"Admittedly, I did do something that I couldn't do with you." Seeing that I am resolute, I will not change my mind. Yi Ting lowered her head, rubbed her clothes with both hands, and muttered. The painful, remorseful look is unbearable to look at. Even if I am hard-hearted, I can't help but be moved.

It's so tormenting to people's hearts! I was so uncomfortable that I closed my eyes and tried not to let the tears fall again. Despite the fact that it was so heartbreaking, the nose was already sour, and there was an obscure wetness swirling in the eye sockets. But I still frowned vigorously, forcing the tears not to spill out of my eyes.

"However, this qiē is all for you, so that we can stay with each other in this life! Perhaps, I did something stupid to let that Mr. Zhu seize the weakness of me who was afraid of losing you and take advantage of me. But I did this because I was afraid that even I would have no financial resources, and we would not be able to live together, and we would face a breakup......"

When Yi Ting said this, she slowly raised her head and looked at me sadly, tears flickering in the corners of her eyes. I didn't look back at her, but I looked up at the ceiling in distraction. In fact, my heart is already weak, and I am afraid that when I look back at her, tears will be irresistibly poured out of thousands of miles.

I secretly warned myself not to be soft-hearted, if I softened, I would take her into my arms and forgive her. In that case, I'll have to wear the green hat she gave me. No, I don't! I deliberately looked up at the ceiling. In fact, my gaze had already gone beyond the ceiling and looked far, far away. I just don't know what I'm looking at.

I threw my mind away, because I didn't want to see her, I didn't want her to continue to be entangled. In fact, men are not as strong as they appear on the surface. Men's hearts are also very fragile, as long as they break through the strong appearance of hard squeezing, they will collapse to the point that they don't have any male demeanor, so I don't want to listen to her muttering. But just as I was about to say something, she went on.

"I've always felt that knowing you is the luckiest thing in my life. In the days with you, although I can't say how rich I am. But I always feel that every day is a happy day. I can't even imagine what it would be like if one day you left me! In order to keep this happy life, I am willing to take a blame for it.

"I never thought we'd go far from each other! After all, you were the first boyfriend I ever met, and you made me feel the sweetness of love. Therefore, I cherish our time together. It's just, it's just...... I was stupid enough to let this way save our love from danger. It's stupid! was also hit by you on the spot, I don't even know what to say!

“…… Actually, from the moment you burst into my office, I knew the result was a breakup. Even though the breakup was cruel to me, it wasn't what I wanted. But now it seems that the outcome will not change. I just hope you don't hate me, you are my first love, you are my first time. ”

Heh, heh, I listen to such an emotional story, how long can my hard-hearted heart last? The tears were already uncontrollable, like a flood pouring down from a broken embankment. From the corner of my eye, down my cheek, drop after drop. But the tears flowed down like molten steel, and then solidified into hard iron beads.

"Do you think I'm willing? Do you think this is my heart's desire? But if you don't break up, I still see you every day, remembering what you have done that is worthy of me. I'm going to hate you more and more, even to the point of killing you!" I believe you don't want to see such a day, right? Therefore, even if breaking up is a painful thing, this short-term pain is better than a long-term mental torment! I growled, waving my arms in front of her and pacing back and forth in her office.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I, I shouldn't have betrayed you. But my heart loves you, so that we can be together for a long time. If I had known that you had received your salary today, not to mention that he was going to lay me off, he would have pointed a gun at me, and I would have refused him. Yi Ting was almost pleading.

Her eyebrows were slanted into a figure-eight shape, her brow furrowed slightly, her eyes rolling with tears, and she looked at me sideways. That pitiful appearance, teach people to take a look at it more, and they will be soft-hearted. Perhaps, she was wrong, but she admitted that she was wrong, she was begging for my forgiveness, what else do you want from her?

However, I don't want to listen, and I can't listen to it, no matter what Yi Ting says she is defending us, how many times she explains, even if she repents ten thousand times, what can she do? My head is filled with that embarrassing, disgusting scene! No matter how many reasons I gave myself, I deliberately didn't imagine that image. But when I open and close my eyes, the image that I can't get rid of will make me depressed and almost drive me crazy!

