This night was a night of humiliation and shattered dreams for Tang Yanxin. Moreover, because I had a fight with Cao Jie, it made her worried. After she was a little sober, she frowned and said to me with concern: "Xian Yi, you said, you beat Cao Jie so hard just now, will he call the police because of anger?" If he does call the police, you're in trouble! ”

I handed the water cup to Tang Yanxin's mouth, and after letting Tang Yanxin drink some water, I comforted her and said, "Yanxin, you can rest assured, he won't dare to call the police!" If he called the police, he wouldn't have shot himself in the foot! What do you think, why did I beat him up? When the time comes, I will say to you that he wants to play a hooligan, and his responsibility will be greater than if I beat him. If I can't figure it out, I stopped the hooligan incident because I was protecting my superiors, and he Cao Jie will be charged a big crime! Deliberately getting drunk with the intention of molesting women! ”

After hearing what I said, Tang Yanxin also felt that my words were not unreasonable, so she let go of her uneasy heart, reluctantly showed a smile, and said to me: "Then I will rest assured." Don't tell outsiders about this, it's not a glorious thing. Tang Yanxin paused, suddenly remembered some clever trick, raised her face sideways and said to me: "You say, if this protagonist is replaced by you, and you move me, what should I do?" ”

"This ......" I was choked half to death by Tang Yanxin's words, I looked at Tang Yanxin's face with a mysterious smile, and I was really speechless for a while. Although I couldn't speak, I couldn't help but laugh in my heart: If it was really Lao Tzu who moved you, you would admit it, anyway, you also took the initiative to give it to me through wine, but at that time Lao Tzu was simple and reserved, so you were spared to give me your body!

Tang Yanxin saw that I was silent, and the corners of my mouth twitched a little, and I didn't know whether the expression was embarrassed, or I thought of some blasphemous crooked thoughts and snickered alone! In order not to embarrass me, she moved her lower lip slightly, "Okay, just kidding you, don't be embarrassed, sit down!" ”

When I heard Tang Yanxin's last four words, my body moved involuntarily. These four words are the biggest temptation for me. When I first started living together with Yi Ting, the four words I heard the most whenever I wanted to do it were that Yi Ting patted the edge of the bed and said these four words to me.

Of course, these four words are not the meaning that Yi Ting said to me at that time, it is purely because Tang Yanxin saw me standing with water and handed it to her to drink, and invited me to sit down out of politeness. That's what it means, in essence.

I listened to Tang Yanxin's words and sat down on the edge of the bed obediently, "Sister Xin, tonight's matter has passed, you can calm down and stop thinking about it." Get a good night's sleep! ”

Tang Yanxin frowned and shook her head, she said to me in a depressed and weak tone: "I don't want to sleep!" ”

"How old are you and don't want to sleep yet? I'm afraid it'll be dawn in a little while, and I'll have to go to work tomorrow, so if I don't have to go back to work, I'll be able to talk to you for a while. But the problem is that if you don't go to work on the website, I don't go to work, I'm afraid, it's not very good, right? I tried to persuade her with facts.

"I don't care, I don't care! I said I didn't want to sleep, I just didn't want to sleep! Tang Yanxin suddenly aggravated her tone, not only that, but there was more anger on her originally calm and numb face!

I feel like I've softened my attitude, and the reasons I say are very convincing. However, even so, I still clearly saw that Tang Yanxin wanted to get angry. "If you don't sleep, don't sleep! But I can't talk to you sideways! In that case, I'll get tired quickly, right? However, to be honest, Sister Xin, you already seem very tired. You really need to get some rest, and only when you rest well, your mental outlook will be restored tomorrow. ”

Tang Yanxin patted the position of the pillow she was leaning on, and said impatiently: "Who told you to sit sideways like this?" Won't you sit down and sit against the rail? Let's talk to me first, I don't want to sleep yet, my heart is very messy, understand? ”

Yes, I understand Tang Yanxin's current state of mind. The shattering of that kind of dream, the kind of unvirtuous people who know people, all made her feel lost and frustrated. I talked to her for a while, and before she knew it, she was talking less and her head was resting on my shoulder.

I knew she was sleepy. Maybe because she leaned on my shoulder, she felt a sense of security, so she gradually fell asleep. As for me, when I woke up, my head gradually cleared. In order not to disturb her sleep, I sat motionless and thought about what had just happened. Suddenly, a detail that made my whole body tremble came to my mind!

I vaguely remember that when I was sleeping on the sofa, Cao Jie once said to Tang Yanxin that he just wanted to see if Tang Yanxin was wearing the expensive underwear he bought for her!

