The love song of the youth of the chaotic youth 45
Brother Shen Zhe, who was already drunk, soothed his sad feelings and wiped the remaining teardrops on his face with a napkin. It is said that men don't flick when they have tears, but they haven't reached the sad place. I also think that's right. Shen Zhe is a good character, good at studying, and a leader in socializing. Today, Brother Shen Zhe was drunk and out of shape, probably really poked the most tender sore spot in his heart. Shen Zhe said: "Sister Huo is actually not as old as me, because she is always enthusiastic about helping others, everyone calls her Sister Huo, so I will also call Sister Huo." Since I got along with Sister Huo, Sister Huo has been very good to me and often helps me. But we were the kind of pure classmate friendship that had no other emotional factors. ”
Ren Hongyu interjected: "This may be Sister Huo's sadness. According to my observation, Sister Huo's attention to you has surpassed the friendship between classmates. Sister Huo is interesting to you, and you are always like to leave, maintaining an attitude that is difficult to understand, can she not be sad. ”
Shen Zhe said: "Sister Huo did express her affection to me, but she didn't know that I had a partner at that time." I didn't hide the fact that I had a partner, but Sister Huo still took care of me as before. Sister Huo said, you have your right to choose, and I have my right to choose. I have the same attitude as Zaixu, that is, whoever is good to me, I will be good to him. ”
Wu Linzhi said: "Who you like, who you like to be with." These are the fate of life, some people have a fate, some people have no fate, some people have no fate, these may be providence. Sister Huo has already passed, and there is no point in talking about this. ”
Shen Zhe said loudly: "You don't know, after learning about Sister Huo's make-up examination, I found Sister Huo to chat with her and persuaded her to think about it, guess what Sister Huo said." Tian Xiaorui asked, "What did Sister Huo say?" Everyone also wanted to know the content of Sister Huo's private chat with Shen Zhe, so everyone listened carefully to Shen Zhe's next words.
Shen Zhe said: "Sister Huo said, I'm not a failure. I said, "Sister Huo, you are very good, everyone in our class trusts you very much." And you are also one of the best in our class. As a student, it is good to be able to do a good job in your studies and actively participate in social activities under this premise. Sister Huo said, "Do you think I'm stupid." "I didn't give her a back on the issue. I said: "It's right to help your classmates, but it's wrong for you to help Li Xiaogang and Cheng Qing cheat in exams, and it's an act without a principled position." Sister Huo said: "I feel that this matter is a small matter, and I haven't thought about it so much." This morning, things got bigger, and I realized how serious things were. I am most sorry for my parents, who made their parents run away from school because of the violation of discipline. I am deeply disturbed and ashamed. ”
The table of martial arts and Lin Fangbing also came over, and Wu Lin asked, "You didn't persuade Sister Huo." ”
Shen Zhe said: "I persuaded her." I said to Sister Huo, it is possible for people to make mistakes, and it is not terrible to make mistakes, but it is terrible not to correct mistakes. Besides, as long as the table is good, even if you give a punishment, you can take it out. Lin Fangbing said: "In this way, Sister Huo should have no baggage." ”
Shen Zhe said, "Yes." When she said this, Sister Huo didn't have much ideological baggage, and her feelings were much more stable. Ren Hongyu asked suspiciously: "According to what you say." Sister Huo shouldn't have committed suicide the next night. ”
Shen Zhe said: "You don't know, after persuading Sister Huo, Sister Huo invited me to take a walk by the lake." We walked and talked and sat down on a large rock. Sister Huo expressed her affection to me again. On the grounds that I already had a partner, I rejected Sister Huo again. Shen Haiyan said: "Why do you reject others so directly." Li Siqi said: "Sister Huo didn't say anything." ”
Shen Zhe thought for a while and said, "Sister Huo said, don't you look down on me, don't you think I'm stupid." Li Dongli asked, "How did you answer?" I said, "Sister Huo, you are very good." Sister Huo said again. I'm good, why don't you be nice to me, you have to be nice to your wife in the countryside. ”
Ren Hongyu said: "I heard it, Sister Huo was when she needed you to comfort her the most. But you pushed her away from you. The feeling you give her is that whether you tell the truth or a lie, you have hurt Sister Huo's heart that loves you. ”
Shen Zhe said: "Now that I think about it, Sister Huo may be because when she needed me to care about her the most, I pushed her away and made her think that I didn't look down on her. Anyway, I just feel like I can't stand Sister Huo. ”
Fan Meihua, an emotional expert who claims to be in our class, has not spoken, listening to Shen Zhe's chatter and everyone's questions on the side, and finally Fan Meihua said: "To say that we are all young and ignorant, and we have made things worse." I think that sometimes, telling lies doesn't necessarily hurt people, but helps people. If you could have told two lies at that time, and you lent Huo Caixia a broad shoulder when she needed care and support the most, and let her cry on your shoulder once, maybe things would have ended differently. ”
Shen Zhe said: "Meihua, what you said, now I feel right. It's really because it was too straightforward at the time, I'm afraid it hurt Sister Huo's heart, so I was uneasy. Chen Nuo, who has not spoken, said: "It's not that I'm pessimistic and disappointed, big brother, don't blame yourself for this matter." There are some things in life that are destined to be things that cannot be changed at all. A qiē has long been doomed in the dark. As the saying goes, I am fortunate to have gained and lost my life, and Sister Huo probably has this fate. ”
As the eldest brother I respect the most, how can I stand idly by if I have emotional entanglements, after listening to Shen Zhe's words, the other people in our dormitory probably understood the reason why Shen Zhe was crying today. "People can't be resurrected after death, Shen Zhe, no matter how much you regret it, Huo Caixia can't be seen in the sky, so you can press this repentance into your heart." Jiang Dajun said so. I feel that the result of saying this is that not only will the pressure not be reduced, but it will cause a greater shadow in Shen Zhe's heart.
Xiao Di said: "I think Brother Shen did the right thing, yes, of course, there is no need to blame yourself." Chen Zhen said: "I'm still young, I don't understand the hearts of your men and women, but I always think that being a man must be true, being a man must be simple, and only true and simple can there be happiness and happiness." Don't worry, it's yours that can't run, and if it's not yours, you can't chase it desperately. ”
Jiang Zhu said: "In fact, I am more inclined to tell a lie, the point of view of saving a person, everyone has told a lie, no one guarantees not to tell a lie for the rest of his life, if he says a lie can save a person, I would rather tell a lie." ”
I said, "It's getting late, and I can't finish talking all night about life and worldview, so I think we'd better go back and rest." Ren Hongyu said: "There is no banquet in the world, let's go, I have already settled the account, you brothers will help Shen Zhe back." ”
The big man Jiang Dajun and Xiaodi talked and persuaded Shen Zhe to set him up, and a group of drunken young people walked noisily towards the dormitory, Tian Xiaorui and I walked at the end, and the two of them chatted while walking. (To be continued......)
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