"A lot of times, we're not living. And living on the screen, life is a movie. —Erik. Houmai.

It's 10 p.m. on the last day of 2015, and in two hours, I'll be finishing this chapter on my own. Hou Mai said goodnight............ Also, I'll be calm about him and to myself in the previous chapter - Always.Bullshit!

Other people's lives are called movies, but I just continue to live idlely.

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"You haven't figured it out yet? This is an important choice for them. ”

I don't know when it started, Zhang Bo stole my expressionless face without discount.

Half an hour before the start of lunch, he looked at me and spoke to me in a tone that didn't move at all.

"Xiujing, she should have sensed something, so she was not far behind and said that she wanted to go back with you. Although in this era, seeing your parents can no longer represent anything, but no matter what, this is the most intimate opportunity. Such an opportunity, they definitely want to fight for it, and they don't want to let it go. In their eyes, if you go back with the other one, you may completely lose a little bit, one step away. To put it bluntly, the two of them just want to be closer to you, and it seems that these two guys are really dependent on you. ”

The so-called long-term seeing people's hearts, the so-called long-term seeing affection, in fact, it doesn't take too long at all.

Zhang Bo's long words, like a quick knife, were between my defenselessness. It tore apart all my hesitation, shattered the procrastination I thought I could continue.

But I really wasn't ready. So after drinking all his words, I felt like the thoughts in my head were tangled into thousands of knots.

I probably got some clues from my slightly struggling expression. Zhang Bo, who glanced down for a moment, sighed. Then, the stiff expression on his whole face relaxed as if with that gaze.

I saw him take a step forward, then raised his hand and pressed my shoulder lightly, and his tone, which had not fluctuated before, turned deep:

"Follow your heart and drink a little more tonight, but don't drink too deeply. When it's cold at one o'clock in the morning, whoever you want to call the most, that's who it is. ”

It's a great way to do it, and yes, I even had the idea of giving it a try at that moment. But in the blink of an eye, I suddenly realized that when deciding who to love, I still need to use the so-called "method".

True love. The most feared set of words is tricks.

With my head down, I watched the hand on my shoulder slowly retract and stood without saying a word for a moment. Subsequently. I took the cigarette from the table and took out the second one.

When the smoke first fell, I was through the clouds. Chong Zhangbo said:

"I see, let's keep cooking."

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The nearly three-hour hustle was almost coming to an end. The purple rice in the rice cooker is about to become sweet and soft. Originally, I thought Kang Seok-jun would be the last guest of the day, but I didn't want the doorbell to ring again. It was Seo Hyun who was wearing a white tweed coat and Kyuhyun who was wearing a black velvet trench coat and walking in two buckets of rolling paper. This pair of black and white matching, to be honest, is indeed quite eye-catching at first glance.

No, Li Soon-gyu, who walked to the entrance, directly became very playful with his eyes.

Regarding the two that came suddenly, Seo Hyun originally said at Casio Studio that day that he couldn't come, and Kang Seok-jun didn't tell me about Kyuhyun coming.

So at this time, two people appear at the same time, in my opinion, it can only be said that it is a coincidence, not a coincidence. And in the eyes of the perverted Gui, this guy has never been serious, and he doesn't expect her mind to be pure.

Anyway, there are so many connections between Seo Hyun and Kyuhyun Guy. I want to think that when I first starred in the drama "Gone with the Wind", the two protagonists, a man and a woman, contributed a screen kiss to all the audience.

As soon as I entered the door, I was hit by the ambiguous eyes of the funny Lee Soon-gyu who was shaking his eyebrows, and it was really a bit tragic in the house. Feeling a little overwhelmed in an instant, she hurriedly waved her hand to explain, saying that her schedule had been temporarily adjusted, so she rushed over directly. On the other side, Guixian seemed much calmer and calmer, he just waved his hand in response to the harmony, and said simply: "I just ran into it downstairs." ”

Often, the pure facts, which are not complicated, become more and more chaotic the more they are explained, and Guixian, who is well versed in the truth, simply only said this sentence.

It was this sentence without much explanation that choked up Lee Soon-gyu, who was still about to dig into the roots, and at the same time caused the excitement on this guy's face to dissipate instantly. Pulling down her shoulders, she stumbled back to the living room with a cut.

Before he even had time to change his slippers, he was forced to explain a wave of Xu Xian, so he had time to lean over and change his slippers. As they walked through the hallway, I happened to come out of the kitchen, and the two of them greeted me with bright expressions. And I'm ...... All I saw was the roll of paper in both of their hands.

Two days ago, Zheng Xiujing and Kim Taeyeon kept saying that they wanted to bring a whole carriage of rolling paper over for me for ten or eight years, but I haven't seen the two of them really bring them over today. These two are good, and they really gave me two buckets of rolling paper. Well, I can only comfort myself, and I can count it as a complete merit.

