When she saw me come to the boiling water room, she just smiled stupidly, her eyes still quite confused. He wanted to say something to me, but he couldn't remember what to say to me. The atmosphere in the narrow boiling water room became cramped. I tried my best to get rid of the awkwardness, so I looked around and said, "Bingbing, it must have been very uncomfortable last night, right?" Why don't you drink more hot water? Or a hot breakfast? As long as something hot gets into your stomach, it's sure to make you comfortable. ”

Bai Bingbing turned his face blankly at me, "Got it." It's still dizzy. ”

"Who told you to drink so much? If I hadn't stopped you later, you wouldn't have had to drink any more beer! I've never seen you drink so much, that massive, I feel ashamed of myself except for admiration. It can be said that you are a heroine among women, a true heroine......"

I said these things like a cannonball, but Bai Bingbing did seem to be broken, and his expression was so sad that he didn't really raise his senses, and replied politely: "Is it?" You don't laugh at me. It seems that you worked hard for you last night, and you sent me back to my accommodation, right? Do you have...... Embarrassing you? ”

It seems that Bai Bingbing has really forgotten about last night's events. It's good that she doesn't remember what she confessed to me, and it's a dilemma. Since she doesn't remember, I don't need to be burdened with thoughts. Otherwise, if I keep refusing, I will inevitably drag the mud and water; I resolutely refused, and it was too ruthless and unjust.

I politely played with her to get the mess over and returned to my seat with my own tea.

At this time, from the gate of the editor-in-chief's office, there was a harsh noise. Mr. Ma's editor-in-chief's office is located upstairs in the office hall of our editors. It belongs to the second floor where the interior is built.

The cement poured out of the platform, separated by glass for an office. The editor-in-chief looked down from it and saw it at a glance. And we don't see what Ma is doing on it. With him watching over us, there is no place to hide; And we can't know when he's spying on us, so we have to be cautious and scared to go to work every day.

At this moment, when Mr. Ma's office door opened, a dejected Tang Yanxin flashed!

Tang Yanxin was holding a clip in her hand, her head was hanging low, and she just turned around and walked out of Mr. Ma's office, she glanced at us editors embarrassedly, and her face suddenly turned crimson.

Mr. Ma's embarrassing swearing words leaked out of the open door of the editor-in-chief's office mercilessly, "Don't you think it's too funny?" Without diamonds, what kind of porcelain work do you have? I don't look at myself in the mirror, how many days have I been out of school and out of society? It's really self-conscious to say that he came to apply for the position of editor-in-chief, and what he said that he could pull in advertising! ”

Tang Yanxin had already walked to the door of the editor-in-chief's office, and she was only one small step away from walking down the stairs. She could have pretended not to hear Mr. Ma scolding her, she just had to keep her head down the stairs and everything would pass. However, Mr. Ma's scolding hurt Tang Yanxin's self-esteem too much.

She hesitated, and the man stopped. Perhaps, she wanted to turn around and reason with Mr. Ma. However, Mr. Ma was unforgiving, he crossed his waist with one hand and pointed at Tang Yanxin with the other, and continued to scold: "Don't accept it, right? What capital do you have to disagree with me and scold you? Do you have the ability to come back with a contract for advertising on our site? ”

Mr. Ma's rosacea nose is very annoying, especially when he hurts his liver and qi, his wine trough nose is even more red and purple, which makes people want to vomit when they look at it. Tang Yanxin was so angry that her face turned white on the spot, her chest fell together, she stared at her angry and unconfident eyes, looked at Mr. Ma, opened her mouth and wanted to say something but couldn't say it in the end. How pitiful and poignant is that kind of grievance that is unwilling to be humiliated and has no means to fight back!

I stood at my desk, looking at the scene in front of me with complete devotion, and couldn't help but scold Mr. Ma in my heart: "You wine trough nose!" Is there such a curse as you! How long has Tang Yanxin been on our website? You're going to ask her to come up with the advertising contract! How much did you get back yourself? is still unable to make ends meet, and even the salary has to be delayed for three months before it is paid, what capital do you have to scold people! ”

When I scolded Mr. Ma in my heart, Tang Yanxin couldn't stand Mr. Ma's angry scolding. I saw that her whole face turned pale, as ugly as a blank piece of paper. Her hands trembled slightly as her chest rose and fell. The Wen Jiàn clip in his hand also shook slightly.

She gritted her teeth pitifully and turned around, glanced desolate at the editors who had already stood up to look at the bustle, and staggered down the stairs. Her expression was so aggrieved, and her face was so ugly, that I also became uncomfortable. I can't see her so sad anymore!

