a 'possession' mentality? If you say you've been hurt! Don't you think of yourself as an 'object'? The hurt is nothing more than that you have given your feelings, or your body. But whether it is love, or sex ~ love, this is a natural thing that arises from the mutual affection of two people when they are in love, and it is the warmth and joy shared by each other! If you think it's giving, are you in exchange for something? So this kind of motive has a utilitarian behavior, is it still called love? People turn around and leave, you hold on to it, isn't this Laipi and what? ”

"I suddenly had a feeling!"

At this time, Bai Xiaohua suddenly interjected.

"What does it feel?" Wu Weidong turned his face to look at Bai Xiaohua!

"His theories are full of negation, and there is a kind of nihilism!"

Bai Xiaohua turned her face to look at Wu Weidong and said.

But Wu Weidong fell into thinking, he was thinking about what Qiu Zichuan wanted to talk about today? Also, what is happening between him and Qu Mengmeng now, or what is going on!

Qiu Zichuan's open-mindedness, Wu Weidong couldn't be clearer. Even when he was in high school, Shui Xiaolin broke up with him, Wu Weidong didn't see that he Qiu Zichuan had any sadness and pain, let alone the so-called grief of the young man nowadays!

Is he really not worried about his illness in his heart?

Qiu Zichuan's forbearance, Wu Weidong is also very clear, no matter how big the pain, no matter how big the grievance, Qiu Zichuan will never talk about it, let alone talk about it!

After thinking about it for a while, Wu Weidong still decided that Qiu Zichuan must have a lot of things to say in his heart tonight, and there are still a lot of emotions to vent, but it seems that he can't say it directly, and it seems that he Qiu Zichuan has something unspeakable.

Be! From the day before yesterday to tonight, in his Qiu Zichuan's heart, many things and many words must be constantly tumbling! But he was embarrassed how to say! So, he's rambling, so, he's nothing! It seems that there is still some confusion!

He must have an idea tonight! And there must be something else in his heart! Moreover, this must have overwhelmed him, and he didn't know how to vent!

At this moment, Wu Weidong began to think about Qiu Zichuan's illness, and he must have to talk to Qu Mengmeng about it!

"Then I'll ask you!"

"Say!"

Qiu Zichuan glanced at Bai Xiaohua!

"What is the most precious and real thing in love?"

Looking at Qiu Zichuan, Bai Xiaohua blinked her eyes!

"Freedom! Nature! ”

Qiu Zichuan's eyes flashed in an instant!

"Freedom? Nature? ”

Bai Xiaohua was puzzled!

"The natural encounter of the mind in the free wandering, the resulting resonance and emotion, the growth of freedom, the derivation or disappearance of nature!"

Qiu Zichuan replied without thinking.

"Then I'll ask you again!"

"Say!"

Qiu Zichuan looked at Bai Xiaohua and raised his wine glass and shook it at Wu Weidong.

"Does the man in love need to take responsibility?"

Bai Xiaohua asked.

"In family affection, friendship, responsibility is synonymous with whether you are a man or not. Regardless of relatives and friends, whether they are facing hardships or twists and turns, it is the man who is the backbone! It's a friend or a shoulder! ”

"What about the lovers in love?"

Bai Xiaohua continued to ask.

"There is only no hesitation and self-determination, and there is no such question and thinking as you. Even for someone you once loved, you should be responsible if she needs it! ”

Still looking at Bai Xiaohua with a wine glass, Qiu Zichuan said in an unambiguous tone.

"There is no such question and reflection?"

Bai Xiaohua said thoughtfully.

"That's right! Because true love has a loyal nature and an obligation of duty! There is no choice and no need to think about it! ”

"Loyalty, responsibility, no choice that doesn't need to be thought about! That's a good saying! ”

Bai Xiaohua still held her mouth in her hand, raised her face and smiled, as if she was imagining.

"Good! Well said! ”

Wu Weidong raised the wine glass and touched Qiu Zichuan's wine glass, then drank the wine in the glass in a big gulp, and then continued after putting down the wine glass:

"What a pity! If you add the previous part of freedom, such love can only be found in heaven! ”

"Haha!"

Qiu Zichuan laughed happily and innocently!

Laugh at it! Qiu Zichuan put down his wine glass and pondered for a while. Then he turned his face and asked Bai Xiaohua:

"Have you ever heard the song "Paradise Nobie'?"

"I want to think about ......!"

Bai Xiaohua raised her face again.

"Heaven is a very close place,

Heaven is a very close place.