With the addition of the last two except Jessica, who arrived late, the whole room was a little crowded for a while, but the lively atmosphere almost outweighed the warm air blowing from the air conditioner.

It wasn't until this moment that I felt the warmth and vitality of the house where I had lived for a few days. The so-called Wenju Wenju was originally embodied in this one Wen word.

At the end of the kitchen, there was only a little finishing work left, and Zhang Bo was serving the fragrant food one by one. Originally, I was going to go to his side to help immediately.

But after finishing the darts and other games in the living room, a new picture appeared that caught my attention quite a bit.

This picture is about the giant curved TV. There's about my memory, there's about my talent.

That's it – movie remixing!

I don't remember who said that. Mixed cut is a movie that is more profound than a movie. It's a tribute to the whole soul.

It's a life that we can't feel in our lifetime, but we can feel it. I get inspiration, I get life, I get escape.

What is playing on the giant screen TV at the moment is the one I have watched hundreds of times over again - "87th Oscar-nominated film remix ver.2"

The opening is an English monologue with no soundtrack. Immediately after that, enter the film screen, the first act "The Grand Budapest Hotel". Less than two seconds passed, and the second act "Birdman", the picture continued to flicker at high speed, "Boyhood", "Captain America", and the drums gradually started.

Here, it's just the sound of drums, and there's still no music. And this drum beat, the rhythm is layered on top of each other, trying to capture everyone's hearts. Meanwhile. The backs of the characters cut out from one movie after another appear in turn.

"The Theory of Everything", "Selma" and "Leviathan" are changing faster and faster, and the drums are densely woven into a web for a while. Subsequently, the pictures of "Rise of the Planet of the Apes 2", "Guardians of the Galaxy" and "Birdman" reappeared. Finally, "The Burst Drummer" is the node of the drum sound, accompanied by the judge's hammer drop, and the heaviest drum hits the ground. As soon as the song "Glory" was played, the deep voice began to turn around like never before.

Comes with the song. It's the picture of the hopeless starry sky in "Interstellar", and two English lines - TheresLife. TheresHope。

Seeing this, I began to gradually raise the corners of my mouth as I sang. Because next, in addition to the movie screens that flashed one scene after another, there were also the most striking lines.

Fox Hunter – What do you want? What do you want?

"The Imitation Game" – Don't worry about the tune, don't worry about other people's eyes.

Your existence is meaningful, you believe, huh?

I want to be number one in the world! You...... Not now, isn't it?

I'm going to be on a par with greatness – can't you be with me?

"The Theory of Everything", Stephen Hawking in his youth.

I was looking for a job, and I decided to make a big career so that I could continue to learn and get stronger. Who am I? I'm a hard worker.

Did you rush or delay? I...... I do not know.

"Burst Drummer" - you're finished!

No! I didn't, you can't do that to me!

No? No! When will it be your turn to educate me on what I can and can't do? You Shabi!

You've never had any of his rights! And never will have!

Next up is "Boyhood," a dialogue between a mother and her son.

You know what I realized?

My life went on as usual, and that's it, milestone after milestone.

Marriage, childbirth, divorce.

Get a master's degree, find a job of your choice, send you through college, do you know what the next milestone is?

It's my funeral!

After that, there is the dialogue from "Birdman" that I almost memorized, this time the words of the daughter to the father.

And guess what? Everyone out there wants to be important to the world, and you, eventually, will disappear into oblivion.

Where you turn a blind eye, something new is always born, and you have long been completely forgotten.

Who the hell do you think you are? You're the one who doesn't exist!

You do this because you, like us, fear that you are worthless.

But you know what? You guessed it.

You're just worthless.

Unimportant! OK？ You don't matter at all!

Accept the reality!

This is where the music takes a turn, with the song in the first half ending and then the tune "Loststars" that is equally evocative.

At the same time, the picture on the giant screen TV turned back to the previous "Boyhood".

To his mother's words, the son replied with his eyes down, "Have you ignored something?"

Forty years to go until the next milestone.

How to Train Your Dragon 2

Human endeavor knows no boundaries.

Selma

We are very different, and no matter how bad life may seem, there will always be something you can do.

You hide everywhere, trying to hide beneath your fragile and chaotic surface......

But you can't hide it

You are not invisible to anyone, you are important.

You may look like a mess on the surface, but your heart is beautiful.

No matter how hostile the environment is, you can't hide the beauty inside you.

"Boyhood"

I just want to do what I love to do and that's what makes me feel motivated.

Instead of making me look like an ordinary person.

Everyone is saying, "Seize the moment".

I had the opposite feeling, but it was actually that moment that caught us.

This moment is eternal, we live forever in the present moment!

PS: There are still three minutes, it's 2016, I didn't go outside, there was no one else in the room, all the shit was a little too emotional, and I pushed a wave of movie remixes, it really didn't matter, it was just my personal complaint. In order to avoid some people saying that I mixed the number of words, I simply wrote this chapter in one go, 3,369 words. (To be continued.) )