Extra: Gu Song - If life is only as first seen (II)
He knew that she was very smart, and in order not to affect the original trajectory, and in order to still see her happily with her beloved, he could only make changes carefully.
After tonight, she will still return to her original position, continue their cooperation with Xiao Ji, and go on the road of lifelong companionship.
It didn't take long for Xiao Ji to arrive as scheduled, she said a few words to him, and he walked out of the fire with her.
He stood silent in the dark for a moment, and slowly took off his night clothes and walked out.
The chaos of the night was as familiar as it had happened yesterday, and he knew that she would be safe next, so he didn't follow behind to protect her.
He still went to Dongtai Temple, slept in the meditation room for three days and three nights, and then climbed to the back mountain to see the morning light, the sunset, the moon, and the stars.
In his previous life, he was drunk and dreamed of death, I don't know what night it is, he also drank wine in this life, but not like that, he carried the pot, facing the sky, and took small sips, as if this pot was not wine at all, but his fruitless love in two lives, no pain, no suffering, guarding her here, is a mission he has not completed.
After a few days in the mountains, he slowly descended the mountain and returned home.
He didn't hurt her by mistake in this life, so there was no one who would come to him.
What's more, he had already explained to Song Jiang before he came out, and he had something to do for a few days.
He didn't go back, he just didn't want to change the world too much, in fact, he didn't appear this time, and he was not used by An Ninghou, which was the most fatal weakness for An Ninghou.
It was very quiet in Qilin Fang, and it was obvious that four or five days was enough time to suppress this turmoil.
He planned to go back to Qi's house to live for a while. His presence doesn't matter anymore anyway.
Entering the courtyard, he stopped after taking two steps.
Under the pomegranate tree in the courtyard, on the stone bench under the pomegranate tree that has begun to bear small lanterns, there is a person sitting on the side facing the door, the weather is still hot, she is wearing a plain dress of smoke and yarn, waist-length long hair is draped on the back of Linglong, and she looks at the pomegranate above her head, as if coming from a dream.
He was a little stunned, and his memory seemed to be skewed. He didn't remember that she would be here at this time.
"You're back." She tilted her head. Yan smiled, as if he had just gone to the next door to pick up something.
He stood there for a moment, then walked over to her and asked, "Are you okay?" "It's also calm and natural. I wasn't excited at all.
She was still smiling. Stand up lazily. With his hands behind his back, he raised his chin and said, "What do you say?" ”
He couldn't tell. Judging by the way she looks, she should be fine, right? In her previous life, she was fine. Of course, there will be nothing wrong in this life.
He also smiled, slowly walked to the table and sat down, and said, "It's okay." ”
Xiao Ji loved her very much, and when he saw her like this, he suddenly had a feeling that he had sent the treasures he had treasured for two lifetimes to him.
She didn't leave quickly, but while blackmailing his snacks, while exaggerating the thrills of that night, while confiding in how wronged he was, he found that in this life she was more like a child than in the previous life, whining unscrupulously, pestering him and chattering non-stop, while making fun of his stuffy nature, and on the other hand, she opened a pair of deep eyes to look at him fixedly when he was not paying attention.
In the end, she actually patted him on the shoulder.
He knew that she trusted him through and through, and treated him as one of her own.
Although he was masked that night, he may have been recognized by the ghostly her.
He was very settled. This also prompted him to want to better help her and Xiao Ji.
Xiao Ji still has a long way to go, if he can go more smoothly, then she will be much less frightened in the future.
He began to provide some key information to Xiao Ji intentionally or unintentionally, so that he knew in advance that the county lord of Chen Wangfu might be alive, and Wu Dongping, the thousand general of the Chinese military camp, was one of the three thousand dead soldiers under the princess, Xiao Ji was born with a strong appeal, and soon he took the king of Chu and the king of Zheng, Xiao Aiyu was found by him in advance, and the most important thing is that he changed his mind to help Zhao Jun ascend the throne.
Everything went so smoothly that it didn't work.
Xiao Ji's purpose is basically the same as her, and with him Gu Song as Xiao Ji's military advisor, there is no need for her to come forward to do anything.
Xiao Ji's ascension to the throne was three years earlier than in his previous life.
Their wedding was postponed to a normal age.
This year, Xiao Ji is twenty-one, she is sixteen, and the phoenix crown is as beautiful as a painting.
But the strange thing is that he is not unbalanced, and he accepts it all very peacefully.