It's no wonder that after a business trip to Shanghai, she came back with a preoccupied look. If I'm not mistaken, during Tang Yanxin's arrival in Shanghai, Cao Jie must have been so attentive to her that she couldn't control herself! What do you think, a man who has just known each other for not many days will give each other an expensive underwear, and the other party will gladly accept it.

This doesn't seem natural under normal circumstances. You say, if you don't have a heartbeat, how can you accept a person of the opposite sex to give you underwear? What does it mean to send underwear? Even the size of some hidden places of the woman, the other party also knows! Otherwise, does it make sense for someone to give you an oversized underwear?

The thought of this makes my heart flood with jealousy and disgust. How could she be separated from her for only a few days, and her heart was actually relaxed to others? Although, I really didn't say to her before that I loved her. However, this does not mean that we are not lovers.

For the sake of reconciliation between us, my ex-girlfriend Yi Ting also came to the website to explain the misunderstanding to her for me. What is Yi Ting doing this for? Aren't you afraid that Tang Yanxin and I will break up due to a misunderstanding? This is like indirectly, are Tang Yanxin and I a pair of lovers?

For this reason, after Tang Yanxin and I released our suspicions, didn't we live together again?

I suddenly remembered these things in my mind, which made me and Tang Yanxin, who was close to me, have the meaning of life. I really don't know if it's worth it for me to fight for her tonight!

When these thoughts came to my heart, I had very complicated thoughts about Tang Yanxin sitting next to me, I really don't know whether to be loyal to her as always, or I should temporarily let go of my infatuation with her and calm down, think about it, how deep and real the love between me and Tang Yanxin is!

I looked at Tang Yanxin sideways, and found that she was still arguing and unwilling to sleep just now, leaning on my shoulder obliquely, already asleep deeply, and snoring gently.

I gently turned to the side, supported Tang Yanxin's head with my hand, and then slowly straightened her body, so that she could continue to sleep comfortably without being woken up. My movements are so gentle and gentle, so thoughtful. However, as I did this, my brow furrowed.

I know I'm conflicted inside. And it's painful. The thought that there is no longer a simple relationship between us makes my heart ache like someone has been stabbed with a knife. What an uncomfortable reality. Tonight's unexpected drunkenness made me see how delicate and embarrassing my relationship with Tang Yanxin is!

It is said that lovers can't rub sand in their eyes. This is something that only those who have experienced can truly understand. Before I remembered what Cao Jie said to Tang Yanxin in the hotel, I was really impressed by Tang Yanxin's beauty. However, now, when I turned around and saw Tang Yanxin sleeping soundly, although she was still so beautiful and holy. But how did I get bored in the slightest?

I'm conflicted, I'm miserable. So much so that after tossing for a night, I really didn't feel sleepy. After I set Tang Yanxin up, I helped her cover her with a blanket and turn off the lights. gently exited Tang Yanxin's bedroom and helped her cover the door. Afterwards, instead of going back to my room, I went straight from the living room to the balcony.

I pulled a crumpled pack of cigarettes out of my trouser pocket, took one out, lit it, took a sharp puff, and spat out a heavy streak of smoke into the night sky.

This life is so funny! When I was wholeheartedly good to Tang Yanxin, although I also had a confused mind because of Bai Bingbing's devotion to the arms of others. But in the final analysis, my heart is always on Tang Yanxin's body. Strictly speaking, I'm also distracted, and I'm cheating. For example, to hook up with netizens for no reason.

But when I knew that Tang Yanxin had been half-hearted, I still felt pain! I felt uncomfortable! This world is like this, you can indulge your impurity, you can let go of your cheating, but you can't let go of the other party's mistakes.

After I thought about it like this, because the name of loneliness flashed in my mind, the figure of loneliness flashed. At this moment, I feel that loneliness is the person I confide in the most. Although speaking of it, loneliness is more of a shadow, a figure that is difficult to reach. However, I still feel that the person I want to talk to the most is loneliness!

Now that the morning light is gone, since there are scattered cars rushing through the streets in the morning, and the people who make breakfast are already walking the streets that are still gray, what am I doing in the house? Anyway, I don't have the heart to sleep, so it's a good thing to go out on the street and let the morning breeze blow on me so that my messy thoughts can be sorted out.

So I tiptoed through the rental house, like a wandering wild ghost, walking and walking without knowing my purpose or whereabouts. The morning breeze soaked into my skin and made me shiver.

I think, now that I know the secret of Tang Yanxin's expensive underwear, how should I face it? Do you continue to pretend that you don't know, and let this matter pass? Anyway, Cao Jie will definitely not have any follow-up stories with Tang Yanxin! Or go back and ask Tang Yanxin, what kind of development has developed between you and Cao Jie? Say it so I can make a decision that is acceptable or unacceptable!

I don't know what to do! I decided that when I would return to the website, I opened QQ and asked about loneliness......