7. Chapter 7: I'm going to do her when I'm done
It is not difficult to imagine how huge Yi Ting's betrayal of me was to me! I don't remember how I got myself drunk. The next day, when I woke up in a blur, I felt a splitting headache and a dry mouth. But I didn't feel bad at all. I think it's much better than the heartache.
My heart is dead. My heart is disheartened. However, I still didn't dare not go to work. Life is so realistic. Obviously, I was already scarred, but I still had to grit my teeth and persevere, and go to work at the company. As I said, I'm a hand-to-hand salaryman. Even if my heart feels like a knife has been cut, so what? It's not that I don't dare to lose that job!
I am a proletarian through and through, and my survival depends entirely on my hands to feed me. Therefore, I can't have the slightest petty bourgeoisie and ask for leave to heal at every turn. Both physically and mentally. Sometimes, I really envy the petty bourgeoisie, who have a good family background and a solid economic foundation to back them up. You can take the opportunity to play some very pretentious tricks.
But I can only envy, except in reality, I can't afford to play any mood. Therefore, I quietly went back to the website in advance with my bag on my back, and tucked my bag under my desk and hid it, for fear that others would see it and ask me, and I didn't know how to explain it. I said I wanted to travel, so I didn't want to work? I said that my girlfriend betrayed me, and I really don't know where to put my face!
In short, I looked like a thief, and in the morning light, I quietly returned to the website in advance. After hiding my bags, I went to the bathroom to wash my face with cold water, combed my messy hair with my hands, and patted away the grass clippings and mud that stuck to my body, trying to hide the traces of the time I spent in the park last night.
Then, I quickly went back to my computer desk. Taking advantage of the fact that there is no one now, I turn on my computer and search the Internet for information on renting houses in the city. At the end of the day, I have to settle myself. That's how realistic my life is. I had indulged myself all night last night, and today I have to come back to reality. Otherwise, I'd be on the streets.
At around eight o'clock, the company's employees came back one after another. Seeing that swaggering horse always pass in front of me, my heart was angry. If it weren't for the fact that this used the website's money to reinvest anything, the website's salary would not have been delayed; If I don't postpone the distribution, I won't lose Yi Ting!
Don't listen to what he says about expanding reinvestment channels, in fact, many times he spends his money on socializing. As a result, not only did it not increase the website's business, let alone increase its revenue. The advertisement that was finally brought back, the income was not enough to cover the reception expenses, which caused the financial budget to be tight, and finally had to take the stupid trick of delaying the payment of wages.
In fact, in private, there are a lot of rumors about how this Mr. Ma used means such as false entertainment tickets to fill his pockets. It's just that I can't find evidence, which makes it difficult for the investors on the board of directors and for us small employees. caused me to break up with Yi Ting, half of the credit for Yi Ting's unfirm bottom line of life, and half of the credit for Mr. Ma's delay in salary payment.
Therefore, I hate this Mr. Ma! However, I did not dare to openly express the resentment in my heart. As the saying goes, under the eaves of people, you have to bow your head. Now, knowing that he was walking by my desk, I just pretended not to know, quietly detailed the net leaves of the house for rent, popped up the column I had prepared in advance, and pretended to review it again.
I'm 26 years old this year, and I've been working hard since I graduated from university, but I've been getting nowhere. I finally entered this website, in fact, I already knew in my heart that this mass journalist website is not a battlefield of dominance, but a plain and stable workplace.
I am introverted by nature and have little communicative skills. This was proven when he was in the same real estate company as Yi Ting. So, I knew my own shortcomings, and soon after confirming my relationship with Yi Ting, I left the real estate company and came to work on this website. I knew that I belonged to the disciplined type, and I was past the age of ambition, so I was bent on getting a stable job and living an ordinary life.
So I have nothing to complain about the status quo. If I want to complain, I can only complain that I am not virtuous, which will cause me to pay for the pain of falling out of love. This is the most painful and heart-rending thing I have ever paid for in this world. In the past, I had only seen descriptions and scenes of broken love in novels and on TV.
At that time, because I was watching other people's broken love, although I felt it, I would also be moved by it and cry for it. But after all, it was a bit of an itch, not a pain that touched the depths of the soul. Now, the breakup with Yi Ting really made me experience the pain of falling out of love, the misery of falling out of love, and the heart of falling out of love like a knife.
Of course, it doesn't help me to completely indulge in that pain. The important thing is, I've got to have a place to stay tonight. Otherwise, I'd really end up on the streets. I know what kind of person I am, and I would never be willing to spend 200 yuan to open a house in a hotel for a night. And that didn't cost me my life?
