56. Chapter 57
To say that I don't want to be lonely is lying to you. But after all, I've only known each other for a few hours, and that kind of life and estrangement is always making trouble from it. I said a lot of reasons before, but the essence of it is that I haven't found a breakthrough and crossed those psychological barriers. I think that once a breakthrough is found, there will be a storm!
I know this very well in my heart. I'm a man with experience, I'm a man with a story, and I don't know much about the kind of romance between men and women, but at least, I don't know anything about it. For example, now, why is loneliness so proactive, but I find many reasons to retreat? Because the psychological defense line has still not been breached, I don't even react physically!
That's the essence of the problem! On the one hand, I wanted to stabilize my loneliness and not let her spoil her fun, and on the other hand, I had to find a way to round the scene for my own unresponsiveness. "Lonely, don't be angry, it seems that you are indeed much more awake than before. Judging from the clarity and reasoning of your speech, you are indeed much more sober. So, I want you to be more relaxed and so that it comes naturally. ”
"Really? It seems to make some sense. Okay, so I'd like to see how you managed to relax mine, which is actually your own mind and body. By the way, or, is all that boiling water boiling? Didn't you say you wanted to make me a cup of tea? I also feel like I'm going to have to drink some water. To tell the truth, when I think about that matter, my mind is indeed very clear, but my mind is still a little painful, and it is sudden, and I really have some stamina after the red wine......"
Loneliness said this, frowning, and closed his eyes. I guess that her single-mindedness before was completely the product of overexcitement, but now that she has slowly come to her senses, she feels a little up. If you don't guess wrong, there should still be some whirlwind and uncomfortable! I've experienced this before.
I made tea and helped her cool for a while before holding it to her bed. Lifting her frowning head, he brought the teacup close to her lips. That warm scene, it seems that even Tang Yanxin has never enjoyed it! "Don't bother to close your eyes, don't drink some tea to dilute the wine, you won't feel well tonight. Come on, come on, open your eyes, drink the tea, and I'll make you one more cup, and then you'll feel better!" ”
"Really? Looks like you're an expert hangover, huh? Why do I always think you're not what you say you are? However, then again, it's not the first time it's the affair, it's not the first time! Thoughtful and steady, I like it. When Lonely said the above words with her eyes closed, she did look very uncomfortable, but the language should be her heart.
In fact, she closed her eyes and pursed her mouth, forcing her to swallow back the sour taste from her stomach to her mouth. So she didn't bother to drink the tea, and reached out to block the teacup I handed closer. I had to put the tea back on the table.
It is undeniable that hearing Loneliness say this, I don't know whether I am happy or ashamed in my mind! I am happy because she praised me for knowing how to take care of people and being steady; But I'm ashamed, how can these expressions of mine give people the feeling of a veteran in the love field? Didn't I come out to ask someone out of my mind and didn't know what to do? It's like I've been eating this for a long time! Hey, helpless!
"Yes, yes, it's not the first time, you better take a sip of tea first, that way, you won't be so uncomfortable, and you can sleep peacefully tonight."
I don't think it's the first time I've come out to bubble, this loneliness is energetic, my eyes are not closed, and my body sits up straight: "I'll just say, how can a person like you who is good at making an atmosphere come out on a date for the first time?" If it is the first time, it will definitely be trembling hands and feet, changing the tone of the voice, and not even being able to speak completely. Anyway, I'm not a kid, but I can still see the substance. ”
Saying this, Lonely laughed very proudly. After listening to the lonely words, I thought to myself, aren't you talking about yourself? You didn't have to be ashamed to answer, there have been several times, you have taken the initiative, as if it is you who are lonely and not me who want the overlord to bow hard!
I thought about it, and I was embarrassed to tell about it, so I smiled at Loneliness and said, "Loneliness, you are really a woman with insight, and you will see through my affairs at a glance." ”
Lonely sat up straight, put her hands on her chest, tightened the slit of her blouse, and smiled seductively at me, her smile sweet and intoxicating. Therefore, she said that it is needless to say that she still has this ability! After saying that, she turned around and wanted to drink tea.
Her demeanor and pride are so cute, how comfortable she looks at, so I didn't say anything about her calmness and calmness, it seems that it is really not the first time!
