2014, last day of October.

Cloudy, in a room with no lights on.

When all thoughts settle little by little

Love is spiritual opium

Or a boring pastime at the end of the century

Rarely, Karen Mok's "Cloudy Day" is in the mobile phone list, and it is replaced by the ringtone of this call.

Sitting at the table, I was awakened by the ringing of the bell, and my heart began to contract, supplying blood to the other veins. Twisting my stiff neck and looking at the last twilight, I knew it was the last moment.

Calmly reached for the phone and pressed the gray answer button. "Yo Busser." I didn't cover my mouth, I just said that, because the smell of smoke doesn't ride on the airwaves.

"Na yes (it's me)." Yoon Eun-jeong's voice is like unsweetened whole milk, warm and pleasant, but tasteless.

"I originally wanted to say that I met in the old place, but I suddenly realized that there seems to be no so-called old place between the two of us." Yin Enjing continued, and she on the other end of the phone had a touch of self-deprecation on the corner of her mouth. At this moment, I did not speak. Silence crawled on the fingers of the two people for a long time, Yin Eunjing pursed her lips and continued to speak: "That coffee shop at No. 358 Seohjo-dong, remember, let's see you there." "Yes." Swallowing a mouthful of hot saliva, I agreed.

I washed my face and put on a black windbreaker to go out, there was no K5, and the bus route near Seogyo-dong was complicated, so I chose to take the subway.

Take Line 4, pass through Dongdaemun Station, Chungmuro Station, Myeongdong Station, arrive at Triangle Station, and then transfer to Line 6, Itaewon Station, Sangsu Station, and Wangwon Station I left behind. After getting off the subway, I walked for ten minutes, and the exterior wall of the coffee shop full of creepers appeared in my field of vision, I stopped and looked back at the hem of my clothes, because I had not taken care of it for a long time, the windbreaker that Yin Enjing gave me had been wrinkled, and I frowned and stretched out my hands to brush it for a long time, but unfortunately the wrinkles were too stubborn, and I couldn't smooth them. Sighing, no longer clinging to the wrinkle, I took a step into the café filled with the aroma of coffee.

On the first floor, everyone was included in the pupils, and there was no current pill head, so I stepped on the spiral staircase and went up to the second floor, and then, my eyebrows were tightened into a Sichuan character, because on the second floor, I also did not have a current ball head. Wait a minute...... I saw her, and she sat by the window. A light gray jacket that reaches the legs, and a striped sweater with a high neck on the inside, ...... The shape has become a supple long straight, a trace of bangs floats on one side, the full and round forehead is no longer fully exposed, and the wisps of silk are swaying on the shoulders, and the soft and delicate taste comes to the face.

After seeing her new model, I paused for about four or five seconds, then took another step, walked over to her, sat down, and took a deep sniff. After looking at her for a while, I realized that she was no longer the head of the ball.

See me sit down. "Wow (coming)." Yin Eunjing sat upright and spoke. She lay her hands flat on the table, her cheeks slightly bulging. I nodded and said yes. "You've never told me what kind of coffee you like to drink, so I ordered a cappuccino for you." As soon as she finished speaking, Aiter came over with two cups of coffee. I took it, added some creamer to the coffee, and took a big sip despite the arrogant heat, the smoke on my taste buds, the hot coffee stirred in my stomach, and I didn't feel any mellowness.

The taste didn't matter for a long time, because Yin Eunjing didn't know that I didn't really like coffee at all.

With my head down, I didn't look at Yin Enjing's eyes, I looked at the remaining swirling liquid in the coffee cup, I didn't know how to speak, and my mind was in chaos.

Today's Yin Enjing, I can't see the mood, just a quiet posture, she stretched out her elegant fingers to twist the spoon, slowly stirring the coffee in the coffee cup, I know that she likes the bitter aroma of cappuccino, so she didn't add creamer. At this moment, she wrinkled her nose, probably smelling the smoke that had accumulated on me for a week, but she did not frown, nor did she speak, only a faint pain flashed from under her black eyes.

"Are you alright?" I haven't seen each other for nearly ten days, and the first thing I said after I opened my mouth, I still couldn't help but say this old-fashioned greeting. Yin Enjing nodded, his bangs swayed slightly, and he gave a gentle sigh.

"I'll call Zhao Xiaozhen PD to extend your vacation. Didn't you say you wanted to travel, let's go to Nami Island together. "I tried to lift the corners of my mouth, trying to make it a clear line." We can ride a tandem bike, along Chuncheon Lake, through the longitudinal forest, and "Winter Song" seems to have been filmed there, and we can take pictures there. I leaned forward, looked at Yin Enjing's eyes happily, and said to myself. There was a look of excitement between my eyebrows, and I felt as if I had fallen into a very wonderful fantasy situation. However, this situation was quickly shattered by Yin Enjing.

