16. Chapter 16 – Am I Not Worthy of Your Love at All?
I concentrated on carefully looking at the layout that Tang Yanxin was referring to, and my eyes fell on Tang Yanxin's computer, only to find that the handwriting of the columns in this issue was blurred, and the font size specifications were also different, just like some documents that had been stored for too long would be deformed when opened again.
"I can't believe such a low-level mistake, it could have come from you! I know you're not under anyone's power, but how can such a problem arise! Tang Yanxin finally stopped being a child, and bluntly expressed her disappointment with my work, and at the same time with a reproachful tone.
My face turned pale in an instant, and I couldn't believe that I could make such a low-level mistake. The person sat down honestly and unceremoniously on Tang Yanxin's big chair, stretched out his hand, and fidgeted and repeatedly clicked on the wrong column with the mouse, and my hand holding the mouse trembled significantly.
My brain was filled with self-blame. Tang Yanxin just took over as the editor-in-chief of our second editorial room, and as her co-tenant, I actually made a fool of myself in front of her, and I was faceless to the point of being self-ashamed. "Editor-in-Chief Lu, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for causing you trouble just after you took office! I'm willing to accept any criticism. ”
Tang Yanxin turned around and looked at me who had already stood up from the seat, looking like she wanted to say something and stopped, and after thinking about it, her face turned a little red for a moment. "Are you unhappy?"
I nodded, and suddenly noticed that something was wrong, and quickly shook my head, and said, "I...... There is nothing unhappy. On that day, I was probably in a hurry...... That's right, that's right, it's the day I looked for a house. Maybe I didn't work intentionally to make such a low-level mistake. However, I promise that from now on, nothing like this will happen again. ”
"Oh, that's right. By the way, can I ask you a question? ”
"Of course. Whatever you ask me, I will answer you truthfully. ”
"yes, that's for the best. I mean, haven't you been working on the website all the time? In other words, you should have lived well all the time, why do you suddenly have to rent a new house again that day? ”
Hey, it's really that pot doesn't open that pot! You don't ask so many questions, but you ask me the most difficult questions! I really don't know how to answer her. Although I have just said what to ask me and what to answer, this question really makes me feel torn between what to ask.
You know, it's a shame for me! Why rent a new house? I can sue Tang Yanxin, because my ex-girlfriend Yi Ting was taken possession of by the president of her company, and she was taken care of in her office. What embarrassed and stimulated me the most was that the scene that made every man short of breath was witnessed by me!
So I had to break up with her and come out and find a new house to rent! Hehe, what's that? is so sad, so embarrassed for men to speak, what do you tell me to say to Tang Yanxin? Do you want to describe that scene to her? Can I do it? Although this can reduce my psychological pressure, obviously, I can't say it.
What's more, Tang Yanxin and I haven't gotten acquainted with that Cheng dù yet. At best, I can only say that I have a good impression of Tang Yanxin. It's like many men have a crush on beautiful and generous women.
"This ...... How did you suddenly bring up this issue? I replied embarrassedly. He hung his head and watched as one of his feet collided with each other.
"It doesn't mean anything else. I just think it's too much of a coincidence. Why is there only one house left? How could the two agree to share a house without thinking? What's more, we are still colleagues! Is it too much of a coincidence, you say? Tang Yanxin said with a smile.
Tang Yanxin's words were actually suggestive. It's just that I wasn't very focused at the time, and I didn't hear the smell. I just think in my heart that it is really a coincidence! So, I laughed stupidly and touched the back of my head, and I didn't see an itch, I just scratched it unconsciously.
At the end, Tang Yanxin suddenly said: "By the way, I heard that your social skills are very strong, and some acquaintances are in large companies?" ”
I'm dizzy! Am someone as introverted as me as socially competent? Make no mistake......
After casually dealing with a few words that I don't have any acquaintances in a large company, I left Tang Yanxin's office.
Knowing that mistakes can be corrected, and good is great.
After coming out of Tang Yanxin's office and returning to my desk, I hurriedly opened the column I had edited, examined it carefully, and then removed the entire column. Actually, the difference in the column is not very obvious. Generally not connoisseurs, I'm afraid they won't notice.
But since Tang Yanxin was accused by Chen Yideng, the editor-in-chief of the first editorial room, it is natural for her to ask me for accountability. I have no complaints about this, I am still a little nervous, and I always feel sorry for Tang Yanxin in my heart. Lo and behold, even now back at my desk, my hands are still trembling with nervousness.
