55. Chapter 55
Hotel rooms are generally beige. The room is lit by a bedside lamp. The bedside lamp is made of frosted bulbs, and the light emitted is not very clear, and it is also contrasted by a large area of beige walls, and orange occupies the room. As soon as people enter, there is a very warm and hazy bedroom feeling.
After I entered the room with Loneliness, Loneliness was a little unsteady several times, and I didn't want to help me, of course, the more I wanted to come by myself, the more I stood staggered, and the face that looked white and red was now all replaced with crimson, which looked like it had been smeared.
As soon as I saw it, I knew that the strength of the red wine had come up, so I hurriedly took the kettle to the bathroom to fetch water. But when Lonely saw me busy like this, she still looked very aggressive, saying that I looked down on her? No, just sit quietly, you are a passerby, how can you rob the master of the work to do it? I'll do it.
As soon as I heard this, a sense of loss gradually came over me. Looking at her like this, I'm afraid there will be no drama tonight! I'm the kind of person who doesn't force others, and once it's not willing, I won't take the initiative to bow to others. I've been through this and put up with it.
As soon as I remembered that I had a scene like this with Tang Yanxin, I felt a little unconfident in my heart, and I was worried about gains and losses. I really don't know if the stupidity and loneliness are coming, will I be sad in front of Tang Yanxin in the future? Thinking about it later, it seems that there is another reason to be bold for yourself! Didn't I deal with Yi Ting before? I'm no longer a virgin, Tang Yanxin knows about this!
When my mind was going back and forth like this, the bold assumptions I had just made when I came to the hotel where I was staying in Loneliness became blurred. As a principled person, a person who does not take advantage of people's dangers, how could I take advantage of her loneliness and drunkenness? I don't know if she really has that will!
Yes, when Lonely met me on QQ before, her mind was clear. So, this shows that she has this will. Now, however, I wonder if she knows in her heart what is going to happen to her and me.
I know, if this kind of thing is changed to someone else, who cares about this? After all, it was only after drinking alcohol that he came up with loneliness, and he had long been indulged by the blazing torrent in his body and stepped forward and picked up his loneliness. I believe that if I do, loneliness will not be against it.
Because at this time, she couldn't help herself. It's also catalyzed by alcohol, even more so than I am! In this way, I can not only satisfy my curiosity and desires, but also taste different tastes. Under normal circumstances, men have such an opportunity, who is willing to let it go?
I once saw an article on "The Most Dangerous Moments for Women to Be Undefended", which mentioned that men often regret not having sex with a certain woman; Women regret having sex with a man! Dry firewood is the easiest thing for a woman to be uncontrollably unguarded. The most dangerous timetable for women to be unguarded is, first: when you are angry and angry; second, it has been deeply emotionally hurt; Third: when you are lonely and unaccompanied; Fourth: When desires need to be satisfied.
Now, I think, loneliness should be compatible with three of the four points listed above. That is, it has been deeply hurt; Lonely and unaccompanied; Desires need to be satisfied. Enough, with these three points, to put down loneliness, it is simply a gesture, and there is no need to spend a lot of time.
I don't know why, but at the moment I don't have that desire, or even interest! After all, it is a matter of mutual affection to combine with a person of the opposite sex, not to take advantage of the other party's consciousness when it is not very clear. In that case, if the analogy is a little more ugly, what is the difference between that and a mentally retarded woman?
Is that still a red apricot out of the wall? Are you willing to do it?
Of course, Lonely would not have known that I would have such strange thoughts in my heart. She was slightly drunk, and the person was already half-lying on the bed, and beckoned me twice in a row to signal me to come over, but I was still sitting on the chair, pretending to see if the boiling water was boiling. Lonely is very unhappy about this. Dare to love me as a verbal prostitute, only playing tricks?
Alas, she doesn't even know that I'm doing this for her good! If she really fights her, she dares to ignore me, a dignified unmarried young man who has enjoyed married treatment? I'm afraid that she will die and come back to life, and she won't stop screaming! I can't bear to deal with her because she is already in a state of non-sobriety, and she is not my legitimate insider, so I have to make sure that she is really willing!
Of course, I don't want to miss such a good opportunity. I thought, after boiling water, make her a cup of tea, let her drink it to force the wine in her stomach away, after she is sober, if she still wants to come with me, I will no longer hold back, let her see how a macho man with a height of 1.8 meters fights!
