Again, Luo Onion affirmed.

"The slave and the maid guarantee their lives, the slave and the princess are with each other day and night, and they have never encountered what the lady said, and you have never thought of a private affair other than marriage, at that time, madam."

She swore that she was serious.

I believe in Luo Onion, and she has no reason to lie to me;

And even if I once had a good relationship with a man, Luo Cong was also forced by the Empress Dowager and others to never pass on anything because of the family rules, so Lin Jixiang would not choose me to come to the Qin Palace to adventure among so many princesses and princesses;

Even if he chooses to choose, he wants to humiliate his family's hateful enemy, Yingzheng, but he won't have no precautions and instructions at all (such as asking me to pay attention to drawing some blood or something).

Thinking about it, Tian Tianxi's body did not produce the blood of the first night, not because she had deep contact with people, but because of natural physiological shedding and other explanations.

I used to read wild history books when I saw that in these years when medical technology was not very developed, women's popularity was considered the only standard for testing virgins and non-virgins, so in Yingzheng's mind, he must have felt that my private life was quite erosive.

However, according to the secular rules of the female training and the temperament of Yingzheng, why didn't he directly execute me, and in turn hurt him to save me?

I thought about it, but I quickly denied it by myself covering my head with my hands: stop thinking about his abnormality for the absurd reasons he had promised me for the Heshi Bi or the throne of Qi, what he could get at his fingertips with just a wave of his palm, why bother with me to get it with humiliation?

When pigs fly!

Is it possible that I am too inferior in my daily life, and too unconfident in him: he actually loves me very much, and he loves me far more than I imagined?

The bits and pieces of being with Ying Zheng came to my mind in an instant, and I was a little blinded by this sudden, only explainable notion of his usual tolerance for my anger and forbearance—I loved him without a doubt, but he loved me too, and loved me so much. I've never dared to think of it.

However, I dare not admit it, and I can't hide the speculation and expectation in my heart.

Not to mention, the reason for Lin Jixiang's recent departure:

I always felt that Ying Zheng wanted me to rush to the Qiongyang Palace before "sunset" because he wanted me to rush to the time arranged by him, and wanted to solve me and Lin Jixiang before this point in time. But the fact is that "sunset" is the departure moment that Lin Jixiang insisted on when he said goodbye to him, and he asked me to go at that time, in order to feel that I would keep "Lin Ru" and avoid the regret that I didn't have time to stay!

He cares so much about the existence of "Lin Ru", and he still does it...

Ying Zheng has not killed me ruthlessly when I lost control of his feelings and I made him lose control of his feelings several times, no matter whether he offended or transgressed, I knew that he had my place in his heart, and this position. He was not willing to throw it away.

It seems that I am too small-bellied and too unconfident.

However, it's understandable that I'm not confident, Yingzheng has never blindly favored me, and he is still quite disgusted with my existence many times. And I have a lot of doubts about my identity, and I have a hunch that he will always get rid of my ideas and worries, and it will not be groundless.

He wants to kill me, whether in the past or in the future, he will do whatever he wants, and I still have to be self-disciplined as before.

So, what if he really allowed me to live for some reason other than love?

I can't think of any reason for him to do it, but that doesn't mean he doesn't. My mind is not enough to compare with these masters, so I should be cautious and think more about it when playing against people like Yingzheng.

However, I really wanted to fall into his arms at once with this ecstatic bliss discovery that he loved me!

I struggled with myself, and finally persuaded myself in the contradiction between the two factions: I took the truth of Yingzheng "concealing" the truth of the first night for me as my last "line of defense", and if Yingzheng really hurt him unconditionally to protect me. Even if he had other reasons to keep me, I would love him with joy!

That's it!

"Madam, you have settled down, and your complexion is very good."

The current Luo Cong is completely free of the uncertainty and distress entangled between Yingzheng and Lin Jixiang. She was very happy that I wanted to take the initiative to explore and repair my relationship with Yingzheng, and the mentality of making decisions and determination was much more free than I was.

I smiled back and asked her for her opinion.

"Where do you think I should start?"

The next thing is, where do I start to pursue the truth and the mentality of winning the government, and how do I confirm it?

Luo Cong immediately thought about it seriously.

"If the slave knows well, only three people know about it now, right?"

She was very interested, and she was very good at analyzing and coordinating with me.

Three people are my only breakthrough.

Ying Zheng won't see me for a while, and even if he sees me and talks to me, then in the premise exchange of our "ghost fetus", a disagreement will still trigger contradictions;

Mama Wei? Ying Zheng seems to have given some orders not to mention to Mama Wei, so she has always refused to say this matter explicitly, and as soon as I go to her, Ying Zheng will know immediately, and under Ying Zheng's anger, it is still a difficult thing for me to enter the Qiongyang Palace to see Mama Wei;

Then, there is only Mrs. Jing.