I felt guilty in my heart, not only because I lived in the same room with her, but also because of an indescribable, hazy feeling. What's more, when she learned that I was on a business trip, yes, she called me into her office. However, instead of criticizing me in her office, it is better to say that she used this reason to be ambiguously entangled with me for more than half an hour!
For the sake of these things, I should take full responsibility for my mistakes. Even if this is Chen Yideng's deliberate nitpicking on me. In short, I have a sense of wanting to protect Tang Yanxin. At the very least, I can't drag her down and make her unnecessarily blamed for my faults.
Therefore, I carefully revised and perfected the layout of the columns I edited, and tried to make sure that there were no more mistakes. After I've revised the column layout, I'll just hang it up. Of course, in order to make the new layout of this business trip cuò column feel refreshing, I decided to make a lot of effort to change the layout to a beautiful one.
In this way, I have to take out the illustrations stored in my favorites. When I opened my favorites, I was amazed by the beautiful flower arrangements and the plates, but I loved them. With them as a foil, the new layout can't be pretty. Of course, the premise is that I have to revise the original documentation.
Just as I was engrossed, an exclamation suddenly came from behind me, and I was so frightened that I bounced straight out of my seat! Bai Bingbing came behind me at some point, and at this moment he was clenching his hands into fists, holding his chin under his chin, his eyes were about to fall out, his face was blushing, and he had a surprised expression.
No way! Want to scare people to death? Is there such a shouting? My heart was so frightened by her that I couldn't stop beating until I looked back and saw that it was her. "What are you doing here? Do you want to scare me to death so I can go to the grave? Why did you hide behind me silently, and suddenly screamed! ”
"Why am I just hiding behind you? Isn't that just the way to go! When I ask you if you have any good illustrations, you always answer me no. Look, what are these in the text? Ouch. I can't see it, a big man, it's such a small device, it's really ......"
Bai Bingbing didn't say any more. But the look on her face really embarrassed! Hey! I'm miserable this time, I'm afraid of many competitors on weekdays, and I always hide what good tricks I have, but now I'm caught by Bai Bingbing, I don't know how to answer her! I really didn't expect this kind of mess to happen in front of her!
Bai Bingbing's face was full of hurt expression, and she turned her face to the side and didn't want to look at me again. It stands to reason that since she knew I had reservations about her, she should have walked away resolutely. Embarrassment makes me boring. However, she did not leave, as if waiting for me to make amends to her. It's embarrassing for me, and I don't know how to deal with it for a while!
At this moment, Tang Yanxin seemed to sense that something was wrong and walked over from her office. Seeing the embarrassed look on my face, I guessed what was going on. She was very calm, pretending to cough twice, so that Bai Bingbing, who was stunned, would know that she had approached.
She brushed back the sea in front of her forehead with her hand. "What's the matter, Xian Yi, why don't you fix the wrong layout sooner? What are you doing here? ”
This is obviously helping to save the driver, or he came as a leader.
It's quite interesting. She is a department head, and she has a lot of opportunities, how can she be so free to get involved in this kind of ambiguous little trick between men and women in the office? And so timely and just right! Was she so bored that she was watching my every move? Hehe, it's really my heart.
I let out an "oh" and sat back in my chair as if I had been saved. I knew that Bai Bingbing was still looking at my Wen Jiàn clip, her cheeks suddenly swollen red, and her forehead was hot and sweaty. Actually, I understand very well that Bai Bingbing cares so much about what I hide from her because she once hinted at me something.
At that time, I was already living the same life as a young couple with Yi Ting, can I make eye contact with Bai Bingbing again? I'm a clean person, and I don't want to hurt Bingbing, so I've been keeping my distance from her, consciously or unconsciously. Although Bai Bingbing is also a pure beauty. But because of this, I don't want to hurt her!
But people are always like this, the more they can't get it, the more they want to get it! My snub to Bingbing has become the source of her reluctant pursuit! "You...... Do you really hate me that much? Am I not worthy of your love at all? Am I bad like that? ”
Hey! Bai Bingbing is a little open-minded! Even if Tang Yanxin was right in front of her, she didn't care about it. As soon as she said this, it really made my face flush, I didn't dare to face Tang Yanxin, the ambiguous scene with her in her office just now has not been erased, and now I immediately let her see this scene, which really embarrassed me!