It's another pre-chapter PS: It's half past two in the morning on January 2, real time, and since yesterday, I've been on such an intermittent low tide every three or five days, and this time it's overwhelming, and there are some very inexplicable things that have suddenly aggravated, so I can't breathe at all.

The timing is so ingenious, and the movie lines mentioned in the previous chapter perfectly fit my current state of mind, that is-

Who the hell do you think you are? You're the one who doesn't exist!

You do this because you, like us, fear that you are worthless.

But you know what? You guessed it.

You're just worthless.

Unimportant! OK？ You don't matter at all!

Accept the reality!

The reality that should be accepted, even so, is that living by writing stories and fantasizing is useless beyond that. Aside from the rest of the time I was typing the keyboard, the label that could be perfectly attached to me was mediocre, inactive, and muddy. Or to put it more bluntly, it's a wreck.

I know it's useless to complain because I chose to live it this way. Because of laziness, the future is difficult and dangerous.

Okay, just slap yourself neatly and end the verbosity. Humble use the characters in the story to find all the decisiveness and courage.

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After a few minutes of mixed cuts, she and she sitting on the sofa, and him and him sitting on the carpet, all began to have a heated discussion. In fact, I know that this remix will not bring them too deep feelings, and most of their discussions at this time are only limited to the soundtrack of the plot screen. Only people like me, like me, have experienced ups and downs. Those who chase from humble mediocrity to a new position will be deeply emotional.

There is still the aftertaste of cigarette smoke between my fingers. So after watching the mix, I didn't choose to smoke another one. Instead, he smiled faintly. Interrupting Sunny and Huang Meiying, who were fighting, plus Zheng Xiujing, who whispered opinions. One of them wants to watch "Interstellar", the other wants to watch "Gone Lover", and as for Zheng Jingjing, who is the leader of the literary school, he said that he wanted to revisit "Birdman". However, I said, "It's time to eat, and I'm still looking at a fart, so I'm going to die." ”

Getting up, a group of people gathered around, and the sumptuous Chinese food was incomparably sumptuous. Waiting.

With the plot discussion that did not weaken in the slightest, everyone sat down. This time, it was Jiang Xijun who opened the wine, and he was the one who poured the wine.

Although there were many other kinds of liquor on the table, Kang Seok-joon filled everyone with a glass of clear and transparent yuzu-flavored soju without exception. If you want to clink glasses, if you don't have a spicy throat, how can you be happy?

At the European long table, I was pushed by Kyuhyun and Sunny to sit down on the short side. Wearing the same oil-stained apron. At this moment, the left and right sides have a wide field of vision. After pouring the wine, Jiang Xijun began to raise his glass, and everyone agreed.

For a moment, the sky above the table became very transparent and full. The rim of the glass shimmers in the ceiling light. It took me a short time to see everyone's faces, and then the smiles began to overflow on my faces.

Finally, I picked up my glass. Countless hands, warm or cold, touched together in this way.

At the moment when you are about to drink the wine in your glass. Guixian, who conformed to the coaxing atmosphere, actually added such a sentence. He said to everyone in a joking tone: "If you don't have two toasts, how can you do it!" ”

Because of this leading word. Everyone who responded in an instant all shouted. Among them, Lee Soon-gyu is the most excited, she holds a wine glass in one hand, and the other hand is directly raised above her head, shaking there non-stop. It feels like this guy is already drunk before he even starts drinking.

This is the second time, and I take everyone's expressions into my eyes. To be honest, at that time, I felt that my heart was very quiet and peaceful.

So, in a tone that wasn't too high, I threw out a simple sentence, and that was ......

Drink it.

At the end of this sentence, there is no exclamation point, and there is no stirring tone. I was just very plain and peaceful, with a light smile, and said to everyone, "Drink." ”

So, Lee Soon-gyu, who was so excited that he flew up, naturally didn't buy it. The others also let out a dissatisfied tone of "yes" and strongly demanded another sentence.

But I didn't say any more, but shook my head and did it first as respect.

The matter of the toast has been revealed, and it is time to feast. In fact, I don't need to say it, everyone is already moving their chopsticks quickly.

After tasting a bite of sweet and sour pork ribs, Zheng Xiujing, whose eight-character eyebrows arched instantly, did not forget to recommend a blow to Jae-hee on the side. But as soon as the words came out, she quickly muttered to herself after reacting.

"Well, I almost forgot, you seem to have eaten this dish many times...... But today, Oba seems to have played for a long time, so hurry up and try it. ”

Song Jae-hee and Zhang Bo, who were no longer very restrained, glanced at each other and smiled with a smile.