My money has always been spent on oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea to get by. I don't have anything extravagant. The reason why I save so much is because I once had a dream of starting a family. As I said, I operate my relationship with Yi Ting as a process of entering the marriage hall, so for the sake of that dream home, what's the big deal about saving a little me?
Perhaps, it was the dream of starting a family that made me gradually develop the habit of frugality. So the thought of finding a cheap and suitable rent made me anxious. I sped up my search for rental properties. Thankfully, around noon, I found the information I was looking for.
And, it's the last set! I quickly grabbed my bags and got on the bus, and as soon as the bus arrived, I was almost trotting to the rental house. I learned from the Internet that there was only one set left in this room, and I ran away in vain when it was late. Moreover, if you want to come across such a cheap rental house that is suitable for singles and is equipped with a bathroom and kitchen, I am afraid that it will be difficult to find it even with a lantern.
I quickly searched for the house number of the rental house, and in an inconspicuous alley, I finally found it. When I saw a middle-aged aunt gesturing something in the house, I rushed in with lightning speed, and when I was out of breath, I pointed at the aunt and wanted to say something but couldn't say a word.
A beautiful woman with a red face was begging her aunt to rent her the house, her eyes full of anticipation. I suddenly realized that it was robbing the house I had booked on the phone. So, I yelled, "No, I've booked ...... in advance."
As for us young people who have left their hometowns and rushed to a strange city alone, the ups and downs are really not those who have experienced it firsthand, and I don't know what it's like. Sometimes, in order to save money, I share a house with someone I don't know, and I don't know the details of the family; In the same way, people don't think you're in the wrong place.
As a result, there are those who guard against each other, those who look down on each other, those who take the sheep by the hand, and even those who quarrel and do something. In short, and so on.
So, after talking to Yi Ting with a shy face, I soon moved to Yi Ting's rented apartment. Because we love each other, we can tolerate each other even if we are not used to each other. After all, I live with Yi Ting, and there is a opposite-sex attraction that plays a lubricating role, minus a lot of annoyance and life.
Sometimes, inclusion is essential for those who live with. I still remember that night, I was a little drunk, and when I entered the house, I staggered, and I was so panicked that Yi Ting hurriedly came up to help me. I immediately narrowed my eyes, didn't look at Yi Ting, pushed Yi Ting away with one hand, and said nonsense: "Go away, you little waiter will leave me immediately, I only have Yi Ting in my heart, don't think about ditching me, I won't fall for you!" Except for Yi Ting, I don't touch anyone ......."
Maybe I pretended to be too similar, so that Yi Ting was a little moved. coaxed me to drink tea, and said, "Okay, okay, I know you have me in your heart." Let's take a sip of tea to relieve the bar first. ”
"All right," I said, "just two or two." Don't cheat. ”
Yi Ting then protected her mouth and smiled. When I was helped to the shower room, I covered the doorway, filled a plastic bucket with water, lifted it up, and threw it to the ground. He screamed.
Yi Ting heard such a sound and was so frightened that she went straight to the bathroom. When he saw me lying on the ground, he was blushing and trying to help me up.
As soon as she approached, I laughed and pulled her closer with one hand. She then knew that I was deliberately playing on her, and was trying to beat me in anger while struggling to avoid my stubbled chin. "You still touch me like this, aren't you afraid that I will annoy you?"
As she spoke, she suddenly bumped into me something, so she suddenly closed her mouth, and immediately blushed, squinting her eyes to see what she had encountered, and she was surprised that she felt pain, but she didn't hurt the part that touched her, which shows how solid it is! Her soaked clothes also brought her sensibility to me. I have an urgency that I can't let go even if I make a mistake......
Suddenly, she woke up from a dream and exclaimed, "Oh, no. Insecurity! ”
I laughed and played, as if by juggling, and opened my palm, and a vaguely circled sleeve appeared in front of her eyes in the small boxy plastic bag. She gritted her teeth and beat me and said, "You bad guy! It turned out that I had already calculated that I was going to do it......"
Perhaps, in the eyes of others, how vulgar this qiē is! Although Yi Ting and I only thought it was a kind of playfulness between young couples. Therefore, in the world of love, the key is to find the right person. In this way, a frolic, a joke, is enough for you to reminisce.
Only finding the right person you love is the source of your happiness. In this way, our co-living house will be wonderful.
We usually emphasize that marriage should be the right person, and there is some truth to that. Not only is the family wealth right, but even if it is knowledge and interest, it is best to be harmonious. Otherwise, find someone who regards the life of husband and wife as a flood beast, and he or she not only does not think you are interesting, but regards it as unbearable. At that time, if you were not classified as a splash, was there a more appropriate name?