I know that I shouldn't say anything more about this, but I also know that when the time is ripe, I can't help but talk about it in order to live for Lin Ji.

"The slave concubine and Lin Qingong did not sleep together as the king thought, and the king's angry slave concubine did not know where to start, but if Lin Qingong died because of the king's dissatisfaction, the slave concubine indirectly killed the great Confucian like a teacher, and it would be impossible to feel at ease.

Now if the king still recognizes that grace, and the concubine begs the king to grant the concubine the idea that Lin Ruqin Gong will live, the slave concubine does not ask for anything else, but only for a good person and a good reward. ”

I calmly reflected my sincere gaze to Yingzheng, hoping that he could understand that although I had to anger him in my words, I really didn't want to make him sad.

Hu Hai asked Yingzheng to give me a wish, and I used it on Lin Jixiang, who was incarnated as "Lin Ru", to save him from prison who was worried about me; Now Ying Zheng made me a wish, and I used it again on the "Lin Ru" who visited me, and Ying Zheng inevitably increased his suspicion of me.

"You bothered to ask for favor thinking that you would save this man one day, right?" Ying Zheng affirmed his speculation in amazement, and asked me: "Fraudulently using Hu Hai to get a wish, forbearance without arguing and saving a favor, is not for himself... Are you really willing to do anything for him? ”

The more he spoke, the more angry he became, his clenched fists trying to break my cheeks at any moment.

"Your Majesty..."

I wanted to explain that I didn't mean to, and even though I knew my explanation would most likely not work, I wanted to explain it to make him feel better.

However, I just said that Yingzheng was not interested in listening to my explanation, so he refuted it.

"Don't listen, widow," he said, trembling slightly from too much excitement, his red eyes cloudy. He couldn't help but say: "The widow would rather be slapped by you." ”

He got up, rolled up with green tendons and clothes, kicked open the door of the temple and left.

I know that Ying Zheng was angry, and his last sentence "The widow would rather be really slapped by you" deeply pierced my heart - a big husband who stood up to the sky and opened the loess. How humble his arrogant words are, and the pain will be expressed to "a woman".

Ying Zheng was upset because I used my two prayers on "Lin Ru", I know, but I want to know what makes him angry the most I don't know what the reason is, so I hurriedly pulled a robe and rolled up, pulled my shoes and ran out.

"Your Majesty, Your Majesty—"

Even though I was trotting hard, the shoes that were not pulled hard were still making it difficult for me to barely get close to Yingzheng who was striding forward without looking back, because I was too focused on chasing Yingzheng, I was afraid that he would pull down even the slightest more distance, so I didn't even think about the idea of lifting the shoes and chasing again.

"Your Majesty. Your Majesty..."

I shouted tightly, my breath becoming more and more unsteady, and my final tone was as weak as if I might faint at any moment.

Ying Zheng was angry, and suddenly stopped; I couldn't stand on my feet and stumbled against his back.

"Slaves and concubines should be damned."

I panicked back and steadied myself. Luo Cong, who was running over, briefly helped tie his shirt, and walked around Yingzheng's body to him.

If I don't ask, I'll be suffocated; If I don't ask again, I'm afraid I won't have the courage to ask at this moment; If you don't ask again, the contradiction between me and Yingzheng will get deeper and deeper, and it is likely that it will soon become irreconcilable.

"The concubine's inquiry may make the king more and more angry, but if he doesn't ask the reason again. The slave concubine was afraid that she would die of depression. ”

I gasped, showing my negative feelings of cowardice and concern, and asked Ying Zhengdao, who was suppressing his anger and allowing me to speak: "Why does the king feel that the concubine does not belong to the king?" ”

When I was finally able to ask the question, my heart did not relax, but I became more nervous because of the uncertain answer.

Ying Zheng's red eyes shot a terrifying glint of jealousy, and he shook his body. Pushing aside my instinctive outstretched arm to hold him, he suddenly lifted his own left palm to show me.

I knew that he had a scar on his left hand, and I used my profane garment to avoid my sight, and I wanted to look at it, but for some reason he angrily refused. He showed it to me at this point. What is the meaning?

Receiving my puzzled gaze, the light in his eyes became more and more disdainful of me. Hooking his neck and leaning to me, Yingzheng murmured to me.

"You really can ask a question!" He narrowed his eyes and sneered, "The first night you shed blood!" How, shocked? ”

What the?

He leaned back a bit to see how I reacted, then leaned forward in disgust and leaned forward.

"Are you really shocked? Wouldn't it be too fake? ”

A word froze me in place, and Yingzheng passed me with his full of shame and gloom.

What I shed is Yingzheng's blood? What does that mean?