I saw that she took the initiative to find tea to drink this time, and I hurriedly brought her tea from the coffee table. She was a little drunk, and reached over to pick up the teacup, but she couldn't catch it! Damn, there is no way, I have to repeat the steps I just took to help her drink tea! Loneliness just leaned softly in the crook of my arm, all the qi ē was so natural, so love was so strong when my heart was excited.
The waves and surges of my heart made me feel indescribably trembling, there was no thought in my brain, only the "buzzing" sound echoing. I smell the body smell of loneliness, and of course, mixed with the smell of drunkenness! The heart is like this indescribable mixture.
Lonely leaned against me, and she felt very comfortable, more comfortable than sitting on a leather sofa. So, she didn't move her body away in pleasure, she sighed after drinking tea, she felt that her body was not so uncomfortable, and she felt so comfortable leaning on me, so she slipped into my arms and rested quietly.
At times like this, I can't push her away. I could only sit still and let her lean nicely on my shoulder. Then, we were all silent. Sometimes, I turn my face sideways to look at the lonely face, and that beautiful, unforgettable face is deeply left in my brain.
How long, for a long time? I don't know, and I didn't look at the time. Anyway, the silent scene between me and Loneliness is easy to make people feel that it has been a long time. So much so that Loneliness moved slightly, and I felt that my arm was sore. When Lonely saw that I was uncomfortable, he showed me a heartache and whispered, "This, numb, right?" It's all my fault, I'm too greedy for enjoyment, look, it's making you uncomfortable! ”
Hi! What are these words? It's a heart-to-heart conversation between lovers! Loneliness said such things to me in such a tone! Aren't we out playing one-off passion? How did it become a pair of lovers who are lingering and reluctant to give up, and she doesn't marry me and don't marry me?
My mind instantly went blank, my legs seemed to be out of control, or did I feel sensationalized by the demonic aura emanating from my lonely body?
"Lonely ......," I cried out.
"Well, what? Or brother! Lonely looked up at me emotionally, and then looked at the rest of my body, and when she saw a small movement below my abdomen, Lonely couldn't help but laugh, and she suddenly smiled charmingly, and even got a little carried away.
As soon as I saw her lewd smile and the exciting movements of my uncompetitive little guy, I knew what the lonely smile was! Even, I think her smile has a mocking meaning in it. As if to say, aren't you pretending to be a gentleman? I thought you were really a modern Yanagishita Megumi, and you didn't sit still!
While I was still thinking about it, loneliness had raised its head and kissed me on the cheek at once. It was the first time I had such direct and substantial contact with loneliness. It was too sudden, and it was too unexpected. This suddenness made me feel overwhelmed for a moment.
"Lonely, you really ...... It's okay? ”
Lonely ignored me and put her face to my ear, and a slight breath came out of her nostrils and hit me in the face.
"Fool, can I still do this?"
I felt a heat on my face first, and then my whole body became hot as well. Loneliness is somewhat domineering. She kissed me as she stretched out her hand to attack me. Even if I have more moral bottom lines, more shyness, and more psychological obstacles in my heart, I can't resist this kind of obvious attack!
After all, I'm just a flesh and blood body!
Also, it was a kind of desire that had been teased and hidden for a long time, and it became stronger and stronger with the lonely tender hand. This beautiful woman from another city, because she has no scruples about the restraints of acquaintances, has become bold and eager! I'm still in the stage of ignorance, and she doesn't have much clothes and pants left.
If you still have clothes as a shield for each other before, covering up your shyness and ugliness, there is still the possibility of holding back and not being moved. But when the lonely snow-white skin was fully displayed in front of me, the uncontrollable impulse in my body was about to erupt.
In fact, it is very fatal for men to be visually teased. Many impulses are visually stimulated.
"This ......" At the moment, I only had time to hum such a word to loneliness, and I was no longer able to resist loneliness! My strange scream made my loneliness tremble. Then, as I said before, a storm came!
"Snow, it's comfortable! Oh my God, or, and say that you are a junior brother, why are you so heart-to-heart! Ouch, awesome, awesome, tsk, this is also the words of the first brother, I am a girl......"
Lonely writhing, talking nonsense. The ghost didn't bother to answer her! What a man wants is to be angry, as soon as you answer her, you are deflated halfway, and you won't say anything in vain, so that people can't go up or down, and it's strange that people don't blame you for not dying!
Therefore, I didn't bother to pay attention to her, gritted my teeth, twisted into a rope, concentrated all my strength where it should be concentrated, and then worked persuasively. As long as you are lonely and admired!