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On September 9, 2045 A.D., after the lights out bell rang, everyone went to bed and rested. Not long after falling asleep, he heard Shen Zhe start talking in his dreams, and Xiaodi, who slept on the bed opposite Shen Zhe, said, "Boss, what's wrong with you, you have a nightmare." Shen Zhe's words were vague, and he made two sounds, turned over and fell asleep.
When I got up the next morning, I asked Shen Zhe: "Boss, what did you dream about last night, you keep talking in your dreams, and you shouted don't come here, it's not me, it's not me who hurt you." Shen Zhe said: "It's hard to say, I'm not sure." Chen Chen asked: "The boss didn't dream of Shen Haiyan." Shen Zhe said: "Not only did I dream of Shen Haiyan, but I also dreamed of Huo Caixia, they came to me to ask for their lives, and they were very scared in their dreams." Jiang Dajun said: "Boss, I didn't expect you to be tall and fat, why are you still so timid." Jiang Zhu said: "There are many things that are unclear in this world, and the body is tall, not necessarily bold." Besides, Brother Shen felt ashamed of Huo Caixia and Shen Haiyan in his heart. ”
The classmates in a dormitory talked about finding a way for Shen Zhe, and finally everyone discussed that Shen Zhe would go to burn paper for the two dead classmates tonight, so that Shen Zhe could be at peace. Shen Zhe said: "Does this method work? Jiang Dajun said: "You will be a dead horse as a live horse doctor." ”
On the afternoon of September 10th, the test results of the first semester of the 043 grade of the School of Journalism and Media came out, and I ranked second in the overall grade of my academic performance, plus Su zhì ranked sixth in the grade. This time, Shen Zhe's academic performance retreated from the top ten to thirty in the whole grade, Tian Xiaorui retreated from the top twenty to fifty, and on the contrary, Jiang Dajun and Jiang Zhu's rankings improved a lot, but they still revolved around the middle students. The worst grade in our dormitory is Chen Chen, and Xiaodi's grades are still in the top 20 in the grade. I achieved such a result, no one congratulated me, and the people who wanted to oppose our dormitory usually had a good relationship, but after the results were announced, they seemed to be a little respectful. Don't play with me anymore. Of course, I also understand them, maybe because I didn't do well in the exam, or because I was jealous, in short, because I did well in the exam, they didn't care about me.
Seeing that Tian Xiaorui didn't do well in the exam, I said to Tian Xiaorui: "Don't be discouraged, let's study hard this year and strive to be in the top 20." Tian Xiaorui said: "Thank you for your encouragement, but I'm afraid I can't do it." You also know how I studied last semester. I've done my best. If this continues, I'm worried about whether I will be able to secure graduate school or graduate school. I said, "It's going to be two years, and it's too late to hurry up." Tian Xiaorui said: "But you did well in the exam, I am happy for you in my heart." If you can get a scholarship this year, you get out and invite me to a meal. I said, "It's okay to invite you to dinner without a scholarship." Tian Xiaorui said: "That's decided." I said, "No problem, I'll treat you as soon as the money comes." ”
Tian Xiaorui said: "Continue, there will be another month of computer grade exams to be held, what do you think?" I said, "I've only seen it cursoryly, and I haven't looked at it carefully." Tian Xiaorui said: "Calm down and read the book for a few days, and strive to pass the exam at one time." I said, "I don't feel like I'm running out of time lately." I don't have time to look at it. When the time comes, it will be up to fate. Tian Xiaorui said: "Don't get too angry, as long as you do your best." Think of it as an expedition. I said, "The self-study exam is originally a test of labor, and as long as the work is done, you will naturally be able to pass the exam." Tian Xiaorui said: "Yes." At the beginning of this semester, the homework has been so tight. ”
After dinner in the evening, Shen Zhe and Xiaodi went to the sacrificial shop outside the school to buy offerings, and Jiang Dajun, Chen Zhen, Jiang Zhu and I studied on their own in the dormitory, and several of them read this year's textbooks. I read the textbook for the computer-based exam. Although I have a lot of free time in university life, it is not easy to study well and study well. In order to hear the lecture clearly. You have to sit forward, you have to read relevant books in order to expand your knowledge, and the necessary homework is also indispensable, some homework is very simple to arrange, if you want to really do a good job, a thesis or academic report, I don't know how many nights you have to study.