Could it be that what he said was that on the first night he pampered me, I, Tian Tianxi's body, did not bleed, but Ying Zheng cut his palm and stained the bed sheet on my bed with blood?

That's why Mama Wei had to follow me to bathe after checking the bed, because she didn't see me injured, and then wanted to see Luo Onion's body?

That's why Mrs. Jing scolded me so harshly for taking care of Ying Zheng and making Ying Zheng hurt?

That's why Ying Zheng has never touched me again after the first time, even if he is holding back his lust?

That's why Ying Zhengcai's attitude towards me is so bad and erratic?

was carried to the dormitory by Luo Onion and the people from the people, and lay on the fox fur for a long time, and Yu Luo Cong slowly came back to his senses under the close attention of Luo Onion.

"Luo Cong, can you notice any abnormality in the blood stains on the sheet we used after the king favored me?"

I have never had a similar experience, even in the open era a thousand years later, I have never had a skin-to-skin relationship with people, so I opened my eyes that day and only looked at Yingzheng with an abnormal expression, and did not have the concept and action of checking the blood stains.

Luo Cong didn't think twice about having an answer, but she wondered why I asked her like this.

"The slave maid wanted to tidy up the lady's clothes and bed, but Mama Wei suddenly brought someone to come at that time and did not let the slave and maid interfere." When she finished speaking, she looked at me with wide eyes and said, "But what's wrong? ”

I didn't tell her anything wrong, but asked her about the truest memories of her heart without her knowledge.

"Are you sure you grew up with 'me' as a child?" I asked her for confirmation.

Seeing me ask, Luo Cong nodded very affirmatively.

"Slave is sure."

I thought that Luo Cong would say this, but she really affirmed it, and my heart was still much more down-to-earth than before.

"Then you must have taken care of 'me' every step of the way, just like in the years since you came to the Qin Palace, you haven't been separated for a day, right?" I continued to verify.

Luo Cong still didn't understand the purpose of my question, but she was happy to help me relive my old friendship.

"The slave maid is ordered to take care of the lady, even when she is very young, you can't make the princess have a lonely moment, so don't say a day, if you are not called by our lady to ask questions or take care of meals, etc., the slave and maid will not be able to leave for a while."

She said it seriously and sincerely.

With such a foreshadowing, I feel much more at ease.

"That's—"

When the words came to my lips, I couldn't help but pause:

I know that my next words are very disrespectful to Tian Tianxi, but if I don't ask, I can't figure out whether Tian Tianxi is a virgin, and I don't know Tian Tianxi's past, so I have to bear the name of this "bad woman" who was stabbed in front of Yingzheng.

If I or Tian Tianxi really had this kind of behavior, I could only admit it with a cheeky face, but now that it is not clear, I can't bear the unjust charge of "not being a virgin" with Tian Tianxi in vain.

"You must know, before I lost my memory, before I was reborn after being struck by thunder and lightning, 'I' - what man was there?" I looked at Luo Cong's eyes and asked, "I mean, just in case, just like Hua Chan said, but there are any nobles or young talents of the Qi Kingdom who know each other well with 'me' and have done things out of the ordinary?" ”

When I just woke up with Tian Tianxi's body, I once asked Luo Onion about Tian Tianxi's past, according to what Luo Onion said, Tian Tianxi's past ten years was very simple, in addition to the two major state changes of rising and sleeping at sunset, and then it was to ask the elders for peace or be in a daze and other good girls in the deep palace, so I asked again, just to be more at ease with my own frightened heart.

I want to be reassured, but my words make Luo Cong not feel at ease.

"What's wrong with you, ma'am? What's wrong? But he was sick, or he was frightened - wasn't he tortured by King Qin? ”

She asked a series of questions about her conjectures, and she was confused by the questions.

I knew she really suspected that I was in a state of limbo, but I wanted to listen to her normal answer to my questioning, so I assumed she was joking, and gave her a serious face.

"I'm serious, not gossip - nonsense, you answer me head-on." I was in a hurry, and came out with words that Luo Liang didn't understand.

Seeing that I am strict, Luo onion is also strict.

"Although the palace of Qi is not wider than the wall of the palace of Qin, it is also a place with strict rules and etiquette, because of the self-discipline of the queen mother, so the family of Tian's daughter is even more clean and self-friendly. Not to mention contact with outsiders, even the princess herself is in the palace, and the princesses don't go out often.

Princess, before you are reborn, except for the ability to see our King Qi and all the sons and grandsons from a distance above the banquet, it is impossible to meet any man, let alone know each other. ”

She looked back at me with great certainty.

"Definitely?"

I had a bottom in my heart, but I couldn't help but ask questions again to appease my heart that I was used to.