I looked at Mrs. Mi in shame, and the tone of my words was depressed.

"Madame has just left the palace, I'm afraid I don't know that the concubine was stopped by the king and his relatives Zhao Gao, right? Although the king did not explicitly ban the slaves and concubines from stepping into the Qiongyang Palace, he asked for it but did not see it, which was probably quite the same. ”

As I spoke, my heart was bitter, and a symbolic astringency squeezed out two smiles.

Mrs. Mi let out a long and weak sigh of laughter, looking at my lonely smile refreshingly. She was not surprised at all when I said that I was stopped by Zhao Gao, and after listening to my voice calmly, she did not ask, but bluntly expressed my concept that she did not agree with.

"Our king loves and hates clearly, the palace rules are strict, and he is strict with you because he loves you very much in his heart, not to mention that the Qiongyang Palace is not a place for people to enter and exit, you must not complain about the normal rules and etiquette because you have not been punished for the hard entry before."

Although Mrs. Mi's words were not blindly kind words, I accepted them wholeheartedly, and suddenly felt in my ears: Yes, Zhao Gao didn't let me enter the Qiongyang Palace once or twice, I didn't break in before, but Yingzheng didn't punish me for my crimes, but now Yingzheng doesn't allow me to break in, it's in line with the rules, I am at fault first, what are I angry about?

I'm not angry, I'm sad because of Yingzheng's cold face!

Seeing that I lowered my eyebrows and pondered, Mrs. Mi allowed me some time to think, and then opened her mouth after my sorrow was soothed.

"Our king, he has his own bottom line that will never allow transgression, if you touch that psychological defense, then you don't have to argue, just accept it;"

She said that she was stunned, her face was lonely, and she said in a daze: "If you make a small fuss within the scope of his tolerance, a king who is so tolerant of him will definitely not bother with your petty feelings." ”

Mrs. Mi's reminiscence and sigh said that the atmosphere around her was suddenly even more condensed than the frosty weather at the moment.

I know, she's sighing for her own love for Ying Zheng.

"Ma'am. The wind blows so tightly, can you stand it? ”

I just don't understand her, lest I talk too much to her—the deeper we delve, the more sad she becomes.

It's like they didn't hear me. Mrs. Mi continued to be trapped in her own demonic stupor, and did not come out.

"In this world, a man's love is all that a woman has. Without the favor of his own man. No matter who it is, no matter how noble it is, it is just a helpless branched leaf. ”

It should be thought of the great battle that Qin Chu started in full swing, and Mrs. Mi's expression became even more solemn and sad.

"I have a heavy responsibility but I can't afford one or two halves, my heart belongs but I can't receive a half-kindness, both sides are ribs, but they are empty. The withered leaves of this palace are sad, sad! ”

Her face and mouth were full of pain.

Now I had to face up to the inner sorrow she poured out.

"Why did Madame say that?" I squeezed out a wistful smile and said to her, "Madame has such a wonderful son. There are so many powerful courtiers, and she is a noble-born princess of Chu State, and she is married to the most outstanding bright man in the world, this is the most honorable and unique grace of women in the world, right? ”

I was full of envy, trying to soothe some of her depression.

Mrs. Mi is really pitiful. More pitiful than all of us women who came in as gifts of pets.

We, for example, Ji Xuan, although we are also sandwiched between the country of birth and the country we marry, we are both difficult to become, and we don't want either side to lose, but in addition to watching our country of birth be destroyed by her husband like us, Mrs. Mi also has to bear the hatred left in Yingzheng's heart by the Empress Dowager Huayang, who once dominated the Qin State and suppressed Yingzheng harshly. And Mrs. Mi's heart, but she is still in love with Yingzheng who hates her!

Innocent by the man who is loved, because of the past of the relatives and helpless to bear the former relatives after the prosperity of the lover in the face of the lover, Mrs. Mi's encounter is the most painful torment of women in the world!

Listening to my advice, Mrs. Mi probably realized that she was too depressed in front of me, so she hurriedly lowered her head to sort out her thoughts, and when she looked up at me again, she still looked weak and indifferent.

"What Mrs. Xi said is that the fate of this palace is a unique honor, and this heavenly grace should not be wasted."

Before I could react to any deep meaning in her words, Mrs. Mi changed the topic again.

"Didn't the king ask Zhao Gao to send the mahogany carved piano to your palace a few days ago?

It is not often that the king has this heart, but Mrs. Xi should know it.

Not to mention the rarity of this mahogany, just to say that the fineness of this carving, has used the most outstanding craftsmen of our Daqin for months to work day and night, although the palace is not seen the body, but I think it is also exquisite.

When Mrs. Xi received this kindness, she should be full of gratitude to the king, and she must not think wildly, misunderstand the king's intentions, and hurt her own body. ”

Mrs. Mi said that Yingzheng had already ordered the craftsman to start carving the body of the piano a few months ago?

A few months ago, Lin Jixiang hadn't come yet, and Ying Zheng hadn't mentioned the idea of asking me to let go of the paulownia piano, he just said that the paulownia piano was not as perfect as the piano and the song...

It turned out that Yingzheng had already wanted to replace my piano, instead of making a rash decision, and deliberately tested Lin Jixiang's reaction after getting the paulownia Muqin.

Is it really that I am too suspicious of Yingzheng's intentions for me?

Mrs. Mi lives in the deep palace, but I never doubt the news she said: she has the capable ministers left by the Empress Dowager Huayang to do things for the son and their mother and son. Although after the Empress Dowager Huayang was gone, these ministers were all driven to positions that were not important to national politics by Yingzheng, but there must be no problem with the collection and accuracy of these news.

Mrs. Mi's grief touched me, and the news she told me rekindled my guilt for Ying Zheng - the stronger Ying Zheng's love for me in the past, the deeper my regret now.

In the Qixi Palace, I deeply reflected on my own wariness of others in the past, and suddenly felt that my defense of others in the two lives was indeed too strong, especially for Yingzheng, I doubled the shallowness of others to me on the innocent him.

Because of avoiding the eyes of the world, Lin Jixiang, who had not yet reached the capital of Qi State, came to me with the news about Yingzheng and Li Zi's relationship, and it also made my guilty heart even heavier:

It turned out that Ying Zheng couldn't eat plums because of physical reasons, he avoided plums, in fact, because he followed his father Yiren when he was young (at that time, Yiren was only the son of Qin who was a hostage in Zhao State) was fostered in Zhao State, Zhao Guogongzi Jia once wanted to eat plums, and under the pretext that he couldn't reach it, he deliberately instructed someone to catch Ying Zheng to make him a human flesh pad.