The love song of the youth of the chaotic youth 46

On September 25, 2044, it was about to fall at night, Tian Xiaorui and I hurriedly walked from Longzi Lake to the direction of the dormitory, and suddenly Tian Xiaorui slowed down. I stopped, looked at Tian Xiaorui and said, "What's wrong." Tian Xiaorui said: "Continue, I always feel guilty about Huo Caixia's death, I can't sleep well at night, what do you say I should do." I said firmly, "You are not wrong in this matter, we are just euphemistic." Huo Caixia she won't say no, she made a mistake in front of the big right and wrong, and it was the fuse that led her to this tragedy. The really deep-seated reason is that character determines fate, and fate determines life. Huo Caixia is helpful, but she lacks the bottom line of right and wrong, can't distinguish between right and wrong, and stands on the wrong side in front of right and wrong. This is her personality guide. On the other hand, Huo Caixia is used to good times, and sudden adversity swept away her self-confidence, and her character was too fragile. There is also an aspect where she is not good at dealing with her own emotional problems, which may be another reason for this tragedy. In life, love is only a small part, in addition to love, there are also parents and friends, why magnify a part of the problem to life, this is also a mistake she made because of a small loss. In a person's life, whether it is good or bad, he must live a life with the attitude of doing what he wants. Through such an analysis, I can only say that Huo Caixia is too immature, and her death is, in Dean Sun's words, not worth it. ”

Tian Xiaorui listened to what I said, pondered for a moment, and whispered: "Continue, maybe I'm thinking too much." I said, "Yes." Tian Xiaorui said: "Some people say that since they know that Li Xiaogang and they cheated on the exam, they should bravely stand up and expose them." If we had exposed them, we might have been able to stop this tragedy. I said, "Don't pay attention to those who don't have a backache when they stand and talk." There are many wrong things in the world, how much effect can you do by exposing and reporting alone. To put it another way, if we report them for cheating, what will the students think of us, they will see us as outliers who have betrayed our classmates. Who would dare to be friends with us. There are some things, whether you can walk around or around, it's really not good, so you can clearly say no. Nor can it go against the general principle of being a human being. To give an inappropriate example: there is a puddle of dog shit on the street, everyone walks around, why do we have to step on it, why do we have to clean it up. So you don't have to care too much about what others say, just live your life according to your own attitude towards life. Combining the meanings of the two paragraphs, what I am expressing is: according to my own attitude towards life. Live a life of peace and quiet, don't care too much about what others think, and if you care too much about what others think, you will get lost in the rumors. ”

Tian Xiaorui said: "Although I can't think of how to refute your specious theory for a while, I always feel that there is something wrong with what I have done in this matter. I smiled and said, "Even if there are 10,000 things that are wrong, it is not the inevitable reason for Huo Caixia's death, so you don't have to blame yourself, go back and sleep well." Tian Xiaorui said: "Okay." I took Tian Xiaorui's hand and ran towards the dormitory building quickly. Downstairs in the dormitory. The two hugged each other and went upstairs separately.

When I entered the foyer of dormitory 11, the lights out bell had already ringed, and I ran briskly up to the fifth floor. By the time we reached the 5th floor, most of the dorm lights had been turned off, and only the corridor lights were soft and glowing. The teacher who checked the dormitory was holding a flashlight in his hand. I started to make my rounds, shouting as I walked: "0536 lights out, 0532 lights out...... The teacher who checked the dormitory walked in the direction of our dormitory. I quickly touched the room card, walked a few steps, swiped to the door of the dormitory, opened the dormitory door, flashed into the dormitory, and closed the dormitory door. I heard the teacher in the dormitory shouting, "That classmate just now, ah...... Which class are you from, don't come back so late next time. ”

I leaned my back against the door, and my heart was pounding, I was afraid that the teacher who checked the dormitory would suddenly check on our dormitory to see who was coming back late. Fortunately, when I heard the sound of the dormitory teacher's leather shoes from far and near, and the sound of clicking from near to far, my heart settled. I crept into the dormitory and heard a voice say, "Continue, you're back." "I don't have to look at it to know that this is Jiang Zhu talking, Jiang Zhu often covers the quilt after turning off the lights at night, and reads with a flashlight. I said, "Well, you just came back, and you haven't slept yet." Jiang Zhu said: "I can't sleep anyway, it's better to read a book and then sleep." ”

Shen Zhe, Xiao Di, and Jiang Dajun heard a slight snoring sound from a deep sleep next to their bed, and I knew that the three of them had drunk too much today.

Chen Chen said: "Continue, I have cold water in the basin, you pour out half of it first, and use it first." I said, "Sixth, thank you, you haven't slept yet." Chen Zhen said: "The crying dead and alive fell asleep, I can't sleep in bed with nothing to do, as soon as I close my eyes, I feel Huo Caixia shaking in front of my eyes, what do you say I should do." ”

I put my phone on the bed and poured half of the cold water from Chen's basin and some of the hot water from my own thermos. First wet the towel, washed it, then washed his face and arms, poured water into the footbasin, sat on a chair to wash his feet, and said while washing his feet: "You are just timid, Huo Caixia will not look for you if she is looking for it, and if she wants to find it, she will also find Brother Shen Zhe." Hearing what I said, Chen Chen became happy, and Chen Chen said: "Yes, Huo Caixia's ghost is coming to our dormitory, and if you are looking for it, you should also look for Shen Zhe, and you will definitely not come to me." ”

Jiang Zhu said: "You two don't talk about it, it's very cautious." I said, "To be honest, all the students in my class have some mental illnesses, so we should give you a psychological counseling." Jiang Zhu said: "How to psychological counseling." I said, "If a man dies like a lamp goes out, there is nothing that is ghostly." If you dream of ghosts, it means that you have ghosts in your heart. When you can't sleep, think about the green grasslands, the green plants, and you will soon be able to fall asleep. ”

I finished washing my feet, climbed up to the bed with the small ladder to get to bed, put down the mosquito shed, took the pillow, and lay down head to head with Jiang Dajun. picked up the phone, clicked on **, and Tian Xiaorui's message popped up: Good dreams, good night. I sent three words: An'an. Tian Xiaorui sent a red lip and waved her hand. I sent it, one waving his hand, one with red lips. Putting down the phone, he turned sideways into the bed and closed his eyes and fell asleep. (To be continued......)

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