Hearing that Zheng Jingjing, who stretched out the first chopsticks, strongly recommended that the pork ribs were delicious, many people immediately stretched out their chopsticks to the dish. Among them was Kim Tae-yeon, who even had two ribs between his chopsticks and his chopsticks.

Seeing this, I thought of something and said I had something to say.

"Ah, Kim Taeyeon, you'd better put those two ribs in Panini's bowl for me." After saying this, I immediately raised my chopsticks again, ordered a few plates of huge high-calorie dishes on the table, and added:

"Also, this dish, this dish, and that dish, you'd better not eat a single chopstick today."

This was a sudden prohibition order, and as soon as the words came out, Kim Tae-yeon's chopsticks stopped in the air for a while, and everyone else cast puzzled glances at me.

Kim Taeyeon, who stopped her chopsticks, had an inexplicable expression and a complete dissatisfaction.

I saw her frowning fiercely, her brown and wide eyebrows, and she was squeezed into a thinner caterpillar for a while.

"Yui? Why? Why can't I eat it? ”

In the face of the strong protest of this one, and the doubts of others, I calmly withdrew my chopsticks and propped my elbows on the table.

"Because, after a while, you have to prepare to shoot the music video."

There was no warning, and the two sentences that came out of my mouth did not have any warning at all, which perfectly aroused everyone's curiosity.

Among them, the protagonist Kim Taeyeon is very much, she loosens her eyebrows, and her expression is a little confused and cute. That look is basically saying, "I don't know at all, what the hell are you talking about shrimp~~~~"

So now, let me tell you, what exactly do I mean by shrimp.

"Your SOLO this time, the MV will be filmed by me, the time is tentatively set for the end of February, there are not many days left, you hurry up and manage it for me."

That's what I'm going to say, that's what I've been saving for a long time, and that's what I'm going to say today.

When I went to record with Taeyeon that day, I asked her to wait and went upstairs alone to find Kim Young-min, and we talked about such a thing. Speaking of which, it should be regarded as a not too easy game, at first, Kim Young-min was reluctant to let go of the issue of MV shooting rights.

Even though S@M had already tasted a lot of sweetness from me, he couldn't have put all his eggs in one basket. In their eyes, I am a rising star, and I am also not dry, not to mention that I have not won half an award. In this circle, there are countless aspiring newcomers who have risen and released a few rays of brilliance, and then disappeared and fallen. This is somewhat similar to Jeremy Lin in the basketball world, a player who plays inconsistently is not an ideal partner for Party A.

Anyway, after a period of struggle and some compromise, I finally got the right to shoot Taeyeon's music video for SOLO. As for why I chose to say it on this day, it is because I want to treat it as a surprise, a small surprise.

Judging from everyone's reaction, the effect of this surprise bomb explosion is quite good.

The stunned guys, the one who started pouring the wine without saying a word, the one who clapped his hands, and the cheering ones, just waited to pick up the wine glasses.

I didn't eat a mouthful of food, but I was greeted with a full mouthful, so I smiled and touched the second cup with everyone. It's just that I didn't realize that among all the people sitting in a circle, there were two expressions that hid a different kind of emotion.

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The first surprise bomb exploded, and the dust had almost settled. In addition to Kim Taeyeon, who was a little stunned and hadn't come back to his senses, Sunny, Panini, and Seo Hyun discussed the shooting of the MV, and it was extremely hilarious to discuss it.

Looking at Taigu, who smashed his mouth and scratched his head, I smiled, pushed the plate of cranberry salad to her, and said, "Eat." ”

Looking at the large bowl full of salad that was pushed in front of her, Taigu's expression changed, and then she glared at me fiercely. And then...... Then she picked up the chopsticks viciously and gnawed the two ribs that she had first scooped into her bowl.

Since it was mentioned that he was going to shoot a MV for Taigu, Panini, who has always been her intimate little padded jacket, said that he had something to say. No, at this moment she grabbed me vigorously and asked:

"The plan for the shooting came out of the wood?"

"Where are you going to shoot?"

"Will there be a plot this time? What kind of plot is it? ”

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Hundreds of questions in a row, just like this, this girl threw me without any gaps, like an unreasonable advance. I was bored by the question, so I had to throw her a word of no comment, and then began to change the topic.

As for how to transfer? It's simple, start with the red reindeer antlers on the head of the KFC breakfast Panini. (To be continued.) )