22. Chapter 22 – What's wrong with liking you?
And Bingbing seemed to feel deeply, her eyes were a little red, and she looked pitiful, and the more she looked at it, the more beautiful she became. It's the poignant beauty that makes people feel sad.
"Xianyi, you know what? I'm not the kind of person who is tempted when I see a rich and powerful man, and I won't use my youth and body as capital in exchange for status and marriage, I don't think it's worth it. However, seeing that he is getting older and older, what is the panic in his mouth? Marriage is predestined. In fact, the more you say this, the more it shows that you are weak and insecure. In essence, deep down, I still hope for a man I like and the other party likes me. So when I think about all these upsets, I want to drink. Who should you go with? The first thing that comes to my mind is you! ”
I don't know if this is what Bai Bingbing said through wine, but because the content of her words is too obvious, I don't know if it is to convey the meaning? Anyway, listening to her words, my ears and heart beat. I think, Bai Bingbing is a girl's family, and she is also a very drinkable master in business on weekdays, she won't say such things for no reason, right?
After Bai Bingbing finished speaking, a kind of longing was already burning in his eyes, and he was bold and active, looking at me without blinking. Seeing that I was dazed and did not respond eagerly, she raised her glass again and dried it in order to hide the shyness and embarrassment at the moment. "I know it sounds sudden, but it's been a long time since I wanted to say it. If you have this opportunity tonight, take advantage of the wine, and let me say what is in my heart. Whether it's what you want to hear or not! ”
I admired Bai Bingbing's boldness and frankness, if I had been a little calmer, I should have accepted her love and tried to have a relationship in the direction of a lover. However, there seems to be a knot in my heart, and as soon as I think of Yi Ting, who I have been in love with for more than a year, I react to love! And this reaction is often disgusting and disgusting to me.
"Come, come, come, we don't talk about things that make people sad. We just want to get drunk tonight, come on, and have another drink! I raised my glass again and touched it with Bai Bingbing. I just want to get the topic away.
I knew that Bai Bingbing was hinting to me, implying that she had me in her heart. So, when she wants to drink and talk about her heart, the first person that comes to her mind is me. In fact, in the face of such a beautiful girl as Bai Bingbing, it would be a lie to say that I can still be like water. It's just that there is not much excitement and impulse.
The problem is that there is not much excitement and impulsiveness! This shows that my feelings for Bai Bingbing have not reached the point where I can't suppress them. At the very least, there is a lack of motivation to continue to develop further. Because of this, I feel that I can't live with Bai Bingbing! Originally, I shouldn't have gone on a girl's date without a considerable will. But here I came anyway.
I don't know if this will cause Bingbing's misunderstanding? I'm actually quite conflicted. When I think of love, I will think of Yi Ting first! When I think of Yi Ting, I feel that I have been greatly wronged! Isn't it just that I haven't received my salary for three months? Isn't it just that her name is on the cut-off list? This became the reason for her cheating? So she can unceremoniously give me a green hat?
Ouch hey! If love is so vulnerable, what do I want such love for? So, logically speaking, there is nothing regrettable about my breakup with Yi Ting, there is nothing worth nostalgia for. But how did I feel a hurdle in my heart because of this? Why is it as if a mountain is in front of me? And so it can never be stepped over again!
In the face of Bai Bingbing's initiative, not only did I not bravely meet it, but retreated. Say what "Bingbing, you drank too much, don't drink anymore." I was expecting you to send me back tonight. Now it looks like I'm going to have to send you home. "It's weird, it's more than I'm used to! But tonight, I was very sober.
Perhaps because I realized my responsibility, I didn't drink alcohol at all, but only tea. Otherwise, when the next two of them are lying down on the dining table and falling asleep, it will be really embarrassing. Often, someone will use our mobile phone to call our acquaintances, and most likely they will call a colleague on the website. Tomorrow, the first eight-coat news on the website is that I went out drinking with Bingbing!
I didn't want this to happen, and I kept telling Bingbing to stop drinking! But Bai Bingbing didn't listen. It seems that he still enjoys it. Wine is like this, when you are sober, you have to control it as soon as possible. Once you get into a state of excitement, you'll be led away by alcohol. Later, I don't know how I got drunk.
But Bai Bingbing seems to have a lot of words to say in his heart, and he has to take advantage of the alcohol to be bold. Later, she drank all the bottles of wine she had called, and she put the wine glass in her hand on the table with a clatter, and took advantage of the momentum to say to me: "Xian Yi, I'm not afraid of your jokes." Actually, I've liked you for a long time. It's just that I didn't dare to say it when I saw that you were lukewarm to me. Tonight, let's take this opportunity tonight, let me be bold and confess, okay? What's wrong with liking you? I just hope to get a response from you, promise me, be my ......"
