Chapter 318: Fanwai [Knife] A New Beginning
Knife also forgot when she started to let others call her Knife, anyway, she has said goodbye to her real name for a long time, and few people can call her full name. Not because of how hard her name is to hear or pronounce, it's just because she doesn't like it herself.
Because her name is Gu Ren, there is a knife on the head of the word forbearance, this name was given by her mother, and her mother also practiced this word all her life until she passed away. Few people know that her father is quite rich, and some people call him Gu Bancheng, because he was in the real estate business at that time and ate the real estate company in Bancheng.
However, since she was a child, she has only seen him in newspapers and magazines, and he looks a mature and steady middle-aged man, with a pair of eyes full of wisdom, who seems to be able to see everything. The reports about him are always so positive, business genius, family harmony, like a beautiful flower, and both children.
That's right, she was born out of wedlock, commonly known as an illegitimate daughter. She has always been reluctant to mention it, not because she is afraid of criticism from others, but because the wound brought to her by this identity is too deep.
Her mother is a very forgiving woman, Gu Bancheng didn't mention that she was married when she was with her, and by the time she found out, it was too late. She was thrown out of the house that Gu Bancheng bought for her, and even made her lose her job, like driving a dog.
Although the plot sprinkled dog blood all the way, the story of the mother and Gu Bancheng came to an abrupt end here, without any contact, and even gave birth to the child very quietly, and because she did not take care of her body during childbirth and childbirth, she fell into a lot of diseases, and later as Xiaodao grew up, her condition became more and more serious.
Because she was a junior, she didn't even dare to go to her family, and quietly did the hardest work alone, raising Xiaodao as an adult. named Xiaodao Gu Ren, reminding her to be patient all the time, and also admonishing Xiaodao to be patient, endure fate, and endure the hatred of being abandoned.
But Xiaodao herself didn't like the name at all, and she didn't even hate Gu Bancheng, because for her, his status in her heart was even inferior to that of a stranger. She felt that it was too sad to carry a word of forbearance in her life, and she couldn't bear it. She is willing to make a quick knife, come and go. So she often only says that her name is Xiaodao, and she works very hard, her grades are always the best, she won various scholarships, and finally studied abroad, and then entered Z? E became Vivian Leung's assistant.
Although her life experience looks dark and gloomy, as if she can't breathe, she herself lives quite freely, she is an optimist, no matter how difficult it is, she doesn't cry bitterly, but the more she sharpens it, the more tenacious she becomes, step by step to the present.
In fact, sometimes, whether you are happy or not, or even whether you are a good person, has nothing to do with your background and experience, but only with your own choices. Xiaodao knows what kind of person he wants to become, so he doesn't complain much, and he won't use his life experience to win sympathy and sell pity.
There are very few people who know her background, and there should be only a handful. She lied to people that her parents were in her hometown and she was working hard alone, she didn't mean to deceive people, nor was she afraid that people would look at her differently, but she just didn't want these things to become an excuse for others to sympathize with her.
Liang Wei'an may be a good role model for her. After a terminal illness, I gave birth to a child, worked hard, and took charge of myself. In the past, she felt that it would be good to be a woman like Liang Wei'an, so that she would not be afraid of being disappointed by men and not afraid of being unladylike, because she herself was strong enough to support her life.
But she really didn't expect that after Liang Wei'an returned to China, old lovers from all walks of life suddenly appeared, and finally announced that she was going to get married so quickly, and then happily traveled around the world for her honeymoon. Although she was quite surprised, she felt that this was normal, it was too hard for a woman to grow up alone with a child, they were already in love, and there was no reason not to continue to be together.
But after Liang Wei'an left, not only did she leave a bunch of things to deal with, but she also felt that she suddenly had no backbone. She was an executor before, just listen to Liang Wei'an's command in everything, but now Liang Wei'an is traveling the world, and Yan Yixi's stingy ghost often turns off her mobile phone, so in the end, she can only make her own decisions.
In the first few days, she was simply anxious, but over time, she gradually adapted to this rhythm, and also broke free from the initial rush, some projects really improved, and the original distrustful eyes of colleagues gradually changed.
However, this can't change the fact that she is not very old and still very weak in her heart.
Originally, she thought that going to dinner with people from the company was a relaxing thing, but now, once she has time to rest, she will find a random tea restaurant, shrink herself in a corner where no one is around, listen to music, and relax.
When Luo Liangan intercepted her at the door of the company, she was still distracted by the company's affairs, Luo Liangan carefully patted her shoulder from behind, and timidly held her glasses: "Knife...... Why haven't you been seen with everyone so often lately? ”
Xiaodao was startled, raised his head and saw Luo Liangan's harmless eyes, then he put his mind at ease, and smiled a little helplessly: "It's okay, I just feel a little tired and want to take a break......
Luo Liangan frowned slightly: "Is there a lot of things in the company?" ”
Xiaodao looked at Luo Liangan's question, and he didn't know how to answer. In her heart, Luo Liangan is a technical genius, and she must not have any knowledge of things in the mall, so she can only say: "There are indeed a lot of things, but I can still hold on." ”
In fact, Luo Liangan has already broken into her computer, and now Z? He knows everything about E's operation, but if he lets Knife know about it, he probably won't even be able to be friends.
So, in the end, he just said in a hesitant tone, looking very careful: "Knife...... I heard a friend of mine say, now Z? Most of E's products are sold offline...... He said that now that online sales are booming, you can try to focus on developing online sales...... And, I, I'll do the website...... Add a few more web designers, and I'm sure given me a little time, and I'll be able to figure it out. ”
Xiaodao's eyes lit up in an instant, and he was still dying, but he jumped up and patted the back of Luo Liangan's head in an instant: "Luo Liangan, you're right, why didn't I think of it." Okay, I'll ask Alice tomorrow, and she'll agree that I'll do it right away! ”
Luo Liangan touched his head embarrassedly: "It's all my friend's ......"
"Who is your friend?"
"This, this...... He wouldn't let him say. Luo Liangan smiled embarrassedly, "He's very powerful, he just likes to pretend to be mysterious." ”
Xiaodao looked eager: "If you have a chance, can you introduce us to each other?" ”
“…… This ......" Luo Liangan's face was not very good...... First, he can't say that he said it himself. Second, why did he think that this woman was interested in other men...... So he was slightly annoyed.
He began to regret a little why he had pretended to be stupid so much at first, and now that he couldn't take off the mask at all. Even giving her some advice and doing her a favor has to be so timid.
But if you think about it carefully, he is indeed a person who lives in the dark, he is a shadow, coming and going without a trace is the way he should behave in the world, he has no choice.
But how long will he be away this time? Wait until his novelty for knives has passed? Or wait until you are finally cornered and have to leave?
How far away is that day? He didn't know.
When the time comes, he will continue to be accompanied by loneliness and night.
And the knife is just a flash of fire in his life.