Lan Xiao'er looked at Yue Xuan's gentle expression, lowered her eyes, because that kind of eyes were too hot, she always felt that she owed him his affection for her, and whispered: "It's not that you're bad, it's that I didn't meet you first." ”

Yue Xuan's eyes slowly dimmed, and his voice revealed an imperceptible sadness: "Is love sooner or later?" ”

Lan Xiao'er listened to Yue Xuan's words, her eyes also dimmed, and her heart hurt inexplicably, how could she understand?

Lan Xiao'er said faintly: "Maybe life is just a journey, you pass by me, I pass by you, and then each cultivates and moves forward." If there is an afterlife, I would like to be a dandelion, without care, without desire, and walking in the wind, and the wind is quiet and peaceful. ”

"As long as a person truly appreciates the despair in ordinary suffering, he will also understand how pompous the words of one qiē beautify suffering, and how contrived is the gesture of showing off suffering."

Lan Xiao'er raised her head slowly: "It's not that I don't believe it, but I don't dare to believe it anymore, it's not that I'm cold-blooded, but I can't be warm anymore, and I don't understand 'love'"

"The hardest stage of life is not that no one understands you, but that you don't understand yourself. Now that we have come to this world, we must cherish the value of life. ”

"In a sense, life is harder than death. Death only requires a moment of courage, but life requires a lifetime of courage. Maybe it's better to live than to die. ”

Yue Xuan listened to Lan Xiao'er's negative words, and suddenly frowned in distress, and called softly: "Xiao'er"

Lan Xiao'er looked at Yue Xuan's expression distorted and very complicated, worried, distressed, concerned, and painful, who tortured such a gentle person like sunshine like this?

Could it really be yourself? Are you so good? Would someone as good as him really fall in love with him? Why is he so shameless in his disbelief? Is it because you don't have confidence in yourself? Why is there such a lack of self-confidence?

Is it because you saw what you just saw? Why is it clear that he is still like glue with others one moment, and the next second he is like confessing affectionately, even if it is for his own play, but this confession method is too bad, right?

If Ah Yuan hadn't bothered just now, would Yue Xuan really have to do a full set to show herself? Or do you wait to stop it? If Ah Yuan really didn't come, would he stop it? Will it? I don't know either, but I'm really not interested in watching others flirt

Yue Xuan looked at Lan Xiao'er as if she had lost her mind, thinking that she remembered the sad things she had before, and said softly: "Xiao'er, life is full of contradictions, maybe you should listen more." No matter how bad things are, there is a good side, and it is good to communicate with people more and more, and perhaps we should focus on the future and not think about the old evil. ”

Lan Xiao'er knew that Yue Xuan was comforting herself, and said faintly, "Really? ”

Yue Xuan gently picked up Lan Xiao'er's hands and wrapped her with his hands: "Xiao'er, let me be your support, when you are your haven, can you be your sunshine?" ”

Yue Xuan looked at Lan Xiao'er affectionately: "Death and life are broad, talk to Zicheng." Hold the hand of the son, and grow old with the son. ”

Lan Xiao'er listened to Yue Xuan's words word by word, as if she was beating on her heart, this was a poem that she was familiar with when she was in modern times, it turned out that he was so easy to hurt his heart that melted, but is it really possible?

I don't want to repeat the mistakes of the past. The kind of pain that makes people feel impressively scared, confused, and withdrawn, not because they are cold-blooded, not because they are hard-hearted, but because they were at that time, they confirmed the reality, they can't dream all the time, they will only hurt themselves, but why do you still want to have a good dream?

If I wake up from this dream, will it hurt more? What happens when you wake up? Will there be love again? Will there be nothing left? I really don't dare to gamble, because I'm afraid, because I'm tired, because I'm old

Yue Xuan watched Lan Xiao'er's face change, and then said, "For friendship and love, I only believe in one sentence. After a long time, maybe the last one that stays by your side is the best. ”

Lan Xiao'er looked at Yue Xuan lightly: "But I can't afford to wait for this time."

Lan Xiao'er pulled her hand out of Yuexuan's hand, walked a few steps past Yuexuan, looked out the window, and said lightly: "Maybe life is an encounter, life is a forgetting, and in the end we will all become the scenery in the years." I just want to learn to live alone, whether I have anyone around me and no one around me. Do what you have to do, with love or without love, treat it safely. ”

Yue Xuan turned to look at Lan Xiao'er's lonely, as if she didn't belong to this world, as if as long as no one in this world could keep her heart, she would disappear into this world out of thin air, without a trace.

Yue Xuan's heart ached, is this pain the heartache of being afraid of losing someone? Yue Xuan hurriedly said: "But don't give up what you were determined to achieve just because of one failure. ”

Lan Xiao'er stretched out her hand to touch her heart, and said faintly: "I have no heart, what is the purpose?" ”

Yue Xuan shook his head slightly: "How can laughter be so negative?" It's not the laugh I know. ”

Lan Xiao'er smiled bitterly: "Yes, I'm not me anymore, I forgot what I should be?" What is it like in the eyes of others. ”

"I sometimes miss the simple and carefree me I used to be, but I can't go back, I can't go back"

Lan Xiao'er's tears flowed down unconsciously, she really couldn't go back, she couldn't go back to herself, she couldn't go home, this is not a dream, but it seems like a dream, I don't know if I wake up or die this time, life is like a play, there is a fate to meet thousands of miles away, but there is no chance to meet on the other side.

Even if we cross time and space, what if we meet? If it's not your own, it's not your own after all, what can you do if you encounter it again? When God wants to take it away from himself, he will only leave no affection at all, hateful, lamentable, and pathetic

But I can't hate anyone, because I don't belong to this era in the first place, maybe a temporary resident from outside should not have any lightness in this world, anyone, so if it is doomed to be impossible from the beginning, why pay so much affection?

It's just going to fall and even lose your heart, and even people are dead, if it ends up being a hurt after all, isn't it better not to experience it? Or is fate in your own hands, there is no way, only your own heart?