It's just November, but the smell of stale wafts through the air. I woke up from the sun at three o'clock in the afternoon, rubbed my eyes, got up, washed up, and dressed. After soaking a bowl of ramen, I sat down at the table and stuffed the hot ramen into my mouth with chopsticks one after another. After eating, I put the cigarette and lighter on the table in my pocket, and I walked to the door, ready to go to the library.

The nearly ten professional books on film and television that I bought back have been completely digested, and I don't have the money to buy books for the time being. However, at the same time as my hand held the doorknob, a crisp knock came straight to the door, and I was not stunned when I heard this sound, nor did I look at the cat's eye, and turned the handle directly.

The door was opened, and I thought it was those fans who were unwilling to rectify me again. Unexpectedly, the person outside the door was Jiang Xijun, who was fashionable and explosive. A fluffy brown short, cyan three-dimensional long trench coat with a pair of matte black leather boots on his feet. Presumably, he should be preparing to meet Kim Taeyeon today.

Seeing that it was him, I kept my face blank and leaned sideways to let him in. Seeing my expression, Jiang Xijun disappeared from his face, and a trace of bitter curvature hung on the corners of his mouth. He walked in slowly, and the messy room was spread out in front of him, and the smell of smoke poured into him. I'm afraid of the cold these days, and I haven't opened the window all the time.

Kang Seok-jun walked to the table, sat down on the edge of the table with a slight bow, and rubbed his temples. "I didn't want to come over to disturb you, but you said you wanted to be alone for a while...... However, Zheng Xiujing's girl can't get through to your phone, and you don't answer Zheng Xiuyan's phone. Because it is completely impossible to contact. That's why she came to me. Recently, I have been calling every day to ask me about your situation. Every day, constantly. "Kang Seok-joon doesn't know what happened to me, he just thinks I'm being attacked by those fans. It's so decadent, it's irritating.

Standing at the door, I heard the words Zheng Xiujing from Jiang Xijun's charismatic bass, and I didn't react. Because in front of Yin Enjing, I chose neither A...... Nor is it b.

Kang Seok-jun, who was a little uneasy by my "living dead" attitude, began to frown. "What's wrong? Is there still a fan coming to trouble you? ”

After taking a cigarette from my jacket pocket and lighting it, I slowly shook my head. Thirteen minutes after Kang Seok-jun entered the door, I finally had a move, not because of anything else, but because I wanted to beat him away quickly. I want to be alone. Take a deep puff of your cigarette and exhale it softly. "Zheng Xiujing, you don't have to say anything, just be busy with your company's affairs, don't worry about anything." I thought as I said as I watched the thick white smoke fill in front of me.

After throwing this sentence to Kang Seok-jun, I opened the door again and stepped out. "I'm going out. Remember to close the door when you leave. After turning to him, I left him my empty room and went to work, the library. There's a lot of work waiting for me to do.

In the dormitory, Jiang Xijun on the edge of the table was still looking at my back. He blinked slowly, his distraught eyes. I dialed a phone number, and it was Dong-hoon on the other end of the phone. He always felt. Something bad was born. He must clearly know that this matter is inextricably linked to him. He had to make up for the consequences. In fact, he would never be so indecisive in the past, and he used to be ruthless even to his relatives. But now I am not just a relative to him, but a comrade-in-arms.

Jiang Xijun, who has a huge network of contacts, wants to check one thing, especially one thing related to "me", which is really simple. Five minutes later, Dong-hoon's call came back, and he told the whole thing on the other side of the phone, and it took a total of twenty-seven seconds, and Kang Seok-joon's eyebrows began to wrinkle at the seventh second. In the twenty-second second, he closed his eyes. It turned out that his comrades-in-arms had just lost their hearts.

Take a breath from the depths of the Mariana Trench and sigh. Kang Seok-jun got up from the table and took two steps in one step, and he almost instantly had an idea to go to the library! It's just that after sitting in the DB9 downstairs, the steering wheel in his hand suddenly became extremely heavy. He punched the center of the steering wheel, the edge of his palm flushing red with a palpable degree. In this case, he suddenly appeared, what is the use of going by himself? Console? Come on, go to TM's comfort. In addition to sighing and blaming himself, Jiang Xijun suddenly seemed to have no other way. The hand gripping the steering wheel tightened, and he moved the car towards the company. Since he said he wanted to be alone, let him be alone. Now, he was curled up, and no one could get into his solitude.

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With 90,000 physical books and 330,000 electronic books to read, the library of Pheasant University is not gorgeous enough, but the collection is still quite good. After entering the empty and quiet library, I once again stepped into the territory of the media major, and while looking for books, I began to calculate the food reserves at home. There were two bags of ramen, and there was one and a half boxes of ramen left, forty-seven bags to be exact, enough for me to eat for a long time.

The years are not dead, and the autumn is coming to an end. Winter is already not far away, waving his hand and making a second confession. I wrapped myself in clothes, and the days without a trace of deviation began to rotate.

I wake up at 6:40 a.m. and the library opens at 7 a.m. In this way, without an oxygen mask, he sank into the bottom of the "book", and when he needed to breathe, he walked to the door of the library and smoked a cigarette. The water received from the pool at home can be a good solution to the physiological needs. The ramen still smells disgusting, but I eat it with a blank face. At eleven o'clock in the evening, the library closes, and when I return home, I turn on the lamp, write hard until one o'clock in the morning, and then go to sleep. It's really a busy and fulfilling day.

While I was growing up and getting some things, other things were leaving me, but for some reason, these things were leaving very slowly. I thought that if I forced myself into such a life, I would not have time to think about anything else, and I would soon forget what I should forget. But after all, I'm still too young. Sometimes I find it funny that you can't forget the people who occupy a small part of our memories for a long time.

When I used to travel, I had a wonderful phenomenon. That is, when you are out and about, or when you are doing something very novel, the single loops a good song. Then, all the good memories of those days will be perfectly reproduced in this song. When you go back to the boring life, as soon as you hear this song, you will have a lot of beautiful memories floating in your mind, which are really, really floating in your mind, as if you are there, beautiful. So...... During these days of working in the library, I didn't dare to listen to a single song.

Now the only consolation that can give me is Zhang Xiaoxian's words. She said: "You don't need to work hard to really forget it." One day, you came out of the bathroom and suddenly remembered that you once loved someone, ah, it turned out that you loved this person, it seemed to be a very distant thing, and you didn't feel it at all. This is forgetting jì.

So, I started to fall in love with bathing. Who is Zhang Xiaoxian? A well-known writer and an elder who has had a lot of life experiences, what she said always makes some sense. When I take a shower, I always think about it, even if my skin is red from hot water.

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November 7th. It has been a while since Zheng Xiujing's scandal, and in the entertainment industry where news is endless, no matter how much the river and the sea are turned over, it will soon be extinguished. Except for a small number of fans who are still worried about it, not many people still care about this matter. In addition, today, another piece of news came out that was quite heavy, which attracted a lot of fan's attention. The birth time of the incident should be in the morning, and some netizens have now that the number of followers on Kim Taeyeon's personal Instagram account has been reduced from the original 41 to 12. After the cut, the only people who paid attention to it were Girls' Generation members such as Yu-il and Seo Hyun, choreographer Shim Jae-won, and Superjunior member Kim Hee-cheol. As for the EXO members, no one was followed again.

Soon, the "clearance" matter began to heat up under the operation of the media, and the hyenas of all walks of life used their not very rich brain capacity to start all kinds of imagination, and the news headlines they made up became more and more excessive. The Kim Taeyeon scandal, which had been quiet for a while, has been put on the table again, and it continues to heat up. Judging from the current shape, although the news headlines reported by the media are not very favorable to Kim Taeyeon, in terms of fans, there are suddenly many fans who support Kim Tae-yeon, and the wave of online criticism at home and abroad is set off wave after wave.

Netizens took screenshots of Kim Taeyeon's watchlist after the closure and turned it to leave a message:

Taeyeon has taken Kwan Baek-hyun and comes to sing with me

Why is it so spicy that I hit Thailand?

There are even people who can play with Kim Taeyeon as the first perspective of the post: crying and saying that I am pretending, not crying and saying that I am pretentious, laughing and saying that I am the queen of the movie, not laughing and saying that I have a black face. Let me not pay attention to that one in your family, now that I have been shut down, I am doing evil again. What else can I say? Blame me?

Of course, there are those who support Kim Taeyeon's side, and there are those who support the other side, and there is another war on the Internet. Behind the darkness of the computer screen, one person after another spoke wantonly, in order to defend their idols, they beat the keyboard, and insults became their only means, to be precise, they hid in the dark corners of the Internet, and this is the only one they can do.

However, in the past, those gorgeous quarrels had nothing to do with me, or rather, I didn't know that such a thing was born when I met day and night in the library and dorm room. After being away from the crowd, the life of only dealing with dead things is really much simpler...... If it weren't for those damn memories that often come out of nowhere.

If you want to forget a relationship, there is really only one way. Time and new love, if time and new love can't make you forget a relationship, there is only one reason, that is, the time is not long enough, and the new love is not good enough. (To be continued!)

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