He watched her phoenix crown and xia curtain step on the wedding sedan chair sent by the palace, and began to find that his affection for her had changed again.
In his previous life, he didn't see her get on the sedan chair, but in this life he did.
In his previous life, he didn't have a perfect friendship, but in this life he has.
His mission was completed ahead of schedule, and his regrets were filled up.
He began to miss his wife in his previous life, the woman who was in an embarrassing situation but always had a good heart, and was so gentle that she seemed to be able to tolerate heaven and earth.
In his previous life, he spent seventy percent of his years with her, spring, summer, autumn and winter, morning and evening, the sun and the moon, every moment was engraved with her brand. She shared with him the joy and excitement of facing newborn girls, and the precious bits and pieces of raising them to grow up. She was his surviving person, and he seemed to have forgotten her entirely.
He invited Shen Xin to ride a horse to Huizhou and find the Du family.
She lost her mother and was forced by her stepmother to admit her mistake to her sister for her brother's unintentional trouble.
He remembered that after getting married, when he returned from the snowy night, he personally cooked soup for him, and after returning drunk, she knelt on the couch and gently rubbed his chest, he won the emperor's commendation, and she never said much to face his beckoning and only smiled slightly, took two steps forward, handed him a handkerchief to wipe his sweat, and seemed to have no regrets in this life.
He never knew that before the Du family promised him the eldest daughter of their third master, they would endure such an unbearable life. He thought he loved her and respected her, but he never asked her about her situation when she was young. They had been together for fifty years, and she had never complained to him for a word. has never used a trick behind her back, even if Xue stopped at that time to joke that he asked him to take a concubine, she overheard it, she just sat silently by the window for half a night.
He thought that she was the concubine of the Du family, even if her biological mother was gone, according to the Du family's family background, the rules should not be so bad.
But he didn't expect that since Du Jun would be raised crookedly by Shen Simin, other children might also be raised crooked in these years of withering.
Ruolan's father is such a person, serving as the prefect outside, but the family is in chaos.
He remembered that in his previous life, it was Shen Mi who was the matchmaker. After inquiring with Gu Zhicheng, he mentioned that there was such a girl in the Du family. Knowledgeable, gentle and beautiful, even Mrs. Shen and Mrs. Hua have praised everyone's beauty, but it is a pity to lose her mother. I don't know if the Gu family pays attention to this.
He was twenty-one that year. Qi was so anxious that his hair was about to turn white. He himself has no opinion, because of his unconditional trust in Shen Mi.
It turns out that Shen Mi really didn't tell a lie, she is indeed virtuous and virtuous, and her virtue is impeccable.
He suddenly realized. In addition to Shen Yan, his regret is also his wife who he has neglected for so many years but thinks he has fulfilled all his responsibilities.
He walked up to her without thinking, straightened her shoulders, untied his sword and placed it on the table in front of Mrs. Du, and said only two words, propose.
Mrs. Du learned his identity from Shen Simin, who came in a hurry, and her face turned white with shock. wanted to support me and shirk, but he asked Shen Xin on the spot to write down his Geng post with pen and paper.
It was not only the Du family and the others who were frightened, but also Shen Xin, who came with them.
However, no one dares to refuse such a marriage, the little prince of the Rongguo Mansion not only has a title, but also military power, and more importantly, he is one of the favorite ministers regarded by the Holy God as a confidant today.
No one in the Du family has the courage to do this, and neither does Mrs. Du.
He stayed at Du's house, waiting for her to come and find him.
He never forced anyone, but Du Ruolan was his wife who had been with him for 50 years in his previous life, the mother of his future children, and the pillow man who was willing to get up to wash his hands and make soup for him when he returned at night, and he didn't want to let go.
The next evening, she came.
She hesitated under the peach blossom corridor, as if she was afraid of stepping on the ant.
He pretended to sleep in the house for a long time, and then simply walked out of the door behind her, "Do you have anything to say?" “
She was obviously startled, but fortunately, except for the waves in her eyes, her posture was still upright, and her appearance was still impeccable.
She didn't speak, she hung her head slightly, the setting sun shone on her pink cherry lips, and finally spoke: "Xiao Shizi, it's too impulsive." “
How can it be impulsive? It took him fifty years to identify the people, and if he made a mistake, he also admitted it.
He admitted that in his previous life, because of his regrets, even if he confessed his responsibility to her, when it came to the love he paid, he was really a little empty-hearted.
