17. Chapter 17
I was about to say something. What should I say? I don't know, I feel like I'm speechless, "What's going on?" This is the workplace! Is it appropriate to talk about the housework? Is it suitable for romance? Anyway, it should be after work, right? Tang Yanxin said to Bai Bingbing. It means to help me out of the siege.
Bai Bingbing glanced at me reluctantly, her mouth was small, and she also glanced at Tang Yanxin, and then turned around to leave. "I don't care what this place is, anyway, I'm stacking words here, don't think it's over."
What else can I do if a girl says these things in front of someone regardless of her concern? I glanced at Tang Yanxin embarrassedly, and then looked at Bai Bingbing's back as he left angrily. Tang Yanxin's brows furrowed slightly, and she also looked at Bai Bingbing's back as she left angrily with a strange expression, until she couldn't see it.
"You...... Tonight, don't eat in the big rows on the street. Tang Yanxin turned her head to me and said.
I was a little surprised, and I couldn't figure out what she meant for a moment. I looked at her with confused eyes, trying to figure out what was going on.
"That's it...... That, that, it's unhygienic to eat those things on the street all the time. Tang Yanxin tried to explain.
But I'm sometimes so wooden, I don't understand the amorous feelings, and I actually say: "If you don't eat on the street, where can you eat?" ”
Tang Yanxin couldn't help but sigh, pulled a chair from my left, and sat next to me. Seeing Tang Yanxin sitting next to me, my doubts became bigger and bigger, my head couldn't help but think about it, and my tongue trembled, "I...... Still don't quite understand, I don't ...... Where can I go for dinner on the street......"
"Okay, you really have to draw the intestines of the doll! After work, I went to the vegetable market to buy vegetables and went back to the house to cook them. Since I cooked it with my hands, you can eat it with me. After Tang Yanxin finished speaking, she got up and went back to her office.
I chilled down and gasped for breath at my desk.
I was slowly savoring Tang Yanxin's words, and when I didn't quite understand what Tang Yanxin's true intentions were, I turned around and found that Bai Bingbing floated behind me like a ghost, with a pair of eyes with a resentful look, which shocked my heart. I knew that my snubbing of her must have hurt her self-esteem and face.
A great sense of guilt gradually hit my heart, filling me with apologies. It is not difficult to imagine that a girl like a flower and jade finally mustered up the courage to confess to you, but I did not simply refuse without any responsibility, nor did I say that I could consider it, and made things unclear, didn't this make Bai Bingbing uncomfortable? Otherwise, Bai Bingbing would not ignore it and say those heart-warming words in front of Tang Yanxin.
I don't know what she's trying to do when she's behind me. I looked at her passively, waiting for what was about to happen to be embarrassing, "I, I hate you!" I hate you to death! Bai Bingbing said faintly, and then returned to her desk like a Chinese ghost, looking very painful.
"Bingbing, I'm sorry! I really didn't know that Editor-in-Chief Tang would appear behind us......"
"What does this have to do with her haunting us now? You know exactly what I mean, but it's not crisp at all. Accept it or not, it's all in your own words! Those who drag mud and water are nothing more than half-hearted! What kind of shield are you pulling the editor-in-chief Tang to come in! Do you think I'm stupid? ”
"But this, this ......" I really don't know how to answer Bai Bingbing! Could it be that as Bai Bingbing said, I don't want to close the door with mud and water? Half-hearted? Leaving a trail to retreat from?
Ouch hey! What a complex and delicate mental activity!
This undoubtedly made my heart that could not be calmed down, and stirred up a wave again. I know that Bai Bingbing is serious about me, and I can feel this. However, the appearance of her feelings is problematic in itself. At the most inopportune time, in the most inappropriate place, she couldn't help but reveal it to me. But at that time, can I leave Yi Ting and accept Bingbing's feelings?
Of course not! As I said, I'm a clean person. Emotionally, I'm not going to be unclean. Even now, now that I've fallen out of love, I still can't accept other people's feelings. I still haven't woken up from the pain of losing Yi Ting, I'm still chopping and messing around.
Why can't I accept other people's feelings now? If it's an old love, it seems that there are still some wishes. However, in my heart, deep in my heart, that hidden, hazy feeling told me that it didn't seem entirely because of Yi Ting!
As for the real reason, I don't know. My intuition is telling me that my true woman is not Bai Bingbing.