Luo Cong also agreed with me to find Mrs. Jing's Tiyì.

"Although Mrs. Jing is not easy to speak, she is the person who can be counted on the most in front of her eyes, why don't you go in person, Madame?"

Her words and attitude to persuade me were quite positive.

We decided so harmoniously.

After Jingshu Xiangong was named "Xian", it was the first time I came, and I felt from the attitude of the people around me since it had one more word in the palace name, it seemed to be gilded with a layer of gold and shining, which made people admire it more and more.

The number of servants in Jingshuxian Palace is twice as large as before, although there are more people, but the rules seem to be stricter, so that there are many people in the courtyard who prune and sweep flowers, but it is orderly and quiet.

Waiting for me to perform the ritual squatting properly, Mrs. Jing smiled before saying a word, and accosted me without saying anything.

"Mrs. Xi will come to this palace, this Jingshuxian Palace, it is really an accident for this palace, but what place can this palace help?"

She looked at me, arrogant, but not repulsive.

I smiled lightly, said respectfully, and what I said made people unreasonable.

"Madame's words made the slave concubine ashamed, and the slave concubine should have come to ask for peace from time to time, but it was really quite troublesome when she moved, so she never came here to walk around."

Mrs. Jing was not polite about whether I would come to her place to visit the house, and she asked in passing.

"Then come today, there is something wrong, right?"

With the relationship between me and Mrs. Jing, it is really a good way to talk to both parties.

"Since the lady is so straightforward, the slave concubine will speak bluntly."

I took a deep breath, blushed my cheeks before I could say anything, pursed my lips a few times, and finally mustered up the courage to ask: "Madame, do you still remember that after the night when the king came to Qixi Palace a few days ago, Madame, you reprimanded the slave concubine for failing to serve the king Zhou Quan?" ”

Mrs. Jing didn't show whether she remembered or not, her right hand was raised gracefully, she smiled lightly, and her left hand took the lid of the cup to blow the buoyancy of the tea.

"Why, Mrs. Xi is still not convinced when she thinks about this matter, so she wants to come to find fault?"

She didn't think that I couldn't hold back the anger of being accused and reminded her directly, she just didn't understand the original intention of my question, and wanted to avoid the topic and test the purpose of my questioning first, lest her answer be the "trap" I set for her.

Looking at Mrs. Jing, who was extremely self-protective, I laughed to myself.

"Madame misunderstood, how dare the concubine offend Madame? However, Madame's words are not entirely true," I paused, successfully arousing Mrs. Jing's surprised and indifferent thoughts, and said with a warm smile: "The slave concubine really thought of the present, but she was not unconvinced, she was really ashamed." ”

Playing tricks should be measured, Mrs. Jing is in a high position as a lover, and I am a small envoy, and I have no capital to test her bottom line, so I am quite docile in what I said later.

I was teased a little, and I was in no mood to care if I was really ashamed, so Mrs. Jing just continued to reprimand me.

"If you are ashamed, you should correct it, and you should serve the king more and more with all your heart, but Mrs. Xi seems to have been in vain lately."

She sighed, mocking me for not having a chance to get close to the status quo of Yingzheng.

She explained my jokes to herself, and I didn't let her ridicule hurt my heart, I just pretended not to understand, and continued my words.

"The slave concubine is ashamed not for anything else, but for--heh, it makes the lady laugh, and the slave concubine still thinks about it, but she still doesn't know what the lady reprimanded that day."

I was puzzled, sighed to myself, and looked at her as if I was asking for advice.

My words made Mrs. Jing frown, she always felt that I was scheming, and she couldn't guess for a moment what I meant by showing "stupid" like this.

couldn't guess, so she asked vigilantly and without hesitation.

"Mrs. Xi has always been smart and incomparable, but now she wants to pretend to be crazy and stupid here, it won't be as simple as asking Bobengong to laugh, right?"

She was distressed, and I reciprocated her with kind words.

"If Mrs. Bo laughs, then the concubine has a lot of methods, and she will never use this kind of cold laughter to show ugliness."

I laughed, but Mrs. Jing didn't have the heart to laugh, and she stared at me more and more suspiciously.

"And why are you?" She had no intention of, and did not need to be polite to me, who was a low grade.

Since she habitually felt that it was something wrong for me to make a request, I would better seduce her from a different angle.

"Madame, since you have concerns, you might as well think about it, if you say it, will it be harmful to you?"