The dormitory was very quiet, except for the sound of electric fans, the sound of students occasionally flipping through books, or who was thirsty and stood up to drink saliva. The summer night in Binhe City is not only stuffy and hot, the electric fan blowing is hot air, covering the wet towel on the head, and you can feel cooler at first, but it didn't take long for the towel to be soaked with sweat, and the weather in Binhe City is so hot.
Xiao Di and Shen Zhe returned to the dormitory at half past eight, and the two of them also began to review and do their homework, and the dormitory was still very quiet. Minutes and seconds passed, and an hour and a half passed quickly. After the lights go out at night, the dormitory is also dark. The school is quiet at night, except that the sound of the occasional passing train on the bullet train track outside the window can be transmitted to the dormitory, and the light of the street lamp on the north side of the street can penetrate into the dormitory from the window.
After the school worker who checked the bed walked by, Shen Zhe said, "Xiaodi, let's continue with the two of you on a trip with me." I said, "Okay." Xiao Di said, "Do you want to go now, it's too early." Jiang Dajun said: "It stands to reason that it will be fine after nightfall." Shen Zhe said: "Go early and come back early to rest, knowing that this may not work, but you have to try." I said, "This is not a question of believing or not believing, but a question of whether or not one's conscience can be at peace." If you pray with all your heart, you will be liberated by believing that your heart will be liberated, and you will not feel any guilt. Jiang Dajun said: "It is not superstitious to continue to say, in line with the viewpoint of modern psychology, it is very important to seek inner peace and peace, which is the premise for people to live with peace of mind and happiness." ”
While talking, Xiao Di, Shen Zhe and I all got dressed, Shen Zhe and the three of us quietly opened the door of our dormitory, Shen Zhe carried a large plastic bag, and the three of them walked quickly towards the first floor.
The dormitory management room on the first floor was already dark, and the door of the men's dormitory building had been closed, Shen Zhe pushed open the door of the dormitory building, and the three of them quietly slipped out of the dormitory building and walked towards Longzi Lake. The street lamps on both sides of the boulevard were dim, and the places where the lights were blocked by the trees looked eerie, and even the three and a half of us boys felt hairy when we came out. Walking on the grass by the lake, a few frogs jumped out of the grass into the water and ran away with a croak. From time to time, the chirping of night birds could be heard from the big tree in the direction of our school building, which added to our sense of fear.
The three of them came to the big stone where Shen Haiyan committed suicide in the lake that day, Shen Zhe put down the big plastic bag and lit the plain wax, and the two white plain wax ignited a spark, illuminating the small space, and the plain wax danced in the night breeze, adding to the tense atmosphere. Xiao Di helped Shen Zhe put the five dried and fresh fruits on the big stone, and I was responsible for shaking and scattering the large bag of paper money and piling it in front of the big stone. Shen Zhe, who lit the vegetarian wax, used the vegetarian wax to light three grass incense sticks, and inserted the grass incense into the waterside open space behind the big stone. The red dots of the three herbs are particularly conspicuous in the dark night, and after the night breeze, the smell of grass permeates the meadows by the lake. The crescent moon hangs high in the western sky, and the cold stars in the sky twinkle, giving people a deeper and heavier feeling. I was a little thin and still a little cold in my heart, and I shivered all over. I said, "Boss, burn it." ”
Shen Zhe said, "Okay. He took out a lighter from his pocket, lit the pile of paper money, then took out mineral water and circled it three times with water. While circling the fire, he said: "Sister Shen, Sister Huo, the three of us saw that you are here today, and we will burn some paper money for you, and I wish you all the way." ”
The candle flame shook a few times again in the night wind, and suddenly calmed down again. Xiao Di said: "Boss, you can't think about it so much, you have to sincerely repent to get spiritual liberation." (To be continued......)
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