But most of the dreams have been defeated by reality, will you be able to succeed if you meet Yuexuan? Don't end up being an empty joy, which makes people melancholy and most afraid of the strangeness after deep friendship, the pain after seriousness, the use after trust, and the indifference after gentleness

Yue Xuan looked at Lan Xiao'er's trembling back, knowing that she was crying silently again, how could such a fragile and sensitive woman warm her?

Yue Xuan slowly walked a few steps forward, and finally stopped, wanting to hug Lan Xiao'er forward, but suddenly lost the courage, was she afraid that she would push herself away? I'm still afraid that it is not herself who can comfort her

Yue Xuan held his chest and said bitterly: "If we hadn't met that year, wouldn't my heart hurt so much?" ”

Lan Xiao'er shed tears, listening to the sad language of Yue Xuan behind her, and silently read in her heart, what if, is there an what if? If I was, would I not choose not to come to this world and meet those people and things?

Lan Xiao'er held back her tears and said a little stiffly: "If there is really a time travel in this world, can you choose to change history?" ”

Yue Xuan listened to Lan Xiao'er deliberately hiding her crying voice, and her heart was extremely distressed: "If there is an if, I think I will still choose to meet you, but I will meet you sooner and fall in love with me sooner." ”

Lan Xiao'er's heart was said to her heart by Yue Xuan's gentle words, it is fake if she is not moved, and it is fake if she is not moved, but she always feels that something is missing?

Is it that you can't love? No, I may never have loved, why not? Lan Xiao'er wiped her face with her hands, took a deep breath, and tried to calm her mood.

I don't know if my eyes are red from crying now, I don't know if Yuexuan can feel that he is crying, but I don't want him to see it, I don't want him to know, it's not that we are pretending to be strong, but sometimes, we have to be strong, so in pretending to be strong, we are really getting stronger and stronger.

Lan Xiao'er was just about to turn around, smiling at this person who was good to herself, after all, it was a great happiness to meet someone who was good to her.

But I heard Yue Xuan behind him say: "Life is not bitter, what is bitter is that we have too many desires, people are not tired, and what is tired is that we can't let go too much." ”

Yuexuan's words are of profound significance, and they hit Lan Xiao'er hard in her heart, could it be that she can't let go? Could it be that I want too much, so it is getting harder and harder to feel happy? So if you want more and more, will you pay? It's a way to protect yourself

I can't learn by myself, I can get out quickly after being injured, and then start the next love, it's hard to fall in love with someone, it's hard to get out of falling in love with someone, it's also a few years, maybe I can't get out of it for a lifetime?

I don't want to be like this, why can't I be like other girls, and I can enter the next love soon, why can't other girls?

Are you too stupid or too simple? Or are you used to it, or are you afraid of change, afraid of sudden loss, afraid of what? Why is my heart so fragile, like a glass heart that shatters at the touch of a button?

Lan Xiao'er's tears couldn't stop flowing, and she wiped them again and again, because she never liked to let others see her tears. When she wants to cry, she would rather close her eyes and not let it cry, and then sue herself, but she can still persevere;

When I am sad, I will disguise myself and say to others with a smile that I am very good and happy; When you are lost, you will be brave enough to say to yourself, it's okay, a qiē will always pass. I'd rather make others feel like they're happy than make myself look aggrieved and pitiful.

But such stubborn and strong, isn't it too naïve, after all, it's just a weak and defenseless woman, at the beginning, maybe in the end, it's still that little wish, I just want to grow old with one person, love each other for a lifetime, and be a couple for a lifetime.

But the person who heard him say this at the beginning is no longer by his side, as if it was a dream for a long time, and I don't know if the dream is true or false?

I also slowly learned that others don't contact, and I don't take the initiative to disturb others, so as not to be sentimental and sad, and suddenly remembered what my brother said in modern times: The society is so chaotic, who can pretend to be pure.

Hehe, the society is so chaotic, do you dare to dedicate your whole heart to accept a person and fall in love with a person?

Lan Xiao'er said faintly: "I like gentle people, and I only like people who are good to themselves." ”

Yue Xuan obviously didn't expect Lan Xiao'er to suddenly say this, isn't the person who is gentle and good to her herself? Yue Xuan said bitterly: "Am I not gentle enough, am I not good enough for you?" ”

Yue Xuan's words sounded so sad, but when she heard Lan Xiao'er's ears, was there a little complaint? Lan Xiao'er shook her head bitterly, is it true that everyone has given their feelings to a person, and after they don't get anything in return, they will be like this?

Yue Xuan continued: "We are not lovers, but you are very important to me, you must know that I am talking about you. It's not so much that I'm making a fool of myself, it's that I'm choosing the dumbest way to like you. Sometimes I can figure it out, but I just can't accept it in my heart, because there are too many powerlessness and too much unwillingness to give up. Actually, I'm just looking chic. ”

Lan Xiao'er said lightly: "At the beginning, he didn't mind anything. Don't mind your past, don't mind your bad temper. And then one day, he started to mind, didn't he say so affectionately that he didn't mind? Who knows, as time passes, he forgets what he said. When you can't get it, you don't mind anything. After getting it, I mind a little bit about everything. It's love, I hope you don't mind too much. ”

Yue Xuan hurriedly spoke: "Xiao'er, no, please don't think like this, okay?" Even if you can't accept me now, even if you can't fall in love with me in the future, but please don't lose faith in love like this, even if you don't belong to me, I hope you belong to happiness, happiness belongs to you. ”

Lan Xiao'er knew that Yuexuan was comforting her dead heart this day, but when her heart died, could she be resurrected in just a few words? Even if it can be resurrected, it will not be the same heart as it was at the beginning.

Lan Xiao'er carefully wiped her crying face again, although she knew that she must be ugly after crying, and Yue Xuan could see that her eyes were swollen at a glance, but such a person who has been encouraging herself, does she still need to be afraid of being embarrassed in front of him?

Lan Xiao'er took a deep breath again, tried to pull the corners of her mouth, turned around slowly, and smiled: "Do you know what a real man looks like in my heart?" ”