In the fifty-third year of the Great Qi Yongjia, the Rongguo Gong Gu Song, who had been lingering on the sickbed for several months, was already angry.

His children and grandchildren were all in front of the bed, and his wife was also holding his hand with tears beside him.

In this life, he was rich and noble, he respected and loved each other with his wife, his children were also filial and motivated, and the harmony and prosperity of his family were widely praised by many people.

He looked at his wife, the pink peach cheeks of his youth had long since become a chrysanthemum, she was a young lady from the declining Shi family, and his family background did not match him, but it was also his blessing to be able to spend his life with such a virtuous and gentle woman. So he used all his strength to be good to her, spoil her, love her, respect her, and give her all his love.

He was very content with this life.

But lately, he has often wondered what would happen if he could do it all over again.

On the nineteenth day of the fifty-third year of the Great Qi Yongjia, the Duke of Rongguo sang the praises of the Emperor and died of illness.

In April of the ninth year of Chengqing in the Great Zhou Dynasty, under the Chinese table of Qilin Fang, the sun was a little dazzling.

Gu Song closed his eyes and opened them again, there was no wife in front of him, no filial and motivated children and grandchildren, and no choking smell of medicine, just a group of noisy little hairy heads and his follower Song Jiang, who had been dead for ten years-and the shadow engraved in the depths of his heart with his eyes closed, bleeding from the corners of his forehead, and combing his head in a double bun!

He looked around, and the desolation in his heart when he was facing the disappearance suddenly became shocking!

Yes, that's her.

He knew he would never forget it, but he didn't expect it to be so profound. It turns out that no matter where his soul is, he still has to go with these memories after all.

He knew she didn't remember anymore. But even if she didn't know it, he was going to take it away.

He wants to carve her into his bones, in his soul, and in the next life, he will pass by in the sea, and he will gently call her.

"Yan Yan." He called softly, the name so jerky that it was hard for him to speak.

In the fifty years he has been with his wife, he has not called this name again, even if only in private. He knew what respect was, and he never and never missed the old days.

But there are some things that I don't think about often, but I remember them the most.

Fifty years, plus the ten years from the time he knew her to the time he married him, is sixty years. It's so hard to spit out the name. It slid from the bottom of his throat to the tip of his tongue, but it was natural.

He pushed through the crowd and crouched down. Reach out and hug her, God has eyes, he should allow him to be close to her for a few more moments.

A punch stabbed him in the left eye without warning, and he sat back to the ground with a muffled grunt. His hand didn't let go.

This blow was fatal. But it also hurts.

Song Jiang and the others immediately surrounded him. He sat with his eyes covered for a long time, but he cried and laughed.

It hurts, it's not a dream.

It's true.

He's back. He went back to the day he first met her.

Han Ji has not yet appeared. She hasn't exchanged fire with An Ninghou yet, nothing happened to the Pure Water Nunnery, and he still has a lot of time to do it again.

It was the most important period of his life.

He remembered that she had said that he was her first friend, that she had been the first to share her secrets with him, and that if he hadn't stabbed that sword, everything would have been different.

God blesses people, he has never been sorry for anyone in his life, and God has fulfilled his promise.

Shen Yan, who was held in his arms, was also stunned, he was going back, and it didn't look like a good thing to beat people to cry and laugh.

"Are you alright?" She was a little weak-hearted, she didn't expect her to shoot so hard.

He shed tears, picked her up from the ground, and hugged her into his arms with a smile: "I'm fine." I am back. “

There was a terrifying inhalation sound from all sides, and she was also very stiff in his arms, he knew that everyone was surprised, the people living in the workshop were all people with status, and the rules in each family were as big as the sky, he hugged the second girl of the Shen family, and he didn't let go, everyone could almost see that his skin was peeled off by Shen Mi layer by layer.

"You, let go!" Shen Xin, who hadn't left, walked over with a blushing face, a little nervous, but his eyes didn't dodge.

And he let go.

Although I can't bear it for a moment, holding on to it doesn't help things at all.

Coming to her senses, she kicked him in the lower abdomen again, and then pulled her legs and ran.

He bent down in pain, Song Jiang exclaimed in surprise, but he was very happy, there is nothing better than being able to do it all over again in life.