I was stunned for a moment and sat back in my chair to make changes to the document. However, I am not destined to be able to concentrate on my work today. Because there are some things that are so hard for me to stop thinking. You say, what did Tang Yanxin mean by telling me not to go to eat on the street just now?
Did she stop me from eating on the street just because she made her own fire and cooked the rice? Did you really let me eat with her because the food on the street was unhygienic? Tang Yanxin's appearance is so charming and beautiful that whoever she smiles sweetly at will not help but think about it......
I know she doesn't necessarily have any thoughts about me. After all, we've known each other for too short. It's just that for some kind of wrong reason, I live in the same room with her, which gives me reasons and conditions to think about it. What's more, her initiative to show favor to me is irresistible to me.
I hurriedly corrected the wrong layout, and carefully checked it several times to confirm that there were no problems before I dared to hang it on the website. I can't make a mistake this time, if not for anything else, even if it's just for Tang Yanxin's face, I have to fight for her and myself.
But in this way, I still got off work late. When I walked out onto the street, it was already lit up. The hustle and bustle of the city doesn't seem to stop, it just comes and goes. I closed the door to my office, took two deep breaths at the night sky on the street, and hurried to my rented room.
I really don't know what Tang Yanxin is busy with now. She cooks at home, and I should have helped, but I was delayed by work, so I had to rush back to the house as much as I could.
When I got to the rented house, I just opened the rental door. Hey, a table of food has just been prepared and placed there, and it is still smelling and enticing in front of my eyes. Suddenly, I was stunned by the door. I don't know why, my eyes are a little jerky, and tears can't help but roll in my eyes.
This is not hypocrisy! It was the long-lost family atmosphere that touched me deeply. The helplessness and loneliness of the wanderer in the depths of my heart were touched. I opened my mouth twice before I spelled out two syllables: "It smells so good!" ”
Tang Yanxin didn't expect me to be so emotional, she was standing at the dinner table and unbuttoning her apron, and when she saw that my eyes were red, she didn't know what to say for a while. His hands gently rubbed his apron and looked at me in a daze. From the moment I walked into the living room, there wasn't much sound in the living room, and the atmosphere was ambiguous and chilling. "Me, what sad thing do you remember?"
I waved my hand to Tang Yanxin in a panic, wiped my tears and said a few "nos", and at the end, I explained: "You...... It reminds me of a warm home......"
Tang Yanxin suddenly smiled and said that everyone is out of the house, after all, it is not easy. In the future, there are still many things that need to help each other, support each other, and learn from each other, as a woman, there is nothing to cook at home. Tang Yanxin will also need your help at times, right?
I quickly replied to her, yes, yes, yes. Tang Yanxin then made a gesture to sit down, and then sat down opposite me. She had a smile on her face and told me not to be polite, not knowing if the food she cooked was to my liking. As she spoke, she picked up the chopsticks and put the food into my bowl to make me pay for it. She looked very charming and enchanting.
"Good, good. That's great. I can't imagine that you really have a knack for cooking. In the future, I don't know who marries you, then it will really be that person's happiness. I said as I paid for her cooking.
Tang Yanxin smiled happily and looked directly into my eyes. I knew it was her politeness, showing that she was doing that with respect for me, and not anything else. "Just because you cook a good dish doesn't mean you're going to be able to get a foothold in the city. In the future, if I don't make some achievements in the business, no one can guarantee that I will be able to work in the website for a long time, don't you say? ”
Tang Yanxin said this, with a shallow smile on her face, revealing a pair of cute dimples, and her face was bright and intoxicating.
"yes, yes." I agree with her. Dining at the same table with such a brilliant and charming girl as Tang Yanxin, I don't want to mention how happy I am! People can't help but fantasize about being able to do a career with Tang Yanxin. There is a kind of homely warmth in the small living room, which is the easiest to reverie.
"Actually, as soon as I arrived at the website, I sat in the position of editor-in-chief in the second editorial room, which was not as glamorous as it seemed. I promised the editor-in-chief not only to improve the quality of the layout, but also to bring in some advertising business. On the basis of the original, expand the revenue of the website. If I can't, I'll have to roll up the futon and leave. You'll have to help me. ”
"As long as I can use my strength, I will do my best." I said crisply.
Tang Yanxin smiled charmingly, looked at me and said, "This is what you promised me personally." Don't go back! You have to remember what you said today! Here, raise a glass and toast to a better tomorrow! ”