Time seems to freeze. I could hear my heart beating again and again, and the sound of my rapid breathing. My palm stayed in mid-air, and there was no next movement. Yi Ting slowly opened her eyes, looked at me whose face was already blue, and choked for a while.

What is really the situation in the world? Straight people are embarrassed left and right!

How did a man and a woman who once loved each other so much become what they are now? A pair of young people who once thought that they would love each other hand in hand in this life until they grew old ended abruptly on the road of love? How come a pair of young people who were once full of infinite dreams and longings suddenly shattered their dreams and their longings disappeared?

While I felt disillusioned, I also felt that I had been greatly wronged, and I needed to vent, and I needed to be cruel to my unfaithful people to relieve my inner resentment. But I could have slapped her a few times, but I couldn't do it! It made me feel even more miserable. Looking at Yi Ting with a pitiful face, I really couldn't make a move to hit her.

Now, however, my eyes were full of the embarrassing picture of her and the half-aged man she had just had, and in addition to resentment, there was pain. I don't even want to see Yi Ting! Thinking about the embarrassing picture that will be full of eyes in the future, how do you tell me to live in the same room with Yi Ting again?

"Okay, okay. Yi Ting, I don't want to hit you, I really can't do it. What's the matter, you're also a woman, and I, as a man, can't bear to beat you. But that doesn't mean I can tolerate you! Think about the embarrassing life we will have together in the future, how do you tell me to deal with it? What to face with it? So, I can't see you again, we ...... Let's break up. I said, I choked up. It was painful to twist his head.

Of course Yi Ting refused. She always had a reason to explain her cheating. "Xian Yi, may you cool me. Perhaps, it does break your heart. But I'm doing this for our good! Besides, didn't you say you'd love me for the rest of your life? Didn't you go to great lengths just to fall in love with me? Why is it that you are about to leave me when you encounter some small things? ”

I was enraged by her almost instantly. I swung my fist like a beast that had lost its mind after being attacked, dangling in front of her, roaring like thunder, "Is this a small thing? This is a matter of principle! Even such a shameful thing is a small thing, and I think you have degenerated to the point of unprincipledness! ”

Yi Ting still wanted to explain something, but this was not the time to explain. She started crying again, rushed closer, grabbed my hand, and tried to bring her body close to mine. Yet, almost instinctively, I pushed her away. It was as if she had just climbed up from the pit and was covered in a foul smell.

"Do you think I want this? Three months ago, you said you would soon get paid and go home. However, I waited day after day, and I still couldn't see you take the money home. I was afraid that your company would go bankrupt, so I perfunctory you. And I'm going to lay off people again, I have inquired clearly, and my name is already on the list of layoffs. If I don't ask Mr. Zhu, we won't be able to live together! Yi Ting choked up.

"Why is that so? I'm just late in getting paid, and it's not like I don't get paid! I retorted. Actually, if things really get to the point she said, I think I won't be able to stand it even more! Why, I'm still a self-respecting man. I have to rely on my girlfriend to sell her body to survive, so what is the meaning of me living in this world?

"Don't say it, I won't forgive you. There's no way I can force myself to act as if nothing happened at all. You won't agree with what you think you think is a small thing. If this is a small matter, I don't know how many green hats you have to give me to wear if I still live with you in the future! So, even if I was dragged back, it would only be a walking corpse, and my heart would be dead. If so, then why bother! I said disheartenedly.

"I'm just saying the wrong thing in a moment, so why should you dwell on it? I want to be like you say, I'm going to be a casual person. Then why am I begging before you now? Why do you have to keep that love between us? Yi Ting explained aggrievedly.

"Don't say it, I'm not going back. There is no way we can start all over again! Now, I feel sick to see you, and you say, can we still be together like this? "I spoke so strongly that even I was surprised and unforgiving. My head was buzzing.

I have been with Yi Ting for more than a year, and it should be said that most of the time spent with each other is pleasant and happy. Therefore, I manage this relationship as a process of entering the marriage hall. I just didn't expect it to collapse so suddenly and so unexpectedly.

To say that there is not even a little pity and nostalgia because it is broken now is deceitful. It's just that I'm already angry, and I've been heartbroken by the unsightly scene just now! How can love be embarrassed, how can love be embarrassed!

I think about how pleasant I was when I dated Yi Ting, how natural and logical it was. That winter encounter is still fresh in my memory, as if I had never forgotten her face just because I had seen her in the crowd one more time. I dreamed of seeing each other again one day, but we met at a job fair.