He knew that she loved Han Ji, he didn't want to snatch his love, he just hoped that he would have no regrets in his life.

He hoped that he had never hurt her, and that she would still be friends with him even if she married someone else.

When he returned home, the Qi family still shouted that he wanted to go to the Shen family.

He went anyway. He didn't know if he would take the liberty of changing these trajectories to make things appear in another state, he didn't dare to move, he just followed the trajectory of his previous life, quietly waited for Xiao Ji to appear, and waited for the day when the Pure Water Nunnery came.

After arriving at the Shen family, he quietly looked at her, who was no more than his shoulder height, and looked like a little wild cat with her teeth and claws.

But no one mentioned that he was holding her, that is, he had privately asked the Duchess of Rongguo to come forward to settle the matter.

His eyes were full of tenderness, and she may have noticed it, and looked at him suspiciously a few times, turned her head away, and turned her head to look at him again.

He didn't move, just staring down at his toes.

Everything in the Shen family is full of intimacy, since she got married, he has rarely come here, and occasionally only goes to find Shen Mi or Shen Xin.

The Qi family returned home without a doubt, Gu Zhicheng unexpectedly beat him, and a few days later, Shen Mi took her to Gu's house to make amends.

Shen Mi and Gu Zhicheng had a good conversation in the main hall, and he looked at her on the bed in the side hall.

I didn't care about many details back then, but now that she looks at it, she is bored playing with the fingers on the table, as if she is preoccupied.

Not long after that, something happened to the Shen family, and she should be worried about this.

He silently observed her for a long time, and couldn't help but say when she handed back the dropped fingers: "If you like it, I'll give it to you." “

Her eyes widened in shock, and she looked so cute.

Even after a Jiazi time. He still had a flush on his face.

She just had a magic that could make him blush because of her at any time.

She was shocked and pushed it back, "I don't want it, and you sue again that I took your things." “

"No, it won't." He held back the surging in his heart, "I will give it to you if I say it will be given to you." ”

She stared at him for a moment with big watery eyes, "I don't want men and women to kiss or not." ”

He laughed.

It turns out that she is really so self-disciplined when she is young.

After all the years with her, she never took anything from him except food.

He really liked her for being principled.

After that, Gu Zhicheng and Shen Mi became good friends.

The relationship between the two families is also becoming more and more harmonious.

The troubles brought by the Shen family that she encountered were no different from those in her previous life. He's always there when she's going to be there. With his arrogance that has not changed even after a long time, he accepts all her requests for help.

They followed Gu Zhicheng and Shen Mi to go fishing in Zhuangzi, and he "bullied" Rhubarb, just to miss her angry appearance at that time. He "reluctantly" gave her rhubarb's wound medicine, just because he missed the laughter when she succeeded in getting revenge on him.

Everything is precious. Like dew on a flower. Because it is time-bound.

As long as Xiao Ji appears. He's going to become less important.

Xiao Ji appeared.

When she went to investigate the cause of Aunt Wu's death, he secretly protected her, and he saw her being scattered by the crowd under the carriage. In the alley, the young and beautiful Xiao Ji stared at her with murderous eyes. At this moment, he knew that they had first met here, and on this day, his heart was like a knife, he thought he knew everything in her world, but he didn't expect that there were still some things he didn't know.

He followed her and Xiao Ji to the outside of Qin's mansion, and then waited for her to come out and went back to the alley. Pretending not to be seen, she asked where she had gone, but she didn't say anything, as calm as ever.

He didn't say anything either. Knowing the result, why be sad?

When Xiao Ji came to the house, he was also very calm, although he struggled, he still chatted with him strictly according to the way he remembered, talked to him, and went to the courtyard.

She flew into the courtyard like a butterfly, Xiao Ji embarrassed her in every way, he kept watching and did not dissuade him, because he couldn't pretend to be sweet when he thought of their love in the future. When Xiao Ji was holding her collar and lashing at her, he saw the grievance in her eyes, but he still couldn't hold back after all, and rushed up to knock on his wrist and put her down.

"Yan Yan is still a child." That's just what he said.

How can we say more? They came to Japan as husband and wife.

In his previous life, he thought that the contradiction between them was just accidental, and he didn't make a move in order to calm the matter, but this life is different, since they will have entanglements in the future, and they will join forces to deal with so many enemies, why should the relationship be so stiff?

