Hit by the haughty waist of the impulse, I began to wait and reflect on the affection of the window paper:

Ying Zheng thought that he originally just had a good impression of me, and that good impression must not have reached the realm of love, otherwise he would not have lost interest in me so refreshedly after I cried to Tong Muqin, who came from Qi Country and left me.

Favor is an ethereal light fog that cannot withstand any outside blow. If Ying Zheng's feelings for me are just good feelings, now that the good feelings are gone, it is understandable that Ying Zheng will not forgive me for my previous actions of estrangement from him.

In this way, the merits of this incident can be regarded as the best explanation.

The incident of me making trouble in the Qiongyang Palace and being dismissed by Yingzheng quickly spread, and this matter is really a very pleasant and talkative talk for the Qin people in the Inner Palace, except for my Qixi Palace.

As long as I go out for a walk, I suddenly meet several times more princesses than usual, which makes me wonder if they didn't meet me on purpose.

I don't care about her attitude, but the disappointed eyes of Tian Tianyu, who had just told me about it, made me sad and unforgettable.

Tian Tianyu and I met head-on, her expression was very resentful, she frowned at me for a long time, and then threw a sentence to me: "Rotten wood cannot be carved!" ”

My nose was sore, and I waited for her to pass me by, and my already humiliated heart almost burst into tears.

I told myself early that there was no hope and no disappointment, but I still didn't hold back my feelings to have expectations for a man, and as a result, I really didn't have such a good life, and I could meet a dedicated man who could love one person alone in this world of male superiority and inferiority.

It turns out that legends are legends, and I have never met the man I expected to love everyone from beginning to end when I was in love with multiple women.

Whether it's this era, or the era I'm from a millennium later!

This season was supposed to be the time for the lying fox to take a soft lunch break, but Yingzheng hasn't patronized this soft fur for a long time. I lay on my side and stroked the fox fur on my epidermis, sometimes suddenly wetting the soft piece of fur under my face with tears.

When a person has no feelings and sustenance, it is really the most indifferent time, if there is. If the expectation does not come true, then it is certain. And so the troubles began.

I thought I could be holy in this life without distractions, but I am really a "vulgar" layman in my bones, a thousand years of reincarnation, seven emotions and six desires This level has not been evaded.

"Madam, the battle situation between Qin and Chu is fierce, and it is said that the Qin general Wang Jian is like a bamboo, and he has already attacked the Chu realm. The son of Fusu and the son of Banmu have repeatedly passed on their exploits. When it was time for lunch today, the king summoned Mrs. Jing, Mrs. Zhao, and Mrs. Zhongli to enter with them. ”

Luo Cong whispered to me what she had collected about the situation of the Qin Chu battle and the dynamics of Ying Zheng in the Inner Palace.

I closed my eyes, feigned sleepiness, and let out an "um" sound. I gave Luo Onion the posture that I was already going to sleep.

Tian Tianyu is right, as an ancient woman whose mission is to pass on the ancestry, if you don't have children, no matter how capable you are, you are incapable.

For Yingzheng who needs to have many sons and grandchildren to consolidate the royal power. Children - especially good children, are even more important!

As the north wind howled, I had to go out a lot to get tired of myself, so that I could get some of my mental excitement and fatigue with my body.

I'm tired of walking. Sometimes I will stay outside for a while, not for anything else, just for the sake of time.

Sitting in the gazebo in the limelight, I stared blankly at a dead branch swaying in the cold wind and was frustrated—this decadence and hopelessness was different from the fear in my heart when I first came into this world, when I was afraid of the unknown world because of insecurity, and now, in my heart, after seeing all the colors of this world, the desolation and hopelessness that has increased in vain.

Am I really really in love with Yingzheng?

It is said that when you are alone, you are not lonely, and when you fall in love with someone, you are alone.

If my mood and loss at the moment are because I fell in love with Ying Zheng, and I realized that I fell in love with Ying Zheng because Ying Zheng left because of Ying Zheng's anti-love for me, then I must not have feelings for him at this moment, then why didn't I feel it myself when I fell in love with him?

As soon as my left shoulder sank, my heart that I had been meditating on suddenly sank, and in a panic, I turned my head to look in the direction of my load: the person who was on my shoulder was actually Mrs. Mi.

Mrs. Mi? With such an angry cold wind, how did she come out?

"Blessed is Mrs. Mi!" I got up and helped her sit on the cold stone bench covered with cotton pads with the slaves and maids beside her, and asked with concern, "Why did Madame come out on such a cold day?" ”

Mrs. Mi sat down gently, pointed to me where I had been sitting, and motioned for me to sit down as well.

I understood that she had something to say to me, so I sat down as she instructed.

"Although the palace is located in an impartial position, but the yang energy has not been bathed for a long time, it is said that it is a deficiency of feng shui, so although the delicacy of these four places is pleasant, but few people stop.

Today, I listened to the words of people who said that someone was sitting in the pavilion outside the palace, which made the palace surprised, and searched according to the direction they said, but I didn't think that it was you. ”

Mrs. Mi smiled gently, coughed lightly, and said, "Seeing your distraction, I think you sat down here inadvertently, right?" Hehe, we are quite fated. ”

I smiled wryly and honestly agreed.

The concubine really had no intention of stopping, and she didn't expect to stay at the lady's palace. It was so abrupt that it disturbed Madame. ”

Regardless of whether Mrs. Mi's illness is pretending to be sick for a long time, or she pretending to be too sick for a long time, her body is thin in the end, and my heart is also a little warm for me to come out and walk around on a cold day.

Mrs. Mi smiled weakly and whispered slowly to soothe my apologies.

"No, it's a lot more relieved. Mrs. Xi, you are in the prime of life, and you are full of grace, and you have to sit down in this palace. ”

Mrs. Mi can see it.

Mrs. Mi is a person who does not match her fate, seeing that she is innocently angered by Yingzheng so eager for the favor of the king, I want to help her, but I am now disgusted, I am afraid that it will be good if I don't add bad luck to her.