What's more, think about it differently, I said I loved her, and then I found a woman to fool around, the purpose was also to keep a long-term financial source. So, will you accept me doing this? I'm afraid it won't work, right? In that case, don't say anything, let alone explain to me, and when I get out of the company, I'll go back to my residence to pack up my things, and just go to each other's things.

Yi Ting saw that I was no longer silent, and knew that it would be useless to say anything more. It is not difficult to guess that I, who have lost even the most basic anger and hatred, have reached the point where grief is greater than heart death. If I still curse her, if I still scold her, if I want to beat her, it means that I still care about her. Although the methods are not civilized enough, it can show that I still live in her heart!

Now I don't say a word, my head hangs low. Neither answered her inquiries nor answered her admitting mistakes. I was as light and empty as a soulless body, and when she looked at it more, she also felt cold and helpless. She was even a little scared, not knowing what unexpected would happen next.

She said no more. She replied helplessly and lightly, "Well, then." I'll go back with you to pack your things. So, I walked out of the office with her.

Silently, we walked to our rented apartment. Before you know it, it's all dark, and the streets are so bustling with traffic and bustling crowds under the flashing neon lights. Every time I walk through the crowd, there seems to be a curiosity to expect something to happen.

This is what attracts us rural college graduates to stay in the city and work hard.

What am I expecting to happen? A bizarre yet romantic love story?

I don't know.

The way back to the accommodation was very painful. This is not to go back to warm up, but to go back and part.

Thinking about the parting after going back with her side by side this time, there is a pain in my heart like a knife.

Actually, Yi Ting, seriously, why aren't you my first lover? Why aren't you my first time?

Soon after falling in love with her, I met on the street and rushed back to my residence, which can be said to be a natural thing when the love is strong!

I still remember that since I established my relationship with Yi Ting, in order to avoid suspicion and to find a job that suits my personality better, I quit my job in the same company as Yi Ting and went to the website.

But in this way, the habit of seeing each other at home every day and in the company has been broken. And we are like glue, and the difference in working hours also makes us feel uncomfortable.

On that day, I went to the street because I was doing errands, and Yi Ting wanted to deliver materials to customers, and she and I happened to meet on the sidewalk on the street.

It was a warm day and the sun was shining, and when you looked up, you could squint your eyes in fascination. There is a connotation that the days are not intoxicating.

Not far away, a fair-skinned, sexy-skinned woman in a short black skirt approached me from the crowd, nodding her head beamingly, wrinkling her nose with delight, and holding my hand. Her palms were slightly wet, and so was the lock of hair on her forehead, and even her big watery eyes looked at me with a watery tenderness.

She didn't speak. But words are too poor at the moment.

I took her slender hand and rubbed it, not saying anything, but dragging her straight to our rented house.

Inside, we all have an unspeakable longing. And this desire doesn't have to be explained, it doesn't have to be spoken, we know what it is.

So much so that when I returned to my rented apartment, I had just bolted the door, and I didn't know whether it was too hot or excited, I had already kneaded my shirt into a pile and threw it on the ground. Yi Ting also can't wait, and all the things that pass on to each other are green light signals that love deeply - it's okay to pass!

So, we hugged each other. The breath was rapid, and the kiss was excited.

Yi Ting is so wonderful! Where it should be developed, it is fully developed; Where you should slim your body, you should never let excess fat mix it blindly.

Therefore, the uneven height of my neighborhood turned out to be moist and beautiful in spring.

Sometimes, I even think, how can the creation divide man into man and woman, how can it give so much delicacy and warmth to women? I can't appreciate it enough! Not enough!

The difference between men and women is the difference between roughness and delicacy, hardness and gentleness, which is lacking and appreciating each other. As a result, men often indulge in it without getting too satisfied. Women enjoy the worship and pampering of men, and enjoy it.

Looking at Yi Ting's delicate panting, how intoxicated and confused her expression was. As I swim past her unevenness, peaks and mountains, I am often struck by her heartfelt call!

Because this indicates that flash floods will break out, the earth's leylines will shake, and people will show the fearless spirit and feat of heroism in flood fighting and disaster relief......

In fact, two people are together because of love and stay together because of feelings, but they are sublimated because of love and unity, so it is difficult to separate each other.

Therefore, do not disdain the creation of love between men and women. Think about it, love is always nourished by lubricating oil, so what is left of men and women living together? Sexless days are not always healthy, and unless you are young and old, you are not proud to show yourself.