But before that, I decided to put up with it a little bit and see if it went the way I thought it would. Otherwise, wait a minute, she is too drunk, her head hangs, and people will fall asleep, and I will come to me with a body that has lost consciousness and will, and the corpse is about to be related, how boring!
So, I focused on making tea for loneliness, hoping that she would drink a few cups and people would come to their senses. In that case, I'll ......
I turned my back to loneliness, and I didn't notice the loneliness behind me, which had crawled closer from the head of the bed. I could only hear some strange noises behind me, and when I looked back, I saw the loneliness behind me. She was spreading her hands and trying to hold me from behind. As a result, when I turned my head and turned around, the front and loneliness happened to be opposite, no, not relative, but sticky! I distinctly felt my chin touching her lonely forehead as I turned my head, and my belly pressed against her two peaks. In an instant, a wonderful, rapid sensation swept through every corner of my body.
Because I touched her forehead when I turned around, I took two steps back in a lonely hurry, and my face, which had been blue from annoying me, instantly swelled crimson. She's about the same age as me, how could she not react to a man's touch? If she didn't take the initiative to back away, my chin would be right on her forehead, and we would not be comfortable with each other.
Today she was wearing a black suit, the dress was on the small side, with only one button on it, and her breasts bulged out visibly. And my eyes are right in the middle, how embarrassing! Before she or I could speak, we suddenly thought of that. Originally, there was nothing to do, and I had a very clear purpose when I went to the room with her.
However, after all, it is the first time that we subconsciously react naturally to the surface of the earth.
"Does it hurt?" I asked with concern, in fact, I have been lonely to see the bad thoughts in my heart, but I have to really implement it, and there seems to be an invisible and indescribable hurdle that I can't pass, plus I mean that I want her to wake up, make sure that she really wants to come to me, so I can do it.
Lonely blushed, the room was just me and her, and she seemed to be surrounded by dozens of pairs of eyes staring at her like snakes and scorpions, which invisibly caused her a lot of pressure. Coupled with the fact that she took the initiative to tease me, but did not get enough enthusiastic response, and for a while became cold, she felt overwhelmed.
"People say that both men and women, it's not that they don't want red apricots to go out of the wall, but that the other party's charm is not enough, so they will make it a half-pulled scene!"
Lonely shook off a sentence, turned around and climbed back into bed.
I seemed a little confused, of course I could hear what Loneliness was saying, but Loneliness said this with anger, and because of the drinking, the voice of the voice was shady and hoarse, and I was confused on the spot. It took me a long time before I reacted, touched my face, and found that my face was so hot.
I knew I was wrong, and at this time, I was still suffering from gains and losses, hesitating, and freezing the hot dishes. No, loneliness has a sense of resentment! I sat down on the edge of the bed as if I hadn't done it. I looked like a criminal, and the loneliness sitting in front of me was a policeman, and it made me panic.
When I sat down, my legs were so weak that I had no bones, and I didn't have any strength. What's more, in this case, loneliness also puts pressure on me. I saw Lonely slowly reach out to unbutton her suit, her eyes narrowed and teasing, like a war book, I trembled when I saw it, and I almost didn't slip to the ground.
"Didn't you tell me about it, you said you came up with me, and you hesitated. Don't you really want to come? Although we met on the internet, we've been seeing each other for a few hours now! If you're really afraid, you shouldn't come here with me, and if you don't come, I really can't figure it out! Aren't all of you men very sexy? ”
In front of such language, I can't swallow this breath even if I'm really yang, right? After struggling in my heart for a long time, I swallowed a few mouthfuls of saliva, and then explained: "I'm afraid that you're drunk, and your consciousness is not very clear, and I don't know if you want to do this kind of thing with me......"
"Really? Do you think I'm not in my right mind? Say, tell me, look? Actually, I know what you're putting in your head! ”
I think of a quote that men's minds are full of sex. But when I said it, it became: "Men have moral standards in their heads, loneliness, I won't touch you until you can clearly express your true intentions." Lest you wait until you wake up and realize that you are doing something foolish. Even though I have left you at that time, you may not be able to find me. But I still don't want you to regret it. ”
Lonely stopped his hands unbuttoned, propped himself up and sat up straighter, and for comfort, he also raised Erlang's legs, and his body was obliquely facing me, posing as if he was talking. She sneered, "Really? Do you really think so? That's so interesting, you're saying you're afraid I'll regret it later? But if I say, I know what I'm doing, do you dare to come for real? ”
I swallowed my saliva, my Adam's apple kept sliding up and down, and I couldn't answer her a word.