So we don't need to say goodbye!

I want to warn you not to cry!

I will always be there for you,"

……”

Bai Xiaohua hummed softly!

……

And as soon as he heard the lyrics, and then thought about his voice, Qiu Zichuan frowned slightly, and Wu Weidong suddenly chuckled in his heart!

Wu Weidong regretted how he said the word "heaven" just now!

At this time, Qiu Zichuan, who was watching Bai Xiaohua sing, was extremely peaceful and happy! And Bai Xiaohua, who was singing while recalling the lyrics, looked youthful and careless!

But in his heart, Wu Weidong still felt that he had said that sentence more!

"And "Bressennon", and "The Shoulder That Can Lean on Weeping"!"

After Bai Xiaohua finished singing, Qiu Zichuan said the names of the two songs.

"Yes! I love both! ”

Bai Xiaohua nodded happily.

"European and American songs, both lyrics and melodies, have a strong sense of literature and art, but not detached from real life, the vicissitudes of life are full of warmth, and the warmth is beautiful! So it can penetrate people's hearts, make people feel relevant, and then make people have endless aftertaste! ”

"This boss deserves it! It's quite a literary youth! ”

Wu Weidong on the side seemed to be self-deprecating and nodding to himself!

"Like 'Bressenon,' 'I've got to turn around and get on my way, the train will take me away, and my heart will stay, oh, it will stop!' What is rushing is life. What is a train? It is to not stop the pace of life, to run to a distant place for a livelihood or career. But people still have emotions, and their hearts still need comfort! Leave your heart with your lover, and then embark on the future with a warmth and beauty, devote yourself to life, and then pursue your career. This is the meaning of love! Only such a song has a sense of realism and solidity in life! ”

"Life is the earth, love is the sky! Is it? ”

Bai Xiaohua blinked again and asked Qiu Zichuan.

"It can also be compared to this, the sky is beautiful when you are down-to-earth!"

Smiling and glancing at Bai Xiaohua, Qiu Zichuan continued:

"And "You Can Lean on a Crying Shoulder,"

"I like this song too! ……

You will not be alone, because I am right there for you

I'll be a shoulder you can lean on to cry on

and you will be clinging to each other until the end

I will always be the one who holds your hand firmly

Whatever it may be, it's a foregone conclusion

Our love will all continue

……”

Bai Xiaohua hummed softly again!

……

"Look at the lyrics"

After Bai Xiaohua finished humming, Qiu Zichuan picked up the wine glass again, and said while slowly tasting the dry red:

"All are closely linked to life, and are not out of touch with reality. But they all rise to the height of life, pursuit, soul and time and space, full of beauty! Full of Strength! There is no negativity, no vulgarity, some lyrics seem ordinary, they use the language of life, but they contain a deep philosophy of life. Also, you are like some old songs in the former Soviet Union "Hawthorn Tree" and "Textile Girl", the lyrics of which are not lacking in the realistic words of factories and trains, but the brushstrokes are poetic feelings, full of joy and upward attitude towards life! ”

"Hmmm! Well! ”

Bai Xiaohua nodded vigorously!

……

He's still saying goodbye!

He is saying goodbye to Bai Xiaohua tonight!

Wu Weidong's heart seemed to understand again!

Qiu Zichuan usually rarely touches on emotional topics, let alone discussing love with whom. Even when he was in love with Shui Xiaolin at the beginning, whenever he asked how it was, he Qiu Zichuan smiled a lot, and then he raised his face and smiled as if he was imagining! Later, when I was with Qu Mengmeng, every time I asked again, how did it feel? He Qiu Zichuan didn't say anything, at most he just smiled! And then two words: very good!

But today, his Qiu Zichuan's topic is all about love, and there is a whole set of theories. He had never been so talkative about topics outside of work as he was today!

Yes, it's goodbye! That's it!

Wu Weidong seems to understand more in his heart!

Tonight's Qiu Zichuan not only wants to talk, but also in another way. Listening to his words, the lost love, but the troubles show that he still desires, and for those loves that seem to be about to die in his Qiu Zichuan's memory, or in his heart, he Qiu Zichuan is even more saved! And at the same time, he was still thinking about saying goodbye, but the words of farewell could never be said directly!

It seems that in the past two days, he Qiu Zichuan has been tossing in his heart!

Thinking of this, Wu Weidong sighed lightly in his heart!

Yes, realizing that his life may be coming to an end, he may have too much to say in his heart!

……