After I ascended the throne, Mu Huanyan disappeared.

Five years have passed, and I still don't have any news about her, although at this moment, I have thousands of beauties in the harem, and I always remember that on Jinge's birthday, when I first saw Mu Huanyan in Mufu, she borrowed my hairpin to draw a map of the four countries.

Thinking back to the events of so many years ago, I always feel that she is amazing, she always knows a lot of things in advance, and she helped me a lot on my way to the throne.

I love her, but she doesn't love me.

There is a question that I have been thinking about for a long time and have not figured it out.

Since she doesn't love me, why does she still want to help me become the emperor regardless of a qiē, when I ascended the throne, and disappeared without a trace with King Wu, if she loves King Wu, she can help King Wu to fight for the throne.

I really never understood her, and I never knew what she was thinking.

I wanted to hear the answer from her, but I never saw her again, and she never heard from her.

I named Mu Yunxiang as Concubine Xiang, and often stayed in her palace, many people think that Concubine Xiang is my favorite woman, and many people say that I miss Mu Huanyan to love Concubine Xiang, but I don't care about those words. I often go to Concubine Xiang, just to hear her talk about what happened before Huan Yan came out of the cabinet, and I want to know more about Huan Yan.

Concubine Xiang is also very smart, and has never broken these unspoken conventions. There are some words, even if they don't need to be said, those who really understand them know the meaning, so the relationship between me and Concubine Xiang has always been innocent, and I don't want to take possession of a woman I don't love at all. What's more, this woman is still Huanyan's younger sister.

Later, Concubine Xiang said to me with tears in her eyes: "Your Majesty." The eldest sister has been missing for five years, if she wants to come back. It's been back a long time ago, why should the emperor waste time for someone whose heart is not on you at all? The concubine is willing to accompany you forever, love you, and never abandon you, you forgot the eldest sister of the concubine, okay? ”

In the past five years, Yunxiang has gradually grown up, and she has become more and more popular. With tears in my eyes, I feel pity.

But she said let me forget jì huanyan, how can I forget jì huanyan, in this life, I just forget jì and I can't forget jì huanyan myself.

I glared at Concubine Xiang fiercely, brushed my sleeves away, and didn't go to see her for many days.

Gradually, I heard some rumors, and others thought that Concubine Xiang had fallen out of favor. I don't have the same respect for her as I used to. After all, she is Huanyan's younger sister, how can I bear her to follow me, but she still has to suffer. After that, no matter what. I would always visit her from time to time, and even if I didn't speak, I would stay with her for a while. Just to make her life a little better.

Concubine Xiang also apologized to me and admitted her mistakes to me. Said she shouldn't have said something like that.

However, what is said is what is said. I can't pretend not to hear, I go to her every day, but basically I rarely speak.

Not long after, the imperial concubine had a difficult birth, which was the only thing that made me very heartbroken except for Huanyan.

In the past few years, although I have three thousand beauties in the harem, none of them have conceived my children, because I have always used contraception on them, I want my eldest son to be born to the imperial concubine, and then make her child the crown prince, this is what I owe her, and I must pay it back to her.

This time, it was the first time I had tried to be a father, and I stood outside, anxiously waiting, listening to the heart-rending cries of the imperial concubine, but I couldn't do anything.

When the imperial physician and the midwife worked hard to the end, saying that they could only choose one child, an adult, the imperial concubine was in the delivery room, and she very much asked to keep my prince.

I can't let her die, she has paid so much for me, how can I let her die like that in order to give birth to a prince for me, my request is to protect the lord, and the prince can still be reborn in the future.

The emperor's order cannot be violated, the imperial doctor and Wen Po are planning to protect the adult, and after the imperial concubine learned about it, she cried and shouted: "Your Majesty, it is enough for the concubine to know your mind." ”

She threatened death to keep the child.

I can only do what she says.

Fortunately, after some hard work, the mother and son are safe, and the eldest son of the emperor who was born to the imperial concubine. When I took the baby from Wen Po's hand, which was soft and white and tender and looked a little like me, I felt very strange, and I thought it should be the joy of being a new father.

And he is more like a line, narrowing the distance between me and the imperial concubine.

After the delivery room was cleaned up, I was finally able to go in, I asked the imperial concubine, why is she so stupid, she doesn't even want her own life, she told me, she can't compare to Mu Huanyan, can't leave an unforgettable memory in my heart, if I can die to protect our child, from now on, as long as I see the child, I can always remember her, compared with life, this is more important than life.

She has always loved me deeply, from Xiangguo to Shengguo, when I was abolished as the crown prince, she was still by my side, accompanying me, disturbing the old department, and making a comeback.

Now, she has given birth to a son for me.

How could I not care about her feelings all the time.

I think my encounter with her was just a coincidence, I didn't meet the right person at the right time, at that time, my heart was filled with Mu Huanyan, even if she was ten thousand good, but I never had a way to put her in my heart.

I became the emperor, the emperor of the entire prosperous country, and I became a father again, the man on whom the imperial concubine depended. I'm mature, it's time to wake up, Mu Huanyan was a dream and a fantasy when I was young and frivolous, because I couldn't get it, so I kept asking for it. I have always been reluctant to admit that I am a high-ranking prince and a high-ranking emperor, and I shouldn't even get a woman's love.

This thought made me ignore the women around me who had always loved me.

After thinking about this, I decided to make the imperial concubine the queen and her son the crown prince, on the condition that I sever the connection with Xiangguo forever.

Yiyue agreed, she said that from the time she decided to marry me, she was no longer the princess of Xiangguo, but my Ling Ran's woman.

After the ceremony, I burned the Shikoku map screen that I had been cherishing and the Shikoku map lantern that I had grabbed at the Lantern Festival.

When they turned to ashes, I think the relationship between me and Mu Huanyan should be over.

Maybe we never started, but I just didn't want to let go.

Say goodbye to Huanyan, and at the same time, you will say goodbye to yourself. Joy, no matter where you are? I, Ling Mo, will send you eternal blessings.

Joy, cherish! (To be continued......)