"Men always have this stinky disease! On the one hand, they are always strict with their girlfriends, but they don't say a word about their mistakes and shortcomings! Is it fair to your girlfriend by such a standard? "Lonely in QQ, after reading my complaints, I wrote such a sentence.

"Actually, I also know that I am not a saint, and I have many obvious shortcomings! Even once with you, you know. However, when I knew that Tang Yanxin had only been in Shanghai for a few days, she was suspected of empathy, and my heart just couldn't stand it! It was like someone had stabbed me with a knife. ”

"I understand that. But can you tell her about your night with me? When she knew that you had an affair with me behind her back, she was just as heartbroken! It's just that the positions of the two of you are just the same as the current one. ”

"But I can't face it! I now have the heart to leave silently! You say, when I get off work tonight, how am I in the mood to go back to the rented house? ”

"I really can't help you with that. But there's one thing I can tell you: that's that you've done the same thing to be sorry for her! But, as you say now, don't you love her the same way! I love her deeply! Otherwise, you wouldn't be so miserable. It can be seen that whether you love or not, you don't care if the other party does wrong or what you do right, but your heart is not filled by the other party! ”

"Yes. At one point, my heart was filled with her. However, just like a funnel, the sand that used to fill one side of the space is being turned upside down and the sand is lost! ”

"Then put the funnel back in its original position. Let the lost sand be re-injected into the original space. ”

"You say it lightly, I don't know if you've tried this pain I have now? If you have tried, you will know that sometimes, the truth is not that people do not understand, but that they cannot do it in reality! As you said, swing back to its original position and let the sand flow back to its original space. ”

As for my complaint about loneliness, loneliness failed to convince me in the end. She even said that I was just a flashlight, only shining on others, but not on myself. When she described me like that, I admit that her metaphor was apt! But if I have to face Tang Yanxin, who I found out to be unfaithful, I still feel difficult.

When I got off work that day, I called Tang Yanxin and said that I had met someone from my hometown and couldn't go back, so you can get something to deal with dinner yourself! After speaking, I didn't wait for Tang Yanxin to say anything, so I put down the phone.

When I put the phone down, I didn't know what I wanted to do. I stared at the computer with empty eyes, not knowing what I was going to do or what I was thinking! Outside the door, two figures passed in front of my office. I naturally raised my head in response, and found that it was Bai Bingbing and Zeng Guo walking hand in hand.

Hey, the world is so funny! If Zeng Guo knew about Bai Bingbing going on a private date with my Fa Xiao behind his back, I really wonder if he would be in the same mood as I am now?

Because of this question, I found that there are many things in life that seem very beautiful and sweet on the surface, but they are actually fake. It's just that the parties are kept in the dark and ignorant!

When I think that life is actually so funny, I have a very decadent view of the so-called love and innocence. Even, I think, after removing those false appearances, in the end, there is only simple male and female love left.

I was alone in the office thinking a lot, and when my mind was full of sorrow, I realized that my stomach was already very hungry! He stood up lazily, planning to find a relatively cold big party, and let's talk about it tonight when I am drunk and dreaming of death.

I walked out of the office, turned off the lights on the website, closed the door, and just walked out into the street, under the shade of the trees on the dark side of the street, a delicate voice came: "What, Mr. Or, I still can't think about it, right?" ”

When I looked back, I was so shocked that I didn't know what to say!

The woman who thought she was just a character in the virtual world, known as Loneliness, was standing in the shade of a tree and looking at me with a smile. Next to her is a delicate drawer suitcase.

"I can't believe I'll be in front of my eyes again!" I said, I said in surprise.

"I know you're depressed and have a lot of worries that you can't get rid of. I'm afraid I won't be able to think about it, so I flew over to see you. "Loneliness, although the tone of speech is indifferent and natural.

But, for me, the impact is great. I felt my nose sour. So, without saying a word, I approached, picked up her luggage, and headed for the nearby big row.