I listened to Bai Bingbing's confession, and I was a little excited in my heart. It's not easy for a girl to be willing to pull down her face to confess her heart to the other party! And a man being loved by a girl, how to say, is also a happy thing in the heart. Although, I have a difficult hurdle in my heart to overcome. But when Bai Bingbing showed me his heart so bluntly, I was somewhat excited and happy.
I just felt hot all over my body, especially on my face. My heart was pounding, my mouth was dry, and I picked up a beer and took a big sip. I hope that the cold beer can dilute the raging fire that was ignited by the white ice ice in my heart. "Bingbing, I want to really say thank you, how can I, a hopeless and introverted person, be worthy of your true feelings? I'm afraid you'll see me for what I really are, and I'll disappoint you......"
I replied to Bai Bingbing's confession nervously, panicked to death, I really didn't know how to deal with this matter. At this moment, when I timidly raised my head to look at Bai Bingbing, Bai Bingbing just said, "Promise me, be my ......", his eyes were closed, his head lay on the dining table, and he fell asleep.
I let out a long breath and thought I was so funny! I couldn't help but shake my head and smile bitterly. I called the waitress to me, asked her to calculate the amount, found the money, and went to help Bai Bingbing. This girl, who doesn't look fat on weekdays, why is she so heavy tonight?
As soon as I straightened her up, she stopped for less than ten seconds before her head tilted and she stuck to me like mud. Ouch, I really can't see it, that soft person, heavy everywhere, as if he weighs many pounds and taels more than usual! "I'm fine, you let me go by myself! I was able to go back. I kind of spit out my heart tonight, and now I'm relaxed. ”
"Come on, don't call it strong. I won't send you home, how can I rest assured? I held Bai Bingbing hard, put her hand on my shoulder, and turned my face to the side, afraid of smelling her mouth full of alcohol.
"It's still big brother, you care about me! As I said, being sincere to a person will always be rewarded. Bai Bingbing said with feeling.
It's infuriating! I don't even know if Bai Bingbing is really drunk now. Why don't you say what you say like you're drunk? Still so sober and rational! But it is not difficult to see from her expression that she is indeed drunk and unconscious. It's weird, it's weird.
In such a drunken state, how could she clearly express what she meant? Isn't it that these words have been in her heart for a long time? Or had these words been repeated in her mind many, many times in silence? Otherwise, it would be impossible for her to express it clearly under such drunkenness.
It's just that I don't know how to understand Bai Bingbing's confession. If you really take what she says seriously, in case she wakes up tomorrow and breaks off and doesn't remember anything. And I bear this unnecessary thought, isn't it self-inflicted? Or is it unfounded? Maybe Bai Bingbing is just drunk and mushy, so there is no need for me to keep it in my heart, and I have more worries for no reason.
But if this is Bingbing's sincere confession, and I don't put her words at ease, in the future, she will definitely say that I am ruthless! Hey, I'm in a dilemma! Maybe Bai Bingbing really likes me, and I can't get over the hurdle of falling out of love with Yi Ting, or there are other reasons in it, so, how do you tell me to deal with this thorny problem?
Hi, it's hard.
After finally sending Bai Bingbing back to her residence and handing her over to her roommate who lives with her, I couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief. It's so heavy, it's so heavy, it's so hard to support! Why don't I see her fat and strong waist on weekdays, but tonight she can't help her even if she is drunk like mud?
It didn't matter if I was exhausted, and my pants were stained by what she spat out. The alcohol-soaked vomit was so drunk that I almost threw it up. Luckily, my patience is okay. Although it was hard to send her back. But I finally got her safely to her quarters.
In vain, the first person she thought of when she wanted to drink was me. I didn't leave her alone after drinking. It's just that she went back drunk, and I'm really embarrassed. I don't know how much water is in her confession after drinking. I didn't get a good night's sleep. So much so that when I went back to work on the website the next day, I was still thinking about it.
In the boiling water room, when I was making tea, I happened to meet Bai Bingbing. She doesn't seem to have fully recovered from the drunkenness of last night. The hair was not combed properly. I guess I was woken up this morning and rushed back to work, and I didn't even have time to do a freshman, so I casually pulled my hair, wiped my face and hurried back to the bus!