She hid behind him and jumped up and scolded Xiao Ji loudly as a "bastard", as if he was her umbrella.

He was so distressed that he wanted to cry, as long as she was willing, he was willing to let her hide behind her for the rest of her life.

He sent her back to the Shen family.

After coming back, Xiao Ji asked him, "What do you have to do with that girl?" ”

"It doesn't matter. Neighbors who don't come and go often. He smiled.

Xiao Ji took a deep look at him and left.

After that, they seemed to have crossed paths a little, but he had only heard about it.

He was so amused that he didn't meddle in what was going on between them, as if he hadn't noticed it in his previous life.

But his lack of attention doesn't mean that he doesn't know her whereabouts, and soon after Shen Simin arrived with Du Jun, when Shen Simin finally planned to use snakes to help Du Jun play the role of heroes saving beauty, he secretly caught a few snakes into Du Jun's crotch and turned him into an incurable disease of lifelong urine.

In this life, he can't let himself hurt her, and he will never let anyone try to make a bad idea about her.

She didn't know about it. When he saw her again, she had already replaced the big padded jacket with a small padded jacket, and told him how hateful her aunt was, how much of a bastard Du Jun was, and how troublesome Shen Ying was.

And in her previous life, she had never complained to him like this, and this small change made his heart very warm in early spring.

He likes her, no matter in the past or present life, even if she is not his, the guardian of this life can be exchanged for this change, and he feels that he has made a lot of money.

He didn't know what love was, he only knew that his love for her could be so deep that he would carry this memory with him for every lifetime.

He often felt that a certain bone joint in his body, a wisp of soul in his three souls and seven souls, was changed by her. Without her, his life would not be complete. If he was still a little confused about this in his previous life, coupled with the taste of coming back in this life, he was already clear and clear.

In this year, someone finally discovered that his cleanliness habit was completely gone. Someone finally noticed that he didn't look so stuffy anymore.

He watched the flowers bloom and fall in front of the court, while secretly simplifying the things to be done for her, intentionally or unintentionally providing her with some clues, while quietly waiting for the change in the Pure Water Nunnery.

Finally, the Midyear Festival is coming.

He calmly changed his clothes, prepared his horse, and went to find her to go with him to put the lantern.

He has no ability to change the world, only the ability to follow the trajectory of his previous life and correct all his regrets and mistakes. As for her life, he didn't want to change it.

On the way there, she was very happy, and kept asking him what was on the street through the curtain, and from time to time pointed to things on the road and asked him to buy a car.

Very happy. Everything is just as I remember it.

It's just that when the fire broke out, he had already gone to ask Song Jiang to send a message to the government, and then masked her and took her to a safe place.

Life and death are fateful, wealth is in the sky, if a few people don't die in the nunnery, how can An Ninghou get the final punishment? How can her heart be at peace? This is the sin created by An Ninghou, she will give justice to the world, and in this life he doesn't want to care about other things, he just hopes to be able to guard her until she grows old with peace of mind.

In this life, he was only born for her.

The sudden fire was certainly shocking.

He carried her from the fire to the already burned ruins, and as he swept up, he felt her hand gently hugging him, but he believed it was an illusion, she had never been insensitive to him, and she would never show affection for a strange masked person. She is just calmer and smarter than ordinary people, and she also knows how to judge the situation.

He put her down, stuffed her with a knife to defend herself, and hid in the shadows.

She frowned and stood in the ruins where he killed her with a sword, scanning all the surroundings, her eyes were turbulent, like doubt, like anger, but not like fear.

He leaned against the corner of the wall with his sword in his hand, like a vigorous dog-tail flower in the field, his heart, his eyes, his god, his soul, all on it.

Even if he has had a short life, even if he has seen countless outstanding women in his life for more than 70 years, there is no one in his heart who can compare to her who is moving and quiet, she never knows how to be afraid, she is not afraid of power, and she will always have the courage to control her own destiny.

He was also born in the Zhong Ding family and has received excellent training since childhood, but he still lacks her courage to face everything.

If he had the courage in his previous life, how could he not dare to face her after making a mistake, and now it seems that he just needs to turn his head and look for her immediately?

You can't turn back time, and now it's time back. (To be continued......)