Tang Yanxin walked briskly from the aisle next to the desk to her office. She lowered her head and gritted her teeth along the way. But for some reason, when she approached me, she slowed down her pace, intentionally or unintentionally, and suddenly looked up at me with a faint resentment, and two lines of tears burst out of her eyes.

She looked at me like this, and I felt extremely uncomfortable for her. Perhaps, others don't know what she's doing. But, I know. Perhaps, she is using this to blame me for not helping her? Perhaps, she didn't want me to see her uncomfortable after suffering this grievance?

All in all, I felt a lot of pain and guilt. Later, I began to blame myself......

"I didn't mean not to contact Yi Ting, but I didn't know how to contact her. Thinking of the scene between her and her President Zhu, my heart is like a knife, how can you make me embarrassed! How do you tell me to contact her? I found a reason in my heart to excuse myself for not helping Tang Yanxin contact Yi Ting. To be honest, Yi Ting hurt me too deeply! So much so that when I think of Yi Ting, I have an instinctive resistance to turn the page. Not to mention asking me to meet Yi Ting.

However, however, Tang Yanxin's aggrieved and sad expression, the tears that burst out of my eyes less than a meter away, why did it make my heart ache like that? Let me cut my skin? Make me unforgettable? Because of the pain that seemed to happen to me, I deeply realized what it means to empathize!

Her pair of willow eyebrows, which are smooth and soft on weekdays, are piled up into a figure-eight shape because of sadness. The eyes were originally written with grievance and pain, and after being drowned in tears, the light refracted was all suffering. Let people take a look, how can you bear not to worry about her, why not feel sorry for her, why not follow her to be sad!

I stood like this, thinking and uncomfortable in my heart, looking at Tang Yanxin's aggrieved and sobbing back, and flashed into her office faintly, wanting to do something for her, but I didn't know what to do for her.

Helplessly, I had to sit on the chair, my eyes were in a daze, and I picked up the teacup and drank water. I don't know what I'm doing, what I'm going to do. My heart had already flown to Tang Yanxin's office, imagining that she must throw the Wen Jiàn clip in her hand on the desk at once, pick up the napkin and wipe her tears!

What a grievance she has suffered! At the beginning, she was full of confidence and applied for this website, just like many college graduates in their prime, full of confidence and longing! Therefore, with enthusiasm and the strength of a natural calf that is not afraid of tigers, he talks eloquently and speaks freely.

This is the innate courage of young people, and this is the fearless spirit of young people. They are full of challenges and are not willing to accept the stereotypes of the world, so they can go to the sky to catch turtles in the sea and catch turtles. Actually, this is understandable. Life cannot be set in stone. Otherwise, society will not progress and destiny will not change.

However, in reality, it is often difficult for people to move an inch. If you want to make a name for yourself, although you are full of confidence, enthusiasm, and maybe your blood is boiling, you always run into your head, and it is difficult to achieve anything. Like Tang Yanxin, why doesn't she have enthusiasm? Why doesn't she want the website to thrive?

But when she went to Yi Ting's company to pull an advertisement, Yi Ting, who received her, did not completely refuse Tang Yanxin's request, the premise was that her ex-boyfriend Qiu Xianyi took the initiative to call her for an interview, and she was willing to put the advertisement on my website. It's a condition that I am embarrassed and unwilling to face.

As I said, since the painful scene between Yi Ting and her President Zhu was broken by me, I don't want to see Yi Ting again. Since she stabbed me in the heart, deeply and deeply, my wound has not healed to this day. Therefore, meeting Yi Ting again is like sprinkling salt on an unhealed wound!

How can you bear this? Why did I have to face such an embarrassing and embarrassing scene? Yes, I have a good impression of Tang Yanxin. But these favorites weren't enough for me to make such a huge sacrifice for her! I'm not a completely unattractive person, a beautiful girl like Bai Bingbing still confessed to me!

Even so, you Tang Yanxin are not enough for me to make sacrifices for you. Take a step back and say, I don't help you Tang Yanxin, it's completely my personal freedom. I have no affection, no responsibility, I have to help you Tang Yanxin. We're just tenants living in the same room. For the sake of emotion, that's all.

To put it selfishly, if Bai Bingbing encounters this matter and asks me to help, for the sake of her liking me, I will help her with this, or I will reciprocate. Maybe one day I will be moved by Bingbing's sincerity and persistence, and it is possible for me and her to finally become married. It is said that men chase women, such as the next mountain; Women chasing men, like a piece of paper, will be broken when stabbed!

This is the law of the ages, and I don't know how many people have followed this rule! I don't think it's strange that I'm just an ordinary mortal who can't be more ordinary, and I fall into this trap.