But this life is different, he has no regrets, if he must say that there is, it is her. In his previous life, he owed her affection, and in this life, he will use the rest of his life to make up for it.
"It's not impulsive, I've known you for a long time." He said.
She was obviously not convinced, but stared into his eyes for a moment and was skeptical. After being silent for a long time, she finally sighed: "I thought I would marry the young master of the rich man's family in the next county." Such a self-deprecating look is a bit open-minded.
She is not a person who will feel sorry for herself, nor is she a person who will be overly cautious, and the dignity of her body made him not think of her situation in her mother's family in his previous life. Therefore, whenever she said that someone from her mother's family was coming, he only received her politely, and then went with her to take care of it, and did not stand in her position to support her at all.
Ordinary and comfortable days are often difficult to have the opportunity to reflect true feelings.
If it weren't for being born again, how could he think of cherishing the people in front of him?
"The young master of the rich man's family in the next county, is I so handsome?" He touched his nose.
There was a spark of jumping in her eyes. pursed his lips and smiled, not pretentiously covering his mouth, but said generously: "Not as handsome as you." He winked. ”
This woman, when she said that it was possible to marry such a man, she could laugh, and her heart was a little rippling, and her face was a little red.
In his previous life, he had never blushed in front of her, not even the night of the cave room.
The only girl he ever blushed was Shen Yan, but now she was the only one in front of her.
She smiled, hung her head and paused, then blessed herself and walked away.
There was no further hesitation, as if he had accepted it calmly.
He felt that this trip had not been in vain.
If he doesn't come, he won't get that smile from her.
He recalled the appearance of her face full of chrysanthemums before the death of his previous life, and suddenly smiled.
When he returned to Jingshi, his family heard that he had set a family affair for him, and they were all dumbfounded.
He was confident that he invited Shen Mi, and he no longer had any doubts.
No one would doubt Shen Mi's words, he said that Miss Nadu was good, and she must be outstanding.
The Gu family went to Huizhou with great fanfare, and the wedding date was scheduled for the Double Ninth Festival half a year later.
The red candle shines high, and the phoenix sings.
After marriage, he has half a month off, and he plans to cultivate a relationship with her.
took her around and came back from relatives, and I don't know which of them mentioned to her that he had a very good relationship with the queen.
When he got up from a nap, he walked under the screen, and listened to the maid beside her say worriedly: "More than one person said that he had a nose and eyes, as if he had seen it with his own eyes." ”
"Shut up!" She reprimanded, "The queen mother and the emperor have a deep relationship, this is a matter known to everyone in the court, where did you have the courage to listen to these foul words behind your back, and come to me to chew the root of your tongue?" ”
She slapped the maid twice, that was her most trusted maid, and she never punished anyone.
He thought about it and went back to his room, and she didn't tell him this at night, but while he was reading, she was quietly doing needlework beside her, and when she felt his gaze, she looked up and smiled with him from time to time, reminding people of the quiet orchid under the moonlit night.
After waiting for two or three days, she did not come to ask him.
He finally couldn't hold back, and when he was reading a book again that day, he suddenly cleared his throat and asked her, "Have you heard any gossip in the past two days?" ”
She looked up at him and smiled, shaking her head.
He paused, and then asked, "There is a notebook in my cabinet that the queen mother made up for me in the past, have you seen it?" ”
She walked over and took it out, handed it to him, and said, "The day before yesterday, you put it under the window, and I saw that the wind was blowing, so I put it away." ”
Still no response.
He was not good at stopping their coaxing skills, so he had to sit on Lu Lai, take her hand, and say honestly: "The rumors that Qiu'er heard are not necessarily false. In the past, when the queen was not out of the cabinet, we were partners who played together, and our friendship was better than others. Even now, I see her often. “
She looked at him quietly, without jealousy, excitement, or deliberate forbearance.
He continued: "However, she is only a good friend to me, and I am the same to her, not as evil as others say, and I will not tell you lightly that there is no such thing, I do cherish this friendship, but you are my wife, my cherished person, and there is no conflict between the two." Do you believe me? “
She looked at him for a moment, then put her hand behind his back and said, "From the day you straightened my back in front of my stepmother, I have believed in you only but myself." ”
She lay gently on his shoulder, like a vine wrapped around a tree, like a finger wrapping softly, like a star and the sun and moon, and clinging to each other.
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