"Liu Chengyu." Yin Enjing suddenly called my name, and she still looked at me lightly, but there was something else in her eyes. After an unknown amount of time, she called me by my full name again, using honorifics. At this moment, a basin of biting cold water poured me from head to tail.

"I've been thinking a lot about it these days, but when I sit in this café and wait for you, it dawns on me that no matter what I think, it's useless, because it's not my problem. It is always said in the book that as long as there is understanding in love, then there will be no gaps between each other. But, Liu Chengyu, you think, I understand how long you have been. The tone did not rise, Yin Enjing was still so calm, but I felt that she seemed to be a different person, and she had never been so strong before.

No, to be precise, it's not that she has changed, but that I have gone too far, so that she, who has always been strong, can't hold on anymore. Perhaps, this is the legendary showdown.

After listening to Yin Enjing's words, I sat quietly, my breathing stagnant. My mind was racing, I was calculating, she understood how much time I had, how many days, how many minutes, how many seconds. "Why do you have to make a choice for me?" After a long time, I held the spoon tightly and spoke. At this moment, my eyelids are closing very slowly, because all my organs are in pain.

"Why?" Yin Enjing's eyes looked out the window, and indifference disappeared from her face, replaced by a blank. "I never let you make a choice before that, and I tried not to let myself feel unhappy and jealous, yes, because I liked you. However, this time, I couldn't understand it anymore. Because in the past, you only gave time to Zheng Xiujing, but now you have shared your feelings with her. ”

Yin Eunjing looked out the window, and his words were logical and clear. Listening to her words, the spoon was clenched tighter in my hand. "If I liked her, I wouldn't have rejected her in the first place, how else do you need me to explain before you can believe me." My bloodshot eyes were wide open, and I looked straight at her.

With the corner of his eye, taking in my sincere and urgent look, Yin Enjing turned his head: "Even if I believe in you, I can't share your feelings with the two of her anymore, I'm already very tired." And if you take care of two people, you're going to be tired, I don't want that. Sitting across from her, 62.8 centimeters away from her, I deeply felt the smell of fireworks in her words. Yes, she sat quietly, her eyes shining with hope. I knew that today, she had to be answered.

Yin Enjing, Zheng Xiujing. Zheng Xiujing, Yin Enjing. If you choose one, you have to completely alienate the other. Alienated into an ordinary relative who nods his head to a friend, or even more so, alienated into a stranger who no longer communicates.

These are the A and B that are in front of me right now, the cruel A and B. Retracting, I leaned back in my chair, my head hanging down, losing all my strength. Yin Eunjing was still drinking coffee quietly, she could take a little time to wait, but it wouldn't be too long. Because a cup of hot water, you don't drink it in the first ten minutes, it's cold. A love that you don't respond to within the expected time, and it cools.

The hour, minute, and second hands turned, and the sharp, flickering needles pierced my chest one by one, unwaveringly.

In this torturous time, the light of hope in Yin Enjing's eyes gradually faded and gradually dissipated, and the blood on her lips was fading rapidly, only a trace of lip gloss was supporting the scene. And I, like a dead man, were silent. As time continued, Yin Eunjing's breathing began to become rapid, and she pursed her lips tightly and clenched her hands. After 13 minutes and 28 seconds of the multiple-choice question in front of me, Yin Enjing's eyes were red, and she also felt that it was difficult to let go of this feeling.

"Who the hell am I to you?" Yin Enjing, who couldn't wait any longer, opened her smoky lips slightly, and she said in a raised tone, as if she was singing a hoarse love song.

I, who has always been in a state of "cowardice and incompetence", slowly raised my head and collided with Yin Enjing's gaze. "I can make a change to take care of you a little more in the future and spend a little more time with you." Neither A nor B, I tried to choose C without Zài. Yin Enjing, who got the answer, began to laugh, very miserable, she shook her head, the red in her eyes did not deepen further, and the hips that left the seat returned to the embrace of the chair.

Before that, I said that my chest was empty, but in the time and space when I was with Yin Eunjing, a new heart was growing again. It's a pity that the word "suddenly" is so profound, and at this moment, Yin Enjing once again killed my soft parts.

"You don't have to change, you know, I've never liked to lie. We're no longer fit for ......," Yin Eunjing said, and I always felt that this sentence had an echo after that.

People are scattered in the wind, and it is not up to me. r1152

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