As the so-called sea of people is vast, all living beings. How could my eyes suddenly be drawn to her shadow? She floated in front of my eyes like a butterfly, and I was reluctant to take my eyes off it anymore. Even just looking at her back, I felt incomparable joy and joy.

Of course, at first, I still played a little trick, pretending to have seen her before, and inadvertently applied to the same company at the same time, and from then on I began to miss her no longer alone. She is no longer far away when I miss her, she is in front of me when I want to see her, her image often jumps into my mind, and her smile has been imprinted in my heart.

My heart was cheering, and I was secretly glad that I could meet Yi Ting in my life journey; My mind kept coming up with her voice and smile, because from then on I had a lover who was excited, troubled, and worried; My smile brightened because I thanked God for giving me a beautiful life......

However, this qiē will disappear, this qiē will collapse and crack, and all that remains is pain and grief. Perhaps, this is the injustice of our previous life? Destined to use a shameful love story as a footnote? So that I may receive the punishment I deserve, so that I may live in pain and heartbreak in the future?

Am I willing to do it? Really leaving Yi Ting?

When we lived together, I said that we were already in love with each other.

But it still can't be because you love each other, there is no friction and no contradictions. Sometimes, for trivial matters, we also have disagreements. As a result, of course, it was a matter of willfulness and arguing, and we couldn't help but mention the breakup.

As I spoke, I packed up my business, thinking that I would go away, so as not to be upset.

At first, Yi Ting hid to the side, pretending to let me go. In this world, no one can live without them. So, for my impulsive actions, she listened to them.

At the beginning, I took the initiative to move to her rented house, and as a matter of course, after a quarrel, I naturally had a consciousness of withdrawing from my son-in-law.

When I was about to leave the room with the box in my right hand and the bag in my left hand, Yi Ting stood in front of me quietly, blocking my way.

I looked up haughtily, not looking at her sneering expression as she pulled the corners of her mouth. As long as she dodges and gives way out, I will leave her with great righteousness. Even though I wanted her to stop me from leaving, so that I could have a downhill staircase.

Suddenly, I froze. A hand so soft as soft, resting on my shoulder and rubbing gently, "Are you really willing to leave me?" Those gentle words are like melting ice and snow like a spring breeze, just like a kind parent summoning a lost wanderer to return.

Originally, I could have put my two hands in the middle to block her soft, still broken hands. But for some reason, not only did I not do that, but instead rolled my eyes up to the ceiling, took a leisurely, long breath, and couldn't help but hold a few slurred syllables from my throat, and I don't know whether to express my determination to leave, or agree to Yi Ting's retention of me?

Yi Ting then smiled, leaned closer, and stood in front of me gently, staring into my hesitant eyes. I heard a soft tearing sound that made me shudder like the tip of a needle touching my heart.

"I'm going to expose the conspirator, who often hides in the shadows, to broad daylight!" Yi Ting said with a smile, even I couldn't help but laugh because of her humor.

"Hey, I'm really convinced by your description, how a good brother has become a conspirator!"

"Aren't you a conspirator yet? On weekdays, I like to hide and tuck, I am happy, and I like to travel in the corners of the gutter. It's not above board at all! ”

I really couldn't help it, so I laughed and put Xingli down, pulled her up, and hugged her into my arms.

"Is it true that my brother is here to be seen? That's not a stray dog! ”

So, we panted and laughed, kissed, and consciously kissed and moved to the bedroom, and their clothes fell to the ground like a drop of thanks.

Soon, we reconciled. The angry words and about breaking up have become the talk of jokes at dinner tables in the future.

The lingering love is so charming, so charming, melting the contradictions into tenderness; Melt the ice and snow of the hard heart.

In the end, Yi Ting and I empathized with each other with mutual understanding and tolerance, until the past suspicions were released, and until we continued to live together without wanting to be separated......

Gambling is actually only for a moment, but love is a lifetime.

Anger will make us happy for a while, but regret will make us miserable for the rest of our lives.

There is a kind of love that is obviously unwilling to separate but is duplicitous, and there is a kind of behavior that is obviously unwilling to do that but is ruthlessly done. Slowly you realize how wrong you are, and you don't feel wrong at all when you are excited about many things, and you regret it when you see it clearly afterwards.

If so, why bother in the first place!

At that time, I rejoiced that our sanity was not separated in the end! But that's a small contradiction!

Can I still tolerate this quarrel today?

After all, for me, it's a matter of principle......