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I came to Director Liu and asked softly, "Director Liu, what is written in Shen Haiyan's suicide note?" Director Liu said with a heavy heart: "I didn't say anything, what she wrote in her letter was that she lost the meaning of life, her behavior has nothing to do with anyone, I'm sorry for my parents, and I will repay my parents for their nurturing grace in the next life." I sighed and whispered, "People who are not even afraid of death, what are you afraid of, what a foolish person." Director Liu said: "It's dead, it's dead, it's a hundred." ”

At this time, Dean Sun stood by the lake and shouted loudly: "Seeing that class is coming, everyone disperses and prepares to go to class." Today's incident, I hope that teachers and students will treat it rationally, do not believe rumors, do not spread rumors, and believe that the public security department will give a clear investigation result. Director Shi also shouted: "Everyone has dispersed." ”

The students dispersed in twos and threes, and everyone went to pick up books according to the class schedule and went to the lecture hall on the first floor for a big class. After two classes on "Film and Television Drama Choreographer", although the visiting professor's eyebrows fluttered, I felt that I was listening with my left ear and my right ear, and there was nothing left in my brain. After thinking about it, my mind was full of Shen Haiyan's voice and smile, lingering and not dispersing. The students who listened to the class in front were still relatively quiet, and the good deeds in the back were muttering, chatting about some stories about Shen Haiyan, although they couldn't hear it clearly, but they could hear it roughly.

After two large classes, Instructor Liu called 22 students from our class to our classroom, and in front of the whole class, he painfully announced to everyone the death certificate of the public security department and the criminal investigation report on the suicide of Shen Haiyan. Although the students had already been mentally prepared, after hearing Instructor Liu read out the death appraisal of Shen Haiyan, many girls cried loudly. Especially Li Siqi, Lin Fangbing and others, who are very close to Shen Haiyan, their cries drove the entire classroom to be immersed in a sad atmosphere.

Instructor Liu said: "The students are quiet, and I will say a few words. Shen Haiyan has been with us day and night for more than two years, she is very cheerful and generous, and her personality is also very straightforward, and she is a good classmate for us. Good friend, but also a warrior who dares to fight against the underworld forces, now Shen Haiyan has left regardless of her, we have to give up our grief and let Haiyan go quietly. Shen Haiyan's last words once wrote: I never regret the road I have walked, on the contrary, I will love what I love more. Although I have hit walls everywhere in life, how much my heart yearns to live well. But there are too many injustices in life, and I don't understand them, and I can't breathe. Since I can't be with people I love, I don't have much point in living. The reason why I chose to commit suicide by throwing myself into the lake. I just want the quiet water of Longzi Lake to wash away the impurity on my body, I want to leave cleanly, I use my death to wash away the shame on my body, although I have no regrets in death. What I'm most sorry for is that I am my biological parents, and I can't repay them for raising me in this life, so I will repay you as a cow and a horse in the next life. Goodbye, my lovely classmate, goodbye to my dearest ones. Goodbye to my most respected parents, after I die, please don't implicate anyone, let me come gently. Let me walk away gently, I don't want to disturb anyone's peace. I'm gone, no pen. September 8, 2045, 2:30 a.m. This is Shen Haiyan's original text, and I hope our students will not spread rumors. Don't believe rumors, okay. ”

Shen Zhe said: "Instructor, although so. I still feel very sorry for Shen Haiyan. Director Liu said, "Shen Zhe, you don't have to blame yourself too much. Isn't it all clearly written in the letter, this matter has nothing to do with anyone. Everyone knows that Shen Haiyan has a good relationship with you on weekdays, and you feel ashamed that you didn't save her. In fact, I, the guide, also have a certain responsibility, I didn't find the changes in Shen Haiyan's feelings in time, if I could have discovered the changes in Shen Haiyan's psychology in time, and guided them in time, maybe there would not have been today's tragedy. ”

Li Dongli said: "Director Liu, if you want to say that you are responsible, I am also responsible. Haiyan lives very close to me, but I didn't find out what kind of grievances she suffered, I didn't find out that her feelings were wrong, and I didn't care for and love her, which is the reason why Shen Haiyan couldn't think of committing suicide. ”

Ren Hongyu, Li Siqi, Chen Nuo and others also reviewed one after another, as if they could reduce their psychological pressure by reviewing them in this way. In the chaotic classroom, everyone couldn't meditate, and finally Director Liu said: "We can't do anything else, we can only pray for Shen Haiyan to rest in peace." This is the rest of the dead, and the self-improvement of the living. May our students take this as a lesson, turn grief into strength, turn grief into motivation, study well, live well, let our school rest assured, let parents rest assured. The students said: "Please rest assured, we will love our own and will never follow the path of Shen Haiyan." Supervisor Liu finally said: "Okay, it's almost time for lunch, let's go have lunch." The students left the classroom in twos and threes, and went downstairs to the cafeteria for lunch.

Although Director Liu said so, the classmates in the school still talked about it, and some even said that Shen Haiyan's death had something to do with Shen Zhe's failed marriage. It is also rumored that Shen Haiyan was forced to break off her relationship with Shen Zhe, and the pregnant child was also killed, these two things are important reasons why Shen Haiyan lost confidence in life. Some people also say that Shen Haiyan is a broken family, how can she be worthy of falling in love with Shen Zhe, after Shen Zhe's daughter-in-law found out, her family followed her to find Shen Haiyan, and under the pressure of Shen Zhe's daughter-in-law's money and power, she was forced to accept the conditions and beat the child. After all, the rumor is a rumor, there is no evidence, and the public security department cannot investigate and collect evidence, so the case was closed with Shen Haiyan's suicide note and the post-mortem report of the public security department.

At two o'clock in the afternoon of September 9, 2045, a farewell ceremony was held at the Jinshui District Funeral Home, and the students all volunteered to participate. After the ceremony, the funeral home staff pushed Shen Haiyan's body into the incinerator and cremated her. Half an hour later, Shen Haiyan's family was sent back to their hometown by the school's school bus with the ashes. This is the end of a campus kindness case, and the students walked back to our school. On the way back to school, Tian Xiaorui said: "This person lives in one breath, and if one breath is gone, this person will be gone, and it is quite boring to think about this person alive." I said, "How can you think like that?" Tian Xiaorui said: "In this life, what you earn and rob, how much do you get, in the end, you don't come naked, you go naked, and you can't take anything before leaving." ”

I said, "What people live in this life is this spirit, and what they live is a rush." To say that people's final destination is the same, everyone will inevitably die, but the process of life is very different, some people when they are dying, they may say that this life is in vain. Some people may be relieved to say that I have not come back in vain in this life, what have I done, and what I have left for future generations. But it has absolutely nothing to do with money. Tian Xiaorui said: "You can't debate, it looks like you, right?" I said, "What am I right, I was right, and you will have to listen to me more in the future." Tian Xiaorui said: "As long as I say it right, I promise to listen." (To be continued......)

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