I ordered a few dishes and ordered two dozen beers at once. When Lonely saw this, he asked me, "Are you going to get drunk here tonight?" ”

I asked, "Why, come all the way." Can't you stay with me? ”

"Of course, even if I am allowed to drink with you until dawn, I am willing! You must know that you are my netizen on the Internet, and the requirements of netizens dare not be violated! ”

"Less, lonely, I ask you one thing, I hope you answer truthfully." I seemed to be much clearer before I waited for the food to be served, and my eyes gradually became more energetic, and I no longer indulged in painful thoughts as I had just been. "Before I came here, I was chatting with you online, and you didn't reveal the slightest intention of coming here, and you flew over in the blink of an eye, what do you say?"

Lonely thought I would ask her something, but it turned out to be this thing. She chuckled and said to me, "I didn't tell you that I came here just to surprise you!" ”

"Stop pretending, sue me, what the hell is going on? Don't you have to go to work? The last time you came to our city, didn't you say that you came to our city on a business trip, why did you fly here as soon as you thought of coming? Don't you have to think about it, such as asking for leave, changing shifts, and so on? And, the main thing is that you can buy a ticket to buy it...... How do you do this? I'd like to hear about it! I asked all the questions in one go, and I was even a little excited, "Of course, if you really don't want to say it, then I can't help it." ”

Lonely and entangled for a long time, seeing that I was eager to know the answer, she didn't want to continue to hide it. She said that I was a good friend she had to make, and she felt the need to hide herself, so she told me the whole story. She doesn't have a formal job yet, but because of her family's conditions, she is not in a hurry to find a job! Anyway, money is not a problem for her, and her parents have never forced her to find a job or anything, and what she hopes for most under boredom is to find a close friend, and it doesn't have to be the kind of marriage partner, but she can increase her experience and knowledge, make friends, and talk. This statement sounded particularly incomprehensible and envious to me.

I couldn't calm down after listening to Lonely's words, so I poured two glasses of beer and handed one to her, and said in a bewildered tone: "Lonely, you are really an enviable girl, and thank you very much for treating me as a true friend!" It's just that I want you to fly over suddenly, I don't know if it's making a fuss in front of you, some of you girls are indeed very innocent, but I think I'm a little psychologically ill, but I want you to fly all the way over, I really shouldn't! Don't dare to be! ”

Loneliness didn't want to talk about himself, but he always thought that it was easy for people to feel distanced when he said it, so it was not good to communicate sincerely. However, she seems to have no need to hide it in front of me, it is possible that she is the daughter of a rich family! For her, her background does not seem to be necessarily an obstacle to becoming close friends. Maybe it's because she already thinks of me as the person she trusts the most!

Or, the state of mind is actually the same for people of that class. As long as you are sincere, when you encounter setbacks and difficulties, the pain is the same. Besides, feelings are the most ethnic, so I empathize with you! ”

I sighed deeply and raised my glass to her, I thought the pose was cool. "Thank you so much for coming all the way to comfort me, come, lonely you are the best and purest friend I have ever made in my life, you flew so far away, and there was no preparation in advance, just to see that I told you, you came! It's not easy! ”

"Don't talk about how great I am, didn't I fail to persuade you on the Internet? I think you must be sad in your heart. Actually, I've had a similar experience, so I think we have too much in common. No, now that the means of transportation are so developed, I booked a ticket in the morning and flew over in the afternoon, which is actually quite convenient. After saying that, Lonely turned his head to me, his face was hot.

"Hey, my Tang Yanxin would be as empathetic as you! I wouldn't have made something so painful for me. I can't say that I'm just narrow-minded, this kind of thing is really uncomfortable. Maybe in your eyes, I'm too hypocritical, and I'm not even as good as a son-in-law! There was a hint of helplessness in my words.

Lonely hurriedly comforted me: "Or, I think you're wrong." I'll admit that I'm too blunt online. Why, you're a hurt person now. The so-called needle does not know the pain if the flesh is not met. So, I understand you. I don't think it's useful to say anything now, it's better to numb your heart with alcohol. ”

"This comparison is to my liking. Come, cheers, let drunkenness keep my pain away from me for a while, your lonely mention is really on my heart! I said, holding my head up and pouring all the beer into my mouth.

Lonely smiled bitterly, I didn't expect that I was a man, when there was a wound in my heart, I was actually very fragile. In the final analysis, it hurts the heart!