227. [227] I understand you
It's just that Ziyi's headache is terrible, and she really doesn't have the strength to open her eyes again. The familiar smell and sound made her feel even more reassured.
Bluegrass several people tied up with Fei on a chair in the room.
It wasn't until the night that Ziyi's fever subsided, and Youfei never woke up.
When Ziyi opened his eyes, he saw Duanmu Kaoru's handsome face, but his complexion was darker, his figure was thinner, and there was a trace of tiredness in his eyes.
"Kaoru-" Ziyi stretched out her small hand and stretched out her handsome face tremblingly, but stopped when she was about to touch Kaoru Duanmu's face. Ziyi hesitated, she was afraid that it was a dream.
She was afraid that when her hand touched Kaoru Duanki's face, all the qiē would come to naught.
Kaoru Duanmu will disappear.
She will never see him again.
"What's wrong?" Duanmu Kaoru stretched out his hand and gently held the hand of the purple cloth suspended in the air. "It's me, Ziyi, I'm back."
Duanmu Kaoru held Ziyi's hand and gently touched his cheek, the tenderness in his eyes seemed to be able to pinch out water: "Ziyi, how is our baby, is it a boy or a girl." ”
Ziyi's lips trembled, and she closed her eyes forcefully before opening them again.
Big eyes filled with tears.
She didn't know why she was crying.
Is it a grievance? Or excited? Or maybe it's joy.
It's just that this happiness came too suddenly, she once fantasized about whether her Duanmu Kaoru would suddenly appear, but she never expected this kind of thing to really come true.
But now, Duanmu Kaoru, the person she has in mind, is really in front of her.
"Fool, don't cry." Duanmu Kaoru lowered his head, his dry lips gently kissed the corners of Ziyi's eyes, Ziyi's tears were salty and astringent, burning his lips, his tongue, and his heart.
"Fool, I'm sorry I wasn't there for you when you needed it." Kaoru Duanmu was annoyed, he knew how painful childbirth could be for a woman.
He had imagined countless times what his child would be like when he was born, and he had even thought of a name for it.
Girls are called worry-free, and boys are called Jinchuan.
"Is it really you-" Ziyi still couldn't believe it, her hand held Duanmu Kaoru's hand tightly, for fear that if she let go, she would never be able to hold it again.
"It's really me, it's me, it's me, it's me." Duanmu Kaoru muttered, his lips gradually moved to the lips of Ziyi, and on the same dry lip flap, a dragonfly dotted like water, and then he raised his head, adjusted his posture, and hugged Ziyi in his arms.
Ziyi lost weight, and he was a little panicked in his arms, Duanmu Xun frowned: "Thin like this, if I am not there one day, what will you do?" ”
"If you're gone, I'm gone." Ziyi twisted his eyebrows and said softly.
"What about the kid?" Duanmu Kaoru stretched out his hand and scraped the tip of Ziyi's nose: "Not only our children, but also Sisi, they are all our responsibility." ”
"So you can't be absent, no matter what happens, you have to survive well! If you dare to die, I will kill everyone, and we will be a family again on the road to Huangquan. Ziyi looked up at Duanmu Kaoru, and her little face was printed with "I'm serious".
Duanmu Kaoru smiled, shook his head, and burst the purple clothes tighter.
Yofei, who was tied to the chair, suddenly let out a soft murmur and opened his eyes. She felt as if all the strength in her body had been drained, and as long as she made the slightest movement, she would sweat all over her body and panic.
Even so, she still struggled to break the rope, but she couldn't break free at all.
She looked up at Duanmu Kaoru and Ziyi on the bed [Harmony], and there was an indescribable feeling in her heart.
"Who is she?" Ziyi noticed the right and wrong on the stool, although she already had the answer in her heart, but she didn't know how these people subdued this woman.
Doesn't it mean that this woman is very powerful?
"What about Sisi? What about them? Ziyi noticed that she hadn't seen these people since she woke up, and couldn't help but feel a little anxious in her heart.
"Rest assured, they went to sleep. Just tie this woman here. Duanmu Xun softly comforted Ziyi in his arms, and told Ziyi what happened from beginning to end.
Ziyi's eyes widened.
She couldn't have imagined that the demon beast that the silver pupil had inadvertently obtained was so powerful.
"How can this be-" Similarly, Yo Fei also heard Duanmu Kaoru's words, she lowered her head, her eyes full of disbelief!
What is this?
She has been carrying that strange eye since she was a child, and she has been spit on and hurt by others! Now, she finally felt that this eye was of some use, but it was taken away again, and even said that it was someone else's thing?!
So what can she count as what she has endured for so many years?!
No—she's not reconciled!
That's not how it shouldn't be!
You Fei suddenly raised her head and widened her eyes suddenly, she tried to stare hard, but no matter how she stared, there was no longer the feeling on her forehead.
She's become an ordinary person—
This time, she has completely become an ordinary person!
She used to wish that she could be an ordinary person, but she didn't expect that when she didn't want to be an ordinary person anymore, she would become an ordinary person again?!
Is this God kidding her?
Is it because she did too many hurtful things in her previous life, so she has to pay it back in this life?!
Tears rolled down his cheeks.
She hadn't cried in a long time.
It's been so long that I can't remember the last time I cried.
God's punishment for her is really too heavy. She's like a street performer, so ridiculous!
"Haha-hahahahaha-" Yo Fei cried and laughed, the whole person was crazy, and his face was full of despair.
"Isn't it good to be an ordinary person?" Ziyi reluctantly got out of bed with the support of Duanmu Xun, walked to Youfei's side, and gently squatted down and asked.
"Okay? All right? Now, I don't have anything. No relatives, no subjects, no lovers. Even the last shred of strength has been stripped away! You sue me, okay? Is that good?! Yofei roared hoarsely, she couldn't understand why only her fate was so unlucky.
Obviously, there are so many people in this world who are different, but she is the only one who is not understood.
Obviously, there are so many people in this world who have strange powers that are different from ordinary people, but only she has been taken back!
"Why? Why are you suing me? Yu Fei looked at the purple clothes, his eyes empty. A miserable little white face was covered with tears.
Ask yourself, she has never done anything unreasonable.
But! What exactly is this qiē for!
Trick her? Is this playing tricks on her?!
"Wrong!" Ziyi looked at Youfei, and a distress rose in his heart. She can understand the feelings of right and wrong, "Now, you are an ordinary person, you can have a family again, you can have a lover again!" Isn't that bad? You can leave this harsh desert and return to normal life! Don't be so desperate—"
Ziyi's hand was gently on He Fei's shoulder, she looked at Duanmu Kaoru and motioned for Duanmu Kaoru to untie the rope on He Fei's body.
Duanmu Kaoru hesitated slightly.
"Kaoru, she's an ordinary person, she can't hurt us." Ziyi knows that sometimes, she is too kind.
Too much mercy to the enemy.
She is always able to forget the pain she has suffered, and she is always able to forgive lightly.
But—
In this world, who is born to want to be a bad guy, and who wants to be a villain who is spurned by thousands of people?
Everyone wants to be a good person, and everyone longs for ordinary happiness.
Especially those who have gone astray, they want a stable and happy life more than normal people.
It was fate that played tricks on them and made them make unforgivable mistakes.
But -- they can't be blamed for it.
Duanmu Kaoru nodded lightly, and pulled out the dagger between his sleeves to cut the rope on his body.
Without the restraint of the rope, He Fei fell down softly, and Ziyi caught the soft and glutinous body and hugged He Fei in his arms.
Yu Fei was stunned, her eyes widened.
Growing up, she had never enjoyed such a hug.
Once, how she wished that her father could hug her like he hugged Nazha.
How she wished that when she was sad and crying, someone would come over like this, hug her gently, and tell her that it was okay, and everything was over.
"Don't be right, live well. It's not that God is playing tricks on you, it's that God sees that you have suffered too much, so he wants to give you back the ordinariness that originally belonged to you. ”
The purple clothes gently wiped away the tears on his face for Youfei.
Compared with the same and wrong, how happy she is.
In modern times, although she doesn't have many friends, at least life is relatively easy.
And when she died, she could also travel here and meet the most cherished man in her life, who was also cherished by this man.
The more things he saw, the more grateful he became.
"Youfei, it's not that you don't have relatives, you still have Naza. It's not like you don't have friends, you still have us. ”
"You-" He Fei looked at Ziyi in a daze, confusion flashing in his big eyes, "Friend, Naza." ”
"I believe that in the future, you can also find a man who treats you well. For a lifetime, I will only marry you, I will only love you, and I will love you alone. You will also have your own children. ”
"Is that okay?" Hearing Ziyi's words, hope gradually ignited in his eyes.
Yes, maybe—not as much as she thought. She can give up all the past qiē, and then live a good life again!
Maybe—she can really do it.
"Don't you blame me?" Yu Fei looked at Ziyi with questions.
She snatched her man, left her alone to face the pain of childbirth, and even gave up her newborn child and came here thousands of miles away.
Even, she once thought about killing her.
"Blame, how can it not be blamed." Ziyi looked at Youfei and chuckled in a low voice: "You know, when I was lying on the bed, my stomach was cramping for a while, at that time, how much I hoped that my child's father could be by my side and hold my hand." Ziyi said, tilting his head to look at Duanmu Kaoru, and continued, "You know what? When I heard the cry of the children, how I wished that the fathers of the children could hold them, like all fathers, with joy on their faces, and walked to my bedside and said to me, you see, this is our baby, how much they look like us. ”
Duanmu Kaoru wrinkled his brows and held Ziyi's hand tightly, his body was a little stiff, and his heart felt as if he was being hammered by a sledgehammer.
"You know what? How panicked I was when I found out he was missing, how scared I was that I would never see him again in my life. If anything happens to him, then what should I do? If I didn't have a child, I would have chosen to go with him. However, I gave birth to those two pink guys. ”
Ziyi's eyes were full of tears again, and the struggle in his heart at that time clearly emerged, and that feeling, now when I think about it, my heart still hurts.
At that time, she really felt like she couldn't get in the way. During the day, she had to work hard to be strong, and at night, she nested alone in the quilt, crying all night long.
At that time, she didn't even dare to think about it.
But the more I don't think about it, the more bad ideas come to mind.
It was as if it was going to drive people crazy.
"If you blame me, why don't you kill me." With a light smile, if the woman in front of her kills her now, she thinks, she will definitely not complain, she will not hate.
This qiē is the bitter fruit she planted herself, and she should pay it back.
"What if I kill you? Will I be able to take back my tears, or will my heart no longer ache? Or could it change the fact that I abandoned my children and came to this desert? Ziyi stretched out his hand and gently wiped away the tears on his cheeks, "I hate you and hate you, but who should you blame and hate?" ”
Youfei's lips couldn't stop trembling.
Her body was shaking violently.
It's like a child who has been wronged for a long time and is suddenly said to be in his heart.
The tears could no longer be stopped, frantically washing her face.
"There are many things that you can't choose. You're just looking for a way to vent your pain. Although you hurt more people in this way - I really don't know how I should resent such a person. ”
Ziyi kept wiping the tears that poured out, but every time she hid what just gushed out, more tears gushed out, and Ziyi simply stopped wiping them, but held the woman tightly in doubt, and kept caressing her back: "I know you're sad, I know it's not what you want, I know, you also hope that you can be a good person." ”