72_72291Looking at Pedro in front of him, Hugo was a little unbearable, he knew what Pedro and Alfonso were going through, because not only them, not only himself, but everyone in Hollywood was going through it.

Hugo himself knows that confusion and struggle so well, doesn't he? Almost since the Golden Raspberry Award, he has been persuading himself to be firm every day, and he has been facing temptation every day. Confusion and challenges, every day is experiencing countless confusion and confusion. On the night after Oscar's end, it was as if he had fallen into a black hole, and all the confusion easily swallowed him, which is why he had been on the road for the past month - it could make him feel his own sense of existence, so real and so clear.

In fact, everyone understands the truth, but not everything can develop in their own established direction, and more often, people can't control their emotions and mentality, because it is the machine that can be perfectly executed according to the program design, not flesh and blood.

He couldn't blame Pedro and Alfonso because, deep down, he knew that the reason for things was never that simple and that he had to take part of the blame. In the same way, he can't just ban them because of one mistake, can he?

Having said that, Hugo still couldn't get over that hurdle in his heart, he could only close his eyes and turn his head away, he couldn't look at Pedro like this, and he couldn't look at his other teammates. Hugo knew that this was not right, and that escaping would not solve the problem, but he cowardly chose to escape.

The firelight was cast on Hugo's face, casting a thin shadow on the deep features, and Neil could clearly see the pain and struggle between Hugo's eyebrows in the shadow, which made Neil clench his fists. Although Alfonso and Pedro's problems are very strict and people have to face them squarely, the four of them have forgotten about it, and Hugo is the one who really takes on the heavy responsibility, and they have always been by Hugo's side and witnessed the hardships and pains of Hugo every step.

Once upon a time, they were Hugo's most important companions, becoming Hugo's reserve force and supporting Hugo's continuous progress. But now, the four of them have betrayed Hugo's trust and even hurt him behind his back, which is the most fatal for Hugo. A "apology" is not difficult; But mending trust is hard.

"Hugo, remember the first time I met you?" Neil spoke, breaking the silence of the night, Hugo looked up blankly and cast his gaze, "I knew you must not remember, it was on Hollywood Boulevard, you and Charlize were practicing acting on the street, I didn't know you at all, but because you sang the song 'home', I was directly amazed, so I took the initiative to introduce myself." ”

Hugo raised his eyebrows slightly and tapped his chin slightly, but did not speak. Neil didn't care, and continued, "Actually, I was thinking at the time, where the hell did this guy come from, and if I had the opportunity to work with him, it would definitely be a very amazing thing. I was a fanatical desire to make something in music, to make people listen to the music I made. ”

"But when I actually got into this industry, I realized that it's not that simple." Neil shrugged, "But it made me more and more convinced: I love music." ”

"In the beginning, Hugo was just the unknown actor downstairs to me," Forge chuckled as soon as he spoke, "I was focused on my band, you know, on a new day, I thought I was going to make it all the way to the end with them — I mean, one day I don't want to make music anymore." Forkin's hard words always had a sense of ironic joy, which made the corners of his mouth can't help but rise, "I didn't realize that I would end up with you, you know, an unreliable vase actor, a self-taught amateur guitarist, a bass player who can't even step on the rhythm, and ......"

Foquin looked at Alfonso contemptuously, then pouted, but Alfonso took the conversation and took the initiative to admit, "A car seller." This made Fujin chuckle out loud.

"Actually, I was very hesitant to join Glory to Death, because I didn't know any of you." Fokine honestly said, "I don't know your strength, and I don't know your style. What really struck me was your music, or rather Hugo's music. Don't be upset about the past. look。 ba。 anger）’。 You never know how shocked I was when I heard this song, and I was almost going to boil. ”

"But it's not a song that makes people boil." It was Hugo who spoke, and he saw the familiar enthusiasm in Fokine's eyes, which made Hugo feel extremely cordial.

"Yes, that's why, why I desperately want to join you." Fokine was rarely excited, his voice trembling slightly, "You know, in the music, I can hear the resonance of the music fanaticism, the excitement that makes me desperate, the madness that burns all the enthusiasm and completely releases, this is the soul of the band." This enthusiasm is also what brings the five of us together. ”

Looking at the colorful light in front of him, Hugo's heart couldn't help but surge, this is the core idea that unites Glory to Death, and this is also the driving force for Glory to Death to keep moving forward.

From the day of the formation of glory to death, in fact, they clearly knew that their pace of progress meant breaking down one obstacle and bottleneck after another, because they did not intend to be mediocre from the beginning, they wanted to inject soul into rock with their music, so they led the new metal rock to the peak; They wanted to party with all rock lovers with their music, so they confronted Nirvana on the "42 Stage", so they set off a rock frenzy on the Grammys; They wanted to inspire people with their music – people who had dreams like them, so they created one classic after another......

The path forward of the new metal rock is never smooth, they need to break the stereotypes of the old diehards, they need to break the shackles of the pop market, they need to fight the wave of grunge, they need to stick to their own spirit...... From the very beginning of the road tour to "almost famous", from the "Road of Glory" tour to "bathing in the morning light", along the way of glory to death, almost every footprint is against themselves, with the mainstream, and with history, and they are so determined, so united, so focused to get to today.

Perhaps, their confusion is inevitable, because this is another obstacle to the path of new metal rock, or rather, this is the next obstacle to continue to move forward in glory to death. Hugo's bottleneck, Alfonso's distraction, Pedro's emptiness, Neil's doubts, Fokin's dilemma...... This is the obstacle to glory to death, and if they can break this barrier, they will usher in a new world, and if they don't, they will retire from the stage of history like countless rock bands that cross the sky like shooting stars.

It's like Hugo's problems during the "Seven Deadly Sins" and "Walk on Death Row".

Hugo shouldn't be too harsh, to Alfonso and Pedro, to the band, and to himself, he shouldn't take up the shackles and imprison himself, it shouldn't be a matter of trust, because they have never really separated, they have always stood on the path of their musical dreams and never left. This should be a matter of breaking through oneself and breaking the shackles, and if you want to cross this big hurdle, you can't rely on individual ability, because this is a band, a band of five members, not a band for any single person, they need to be united, they need to hold each other's shoulders and move forward hand in hand.

Perhaps this is the reason why Hugo has never been able to break through the bottleneck, relying on his own strength, that thin layer of window paper can never be pierced. He is Hugo, just Hugo, but on the road of music, he should be the Hugo who is glorified to death. This is the foundation of the establishment of Glory to Death, and it is also the key to the vision of Glory to death.

Hugo raised his head and looked at Alfonso seriously for the first time, and at this time Alfonso also looked at Hugo calmly, without any dodging. Thinking back to Alfonso's description of their first meeting, and Alfonso's journey after hearing Hugo's invitation, Hugo knew that Alfonso, who had fearlessly abandoned his normal job to join a new band for the sake of music, was still here.

In front of me, Pedro is describing the scene of his first meeting with Hugo, "I thought he was a cunning businessman on Wall Street, who didn't know anything about music. Pedro looked much thinner, his whole body seemed to be a size smaller, but his face was very ruddy, with the familiar healthy look, and those translucent eyes shone with excitement and excitement. This is Pedro, whom he is familiar with.

Hugo could see in Pedro's eyes the souls who had fought side by side, familiar and intimate. Hugo remembered that he had just finished his ordination. During the years of the drug, the pain caused by the withdrawal reaction almost overwhelmed him, quit. Poison requires the willpower of the person concerned, which is the decisive factor, but at the same time it also requires the help of friends. This is also the reason why it is important for drug rehabilitation partners to save zài, which has been proven by science.

Hugo doesn't know if Pedro will relapse, no one knows, including Pedro himself, but they, the partners, need to be Pedro's backing so that Pedro doesn't relapse. "We're friends, aren't we?" Pedro's